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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

YEE-HA!

Friday, July 30, 2010 ( 6:57 PM )

okay! first of all, HELLO ALL :D havent been doing proper posts. but it's gonna be short still. cos im errr.. going out later :)

TODAY:

-was raining heavily in the morning

-dad drove me to school

-went for orientation part 2

-met ppl from foundation and those who just joined, like me

-toured the classrooms, but still unsure about which is what (too complex)

-feels like there'll be plenty of workload too, like last time in sp

-IM KINDA EXCITED (first time i feel so excited about studying)

YTD:

-orientation part 1

-thought i was gonna be alone, but i bumped into 4 DID peeps :)

-jessica, my ijtp sec 1&2 classmate (whom i only then realised was luther's sister) joined us for amazing race, together with this girl who was in the same interview group as me

-amazing race was retarded, we didnt complete. FAIL.

-lunch at macs?

-the girl and i waited at the wrong room, C501B when it was supposed to be C501A? or the other way round. a whole bunch of us waited for 45mins? stupid ttm.

-went home -.-

WED:

-(the moment right after i woke up) baked super awesome coconut tarts! :D

-due to that i met nydia and zhihao late

-but i got them coconut tarts (i wont forget zhihao's disgusted look, thinking: "WHY THIS THING HARD LIKE ROCK?")

-they loved it :)

-met zhihao's friends for idk what -.-

-hk cafe

-watched sorcerer's apprentice

-stomachache again :(

-dumplings soup

TUES:

-eevann forced me to wake up early (but i didnt) haha!

-auto wake and have weird brunch at home

-met eevann at kovan, went to ntuc to buy stuff for baking

-eevann's house where the competition began

-final vote: 2 VS 2. so it's a tie :) eevann's mom like mine. eevann's bro like his.

-MINE KINDA FAILED ACTL. weird weird. been baking it for a few times. this is the only time it failed. but apparently it can still be eaten after baking for hours and hours in the oven.

-eevann drove me home :D

-changed and out to sushi tei to have dinner with dajie,wenzhen, eunice, cinday, weilun, ivan and THIERRY. thierry's flying off to somewhere or sth. so yep. nice catching up :)

MON:

-drizzle?!!!

-but still, universal studios ftw :)

-went with eevann and huiqi

SUN:

-bad bad day

-felt super grouchy

-travelled around and ended up at tiong bahru market

-food sucks (i miss chong pang)

-met frankie at town to get her stuff

-got f by dad

-didnt go grandma's place

-got d by mom

-got dinner myself

-talking to zhihao and nydia just turned my night around :) LOVE 'EM

SAT:

-supposed to stay home all day

-went out at night

-screwed up night cos i was stuck with kok and tj with nth to do

-felt sick

FRI:

-swam in the morning but rained after 2 laps -.-

-ate with ray

-chilled with zhihao

-party at night :D

WOOHOO! ONCE AGAIN, IM EGG-CITED FOR SCHOOL. but i think will have damn alot of work to do. so this might be the last! just tonight!

gooooodbye! :D

(for photos, just check out fb! it's all thereee)

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blank

Thursday, July 29, 2010 ( 12:44 AM )

omg? why do i feel so nervous -.- think it's kinda stupid to feel that way. maybe 'cos im all alone, again.

i hope tmr will be good or at least okay.

gotta get going. goodnight! :)

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silly nydia

Sunday, July 25, 2010 ( 8:53 PM )

shiN¥DIAmöɳd ♥ says:

what's wrong with you & zhihao dating man

i don't even mind

much less him

HAHAHAHA

oɐɥıɥz says:

HAHAHA

shihui. livin' life as it is. says:

HAHAHAHAHA

oɐɥıɥz says:

wow

shihui. livin' life as it is. says:

NICE

oɐɥıɥz says:

ok

shihui. livin' life as it is. says:

LIKE

oɐɥıɥz says:

cool shit

shiN¥DIAmöɳd ♥ says:

coolness man haha i made all of you laugh LOL

now i know why i love them so much.

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stupid brain of mine

( 11:27 AM )

shihui shihui, told you how many freaking times. you dont needa go all out. if you're tired, just fucking stay home and not go anywhere else. why are you so stupid??? stupid girl with stupid brain. you wont get any/much in return anyway. PERIOD.

now you know?

