why.

why do they keep coming back and it just lingers in my head.

i keep thinking back, it feels like i lost a good friend somehow somewhere along the way. it didnt cross my mind that i would miss that friend. apparently those memories are just tucked away at this little corner of my mind, but they never left. just as i realised how much i miss that friend it's abit too late to realise now that i could have lost that friend forever? sometimes feelings are complex. define boyfriend best friend and good friend. maybe i was selfish i just wanted all i could get from a friend. why cant boys just be girls best friends sometimes? why am i regreting losing this friend? i really dont know :(

i wish someday somehow we will be friends again. oct?