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times like these

Saturday, July 24, 2010 ( 8:18 PM )

sometimes i get so frighten at myself that i dont know who i am anymore.

i think, times like these help me survive through. they keep me sane and hyped. and if they help, they're good? short-term.

sigh, is this how everyone feel when they do. im falling deeper into the trap. but again, we're young only once, so what more to bother?

im going, now.

(but i promise i wont get lost & i will not tell all who are against)

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it's coming.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010 ( 8:42 PM )

OH NO.. im itching to club. zhihao's tempting me. but, it's phuture/zouk. sigh, i kinda hate that place. maybe if i were to go again later, i think i'll nv ever enter that place again. k luh, just go. bus 5 will bring me straight there.

i've only another wk before sch starts. i don't know what to expect, i can only imagine the mountain of hard work i needa put in if i wanna succeed. ohwell.

ytd was nice. i brought my mom to the chee cheong fun place. and we went robinsons, courts, and borders. i bought a book. k gonna start reading.

then home for dinner, out again to town, to meet xiaoyu and stacey for despicable me. hehehe. damn nice, awesome.

today, met nydia for awhile at town. walked arnd to look for her water bottle, and we ate the ice thing at far east plaza.

so here i am, home, for dinner.

and and, gg out later. okay, dont say that word. tsk!

this whole wk is packed. all the meet ups with different ppl whom i've been missing for the past 1 month.

tmr zhihao, maybe reb.

fri raymond.

sat dajie wz & the rest. at night, maybe scotts collegues.

sun dim sum with ray, and tinglei?

OH-SO-PACKED.

AND I THINK IM GG TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO ON MONDAY. YAY :D

i would be thankful if you would just stop talking to me altogether. cos if you were a puzzle, i would take forever to solve. so, no thank you.

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disappointed, so very disappointed...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010 ( 12:34 AM )

first thing first, I HATE YOU, EEVANN SEAH. sigh. it takes only 15 mins to make someone's mood change drastically. like from flying in the sky, to falling down hard right on the ground. maybe initially i wasnt feeling too good alr. and eevann asking me out to supper kinda make me happier, like i wont needa stay at home and stare at the name on msn. but well, he didnt wait for me to bathe, and he drove off.. maybe he was too hungry. forget it. im not in the mood for anything anymore anyway.

lil things that friends do, they either make you fly to the sky or fall hard on ground. i swear that happened a few times. like that time i waited for eevann to come fetch me to supper also. he nv came. i was supposed to be in bed, and i had work the other day, but he asked, so i agreed. in the end? bummer.

i rly think the problem lies with me. i gotta learn to reject ppl now. guess that's gonna be hard for me. but i shld do it. cos i realise at times, the more i try to accommodate everyone, the more i'll make it worse.

sometimes i cant help but to think if what my mom said was true. that friends make use of each other. now i think about it, some happenings in life tell me, yes, they do (i do). they put it in a nice way, friends shld help each other. but ahhh, i think that's bullshit. im starting to doubt it alr. truth hurts.

sad stuff aside, i went out with paul to watch inception today. was a super last min decision. and we thought we would miss the first part, AGAIN. but we didnt. and GAWD. it was awesome! (the zhihao way)

then i waited for huiqi to end work. we had waruku for dinner and chilled at helipad. some pub above central.

well well, i still hate myself. i think i shld just go to slp. goodnight earth.

i have 3 tickets to universal studio. god, tell me who shld i go with :( sigh.

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wtd

Monday, July 19, 2010 ( 3:18 AM )

what to do? im rly scared. what shld i do? shit... sigh. I NEED TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP. i hate myself.

today marks the last day of work. WOOHOO! okay, actually i start to realise ppl at wisma aint that difficult to get along with. i just needed time to adjust. k that aside, i rly need time to myself to enjoy my holis. i wanna have a good rest, go gym, swim, tan, hang out with friends and party etc, before sch starts on 2nd aug.

everyone said bye to me. including c. feels ABIT sad. but well, im still glad it ended.

2 cool dude waited for me to end work just now. so nice. weining, poon, rx and i hangout at the pub near centrepoint. hahahaha. damn funny. it was awesome. we only know each other for sucha short time and glad we went further than just being pure collegues. we're now friends :) so here i am home. we're meeting next wk again. timbre's duck pizza. awesome-ness!

meeting huiqi tmr. got so much to update her. gosh!

and about c, i rly dont know. so confused! somehow i wish he would just dao my texts! one thing for sure, i dont think i can treat him like just a friend. argh. i hate myself :(

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that song

Saturday, July 17, 2010 ( 12:29 AM )

im scared. i tremble everytime i hear that song, cos i'll be reminded of the pathetic state i was in. well, it's not true that i havent recovered. just that, im so afraid to be in it again. boy, isnt it frustrating.

actually, i dont know what im afraid of. but i just dont wanna experience it ever again. k said i was insecure. but i think otherwise. i think i've zero confidence in myself and everything. im afraid and i mind. ahhh. stupid me.

i must tell myself i shldnt try so hard, or rather i shldnt try at all. i think i'll get tired soon enough. ah yes, friend. k just a friend.

and c is playing poker now? i shld just go slp. goodnight earth.

i have decided to be rly nice and report to work faithfully tmr. yes, dont persuade me. i rly want to go out with you guys, but my conscience wont allow me. i'll feel guilty for lying. sigh, sorry ppl.

i cant wait to get out of that stupid place! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. night!

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a part of me...

Thursday, July 15, 2010 ( 4:55 AM )

a part of me hope that he left an offline msg, since i wasnt online just now. so i turned on the com at this unearthly hour, to realise he didnt. and he didnt update anything either. fb, blog, nth. so most prob he was also busy with sth or perhaps slping? man, i hate myself. been only how many days we've been talking and im missing him alr. okay this is nonsense.

havent seen him today. only left with thurs, and sunday to "meet" him halfway to exchange stocks before we both finish work on sunday. our last day working. he's taking mc on fri. so if i take mc on sat, means one less day of chance to bump into him. ohwell, will i ever see him again? guess not.

anw, just now was at zouk with k, eunice, jeremy, reb, de wan, roy, daniel and a few others. jeremy and roy were damn super pissed with the crowd. we have to push/get pushed arnd. it was so packed!!! tsk. i dont understand why ppl like zouk. shld just stick to rebel next time. kk sorry my bad. whatever.

and im not even high AT ALL! sigh! ohwell, the music was soso only.

k im rly tired. tmr theres work. goodnight peeps :)

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my only off day of the week.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010 ( 1:52 AM )

well im not too sure who was the one who comment on my previous post. might be oli? cos i always tell him he's the best. aiya, whoever. i love each and everyone of you! so yeah. unless you're a stranger.

tonight i initiated the conversation. well sometimes there'll be awkward moments. other than that, it was nice. still, i tell myself i cant pin too much hope.

so later tonight, im gg to party. AHHAHAHA. K told me to go home to talk to c. but well. nah, im not investing. woohoo. party party..

today i went out with eunice to shop. and we met the rest later, cindy, weilun, peiyu and wenzhen. got like a maxi and blouse from this warehouse at cine. i like! but when i wear the maxi its like ugly, cos i got no figure -.- aiya, whatever, some models dont have boobs too.

AND IM CONTEMPLATING IF I SHLD MC ON SAT. SIGH. everyone's telling me i shld. including c. wellwell, idk! its just not me. but i might just do it. cos im sick (and tired of everything).

k i shld go slp. goodnight!

OH AND I SWAM THIS MORNING. SUPER HAPPY. NV FELT HAPPIER THAN TODAY.

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joke

Tuesday, July 13, 2010 ( 2:37 AM )

ivan says:
hi im from brunei and like to know you
im currently working in niponya a snack shop and im tall like one off ur classmate zw
hope you would give me a chance to be your BF..so i could bring u back to my hometown to see my parents...
they will be delighted...
Wahahahhahaha...love brunei dude

WTH! hahaha. i got a scare. ivan is so lame, totally!

anw, last night i added c on fb and he added me on msn! and he talked to me. OMG. tonight the same thing. IM RLY HAPPY. but somehow i got this feeling im just a friend to him, nothing else. ohwell, let nature take its course. im starting sch anw. he's a rly nice guy.

AND DAMN, I LOST 50 BUCKS! :( SIGHHHHHHHH. i bet on spain but ohwell. lost!

k no one watching indespicable me with me. sighhhh. oh well!

OH WELL X 100!

please please please let some miracle happen.

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bad girl

Saturday, July 10, 2010 ( 2:11 AM )

sigh, im supposed to be a rly good girl, but i cant be. cos it's just me. i like to have things my way, im stubborn and i love to have fun. if my parents tried to stop me, i would go ahead. i rmb there was once i almost like run away from home. ALMOST, but i didnt. that was how serious it was. but im glad to say i havent cross that line.

BUT AGAIN, when i was pri one, my mom didnt allow me to go out, but i insisted. i brought my maid along. LOL! to my best friend's house. i havent left home w/o mom before. that was the first time i went to my friend's house. when i was 7! couldnt believe i did that. i rmb my grandparents knew about it and they were so worried and they nagged. i guess that left a pretty deep impression on them.

having said that, somehow im still glad, i know my limits. even when i was 15 and 16, i mixed with bad company, but i didnt turn bad. they smoked, i didnt. the most i did was to stay out till morning. i knew clearly what i was doing.

to me, i think it's perfectly fine to be rebellious at this age? cos, rules are meant to be broken anyway and it's good to be flexible. as long as we know what we're doing, i think that's enough. and yes, i agree it's selfish on my part to only think about my own enjoyment and neglect the part on my parents might be worried about me. but i guess it's part of the growing up process, cos parents wont be there to protect you forever. we'll all be grown-ups someday. and be responsible for our own lives.

well, im lucky in a sense, my parents give me alot of freedom after i turned 17. i rly appreciate that. my dad is naturally more worried for me than my mom. and i rly like that thought. beginning when i go home late, my dad would call to ask what time im coming home. but as time passes, he stopped. tho at times he'll still ask me the next morning where i've been the previous night.

till today, im still telling half lies. but as long as im home safely, im being responsible. and that would appease my parents :)

okay, and about clubbing. im speechless. i think to most its as bad as taking drugs? ohwell, i rly like the activity. sorry to say. sigh. k clubber or whatever, i dont give a damn anymore. cos everytime i deny ppl will make noise also. if gg once every fortnight also counted then so be it? i give up.

and im kinda prepared to be single for at least another yr or so. bring it on!

went prawning with frankie, huimin, and kaykay just now. 4 girls prawning is rly funny. and frankie kept aiming the prawns at me -.- i think its just me, cos i didnt catch a single one?!!! omg. fail! k another sinful meal. im getting fat!!!! ARGH.

then wanted to go club but ahwell, DIDNT IN THE END. SIAN TTGM. ohwell, sorry for desperately wanting to go. girls just wanna have fun.

so here i am home. k gg to bed. tmr im working morning shift. im prepared to stay till a later time.

AHHHHH AND WHY DONT PPL JUST UNDERSTAND, IF THEY DONT GIVE YOU THEIR NUMBER, MEANS THEY ARE NOT INTERESTED!!! SIGH. STOP TRYING.

and, ytd i was damn fucking pissed. but i figured the working world is like that. but i still wanna say she's a total bitch. the sight of her irks me and today i was supposed to go lunch break with her. i lied saying i was meeting my friend. i went shopping and ate bread instead. yes shopping :/ shitzx. sighhh. i feel like some puppet. i have to act friendly and fake a smile on my face everytime i see her. deep down, i rly hate her.

1 OR 2 MORE WEEKS, IM OUTTA WISMA. gotta start my losing weight session. go running and swimming. and i need some tan too... and yes, diet. i need to be in tip top condition when i start sch.

k goodnight!

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thoughts

Wednesday, July 07, 2010 ( 11:41 PM )

first thing first, i got my marc jacobs tote bag! WOOHOO. HAPPY. THANKS TO CHRISTINE :D got it using staff purchase! which is half price. but i still paid 90 bucks for that bag -.- k nvm, i like it, so it's okay :)

ate botak jones again! but with christine, yuting, lulu, weining and one more.

weining, christine

me, weining, yuting, lulu

that aside, i feel rly weird everytime i see the short guy. kah hui's friend. cos i dont know whether to smile or not. he's so dao. i dont even know if im supposed to act like i dont know him or just acknowledge him. according to yuting and kahhui, he knows that i exist. but when we see each other, we seem like total strangers, like we dont know each other's names. well, human relations, sometimes rly awkward. like morning we can smile at each other, afternoon expressionless, evening i dont even know if i shld look at him! so weird.

if only we can all read each other's minds, then there'll be no secrets? maybe the world will be a better place to live in. cos there's nth we can do, other than to accommodate with each other. maybe it'll be good to have it as a supernatural power, like edward's.

if i can read minds, i'll probably know what to do/say much better without having to guess.

anyway, i forgot to credit eevann for introducing me the very nice beef noodles ytd. love them totally! i'll miss eevann alot when he enlist. ohwell. i miss atikah :( hope she's doing fine. she just said hi to me on msn.

i wanna meet up with weining and ruixiang soon. i got so much to complain about work. goodness. the ppl at wisma, are all crazy. other than a few. idk, it's like work is work. i hate it. good thing im leaving. 23rd!

and secretly deep down im quite happy, cos jeffrey likes the previous 2 female mannequins which i dressed last wk. (he forced me to dress them) i picked the clothes for em. poon helped me abit with one mannequin. the other i did myself. i heard this wk alex did the mannequins and he created some fashion disaster which yuting they all couldnt tahan. jeffrey changed it in the end. haha! funny. actl i rly prefer scotts. now at wisma, i always try to find one corner to hide. i dont wanna be near anyone, other than lulu. i dont like to talk to them. they're all separate individuals anw. not like scotts, more united as one. yep, that's how i feel. lulu desperately wants to go back to scotts too. i can tell. well, its all luck!

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dear god

( 1:16 AM )

oh dear god, would you not let life make a fool outta me. i can't understand why. maybe like wilson say, some ppl are lucky, some are not. and i happen to be one of those unlucky ones.

down on luck.

but today i watched eclipse with dajie, eunice, jeremy, ivan, and yuan. (I STILL THINK JACOBS IS HOTTER) we had botak jones for dinner. it was rly good. fun catching up after so long. had a good laugh.

paul woke up late and insist that i was the one who ps-ed him. oh well, i travelled all the way to kovan to meet eevann for lunch instead. i was so afraid there would be no one to have lunch with me. i told my mom not to cook. and you know i only have 24hrs off every wk, so every hour is impt to me. every hour is so precious. cant afford to waste them away.

as usual, nice catching up with eevann. everyone has been asking me about the c guy. haha. tsk. im getting tired of the anticipation. like i said earlier, i dont wanna try so hard anymore. sian.

sorry to be superficial, but i guess it's rly impt to have $. at the very least, some biggg ambition. will need that pretty much. i managed to figure that out recently since im sucha spendthrift. ohwell.

i like the way shopping makes me go home feeling v satisfied and happy.
i like the thought of getting stuff without having to worry/think about the price.

that's me, superficial much.

i really wish/hope/want/need to be a successful fashion businesswoman in future. i promise to not let my parents down. father and mother, i love you.

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too many

Monday, July 05, 2010 ( 2:42 AM )

too many thoughts running through my mind right now. when i look back, i get damn amazed by how time can actually heal wounds. i guess im rly convinced now that it helps. and i rly dont know what to expect now. i feel kinda dejected. i dont wanna try so hard anymore. but can i do it?

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yet again

Sunday, July 04, 2010 ( 1:22 AM )

f. first thing in the morning, meet halfway with scotts at borders. met weining. then c came shortly after. i didnt know how to ask, cos apparently there's rly no chance for me to ask. in a way, it'll be rly damn weird, and not casual anymore. sighhh. when will i pluck some courage to ask... please please please let some miracle happen.

for the rest of the day, i didnt see him at all :(

im damn super pissed off today. i think i called almost everyone to whine, over and over again about what happened. i was supposed to do morning shift right. and so, supposedly end 6.30pm. yes, all the full-timers all went off on time. then i asked uncle if i can go. guess what. he said cos im temp so i needa wait for the crowd to go, then i can leave. WTH? SO WHAT IF IM A TEMP? IM NOT HUMAN? YOU MAKE USE OF ME? JUST COS IM CHEAP LABOUR?

initially, there were customers. so im okay with staying say half an hr more. but half an hr passed, an hr passed, NOT MANY CUSTOMERS, SO MANY STAFF, IM SUPER FED UP ALR. the last half an hr i didnt give a damn. i just stood by the wagon, refusing to fold clothes, and i texted eevann. i dont fucking give a damn abt them. WTF SERIOUSLY. overboard. so inconsiderate. come on. so what if im just a temp. others who work on full shift alr went for their half an hr dinner break, those who work morning shift alr gone home. me? pathetic. still standing around, with no customer to serve. it was EIGHT alr. i wasnt hungry, but what if i was? oh boy, they didnt even bother. selfish bunch of ppl.

really, do i look like im desperate for that extra one and a half hr of pay? seriously. im not like the other temp who's crazy over work. he just chiong full shift almost everyday. i think he's mad. what's the point of working so much when you have no time to spend?! i dont get it. and rly, im earning to get extra money, not to survive on it.

i may sound like some spoilt brat but it's the truth! i may be unreasonable and i shouldnt have showed attitude. but well i think it was obvious to them that i wasnt rly happy about gg back late. i had this buay song face which says "dont you dare provoke me". ARGH! i dont care. they bully me. just cos im a temp!

yesyes, im petty. whatever! i miss AJS :( sigh. i miss working with those full time and part timers :(

and fuck, they gave me 10 working days straight w/o break? IM RLY NOT THAT DESPERATE FOR $. i might wanna change shift with that despo guy. since he love to work so much.

and i rly dont understand. are kids of rich parents not allowed to work or sth. why is everyone so amazed/shocked/surprised. ARGH..! and they keep asking why you work, etc. i think next time i must use fake address.

okay fine. i think i understand. but really, isnt it abit overboard. ppl over at AJS dont even make SUCHA BIG FUSS outta it.

and rly, compared to the part timer who quit after 2 days or so, im so much better alr. at least im responsible and i dont give up easily. i just have a rather nasty temper. thats all. and ya, im quite blur.

OKOK, enough of complains. sound like some auntie alr. goodness. goodnight.

sigh miracle miracle, i wish for a miracle..

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hmmm

Saturday, July 03, 2010 ( 12:22 AM )

how would you turn someone down, esp when you have totally no interest? i think i lost that skill alr. been rly long since i last did that. i dont wanna hurt ppl :( sigh.

continued..

e. when i least thought i will meet him, i was sent to meet halfway at borders. and there he was, standing in rain with an umbrella. seeing that my hands were full, he put the bag of stuff on the hook/handle of my umbrella... OMGGGGG... cuteness. (okay sorry to sound so insane) actl i left, but i checked my phone and there was a missed call from wisma. they wanted me to collect stuff from scotts too. so i waited with him at borders for the POON from scotts to come pass us stuff. it was a rly good chance to talk to him. we had abit of time to ourselves. well, i told my mom about the convo, she thinks he isnt interested in me. cos he was talking more about work than asking about me. boo :( AND I DIDNT DARE TO ASK THE QN I PREPARED EARLIER! ARGHHH... i think i needa at least take the first step and see if he does the second. if he doesnt, then i shld just let it rest.

i feel like a young girl again, all of a sudden.

i hope to go out with my collegues soon. they're so fun to be with. the scotts one of course. i dont rly get chances to talk to those current one. other than the helen, who's rude. c said so too! hahaha. damn funny. oh well...

tmr! :) gonna be good. i just need ANOTHER ONE CHANCE! >:D just ask only!

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damn

Friday, July 02, 2010 ( 12:37 AM )

i didnt get to meet halfway with forum outlet today.. damn! sigh. i think sometimes the more you try, the higher chance you'll fail. so i will try not to do anything to make it happen.

rmb i said i would make good use the next time i see him. i alr thought of what to say. HAHAHA. omg.

anw, atikah left for malaysia alr :( i watched toy story 3 with her ytd before my work. silly girl fell aslp. the movie was nice tho. and i'll rly miss ah car alot :(

other than that, im dead beat. i needa catch some slp. it's sales tmr. wish me luck ppl. pray i dont die so early. im working 10.15-10..... GAWDDDD...

goodnight!

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sorry again..

Thursday, July 01, 2010 ( 12:36 AM )

okay im gonna start this guys talk again. so if you think it's disturbing, dont read! :)

1. wei ning saw the past. she said it was not bad. haha! of course it was. but it was busted. oh well, long over please!

2. I AM DAMN SUPER HAPPY. cos i bumped into the c guy just now (this guy is from the emporio armani forum outlet, not the agnes b one!) this is the c guy i've always been talking about. maybe i shld share abit uh. cos im damn lazy to repeat over and over again to different ppl.

a. i first met him that day he came to borrow/return umbrella. he was trapped at borders during a heavy rain so the supervisor told him to borrow an umbrella from us (scotts istean).

b. rui xiang and i were supposed to go for break, poon to go meet halfway with forum. so we left tgt cos rui xiang and poon wanted to smoke tgt. we waited at the traffic light for that c guy from forum to come. we talked cock and that c guy offered me this sweet which i wasnt suppose to reject -.- he 'forced' me.

c. then there was once, i mentioned in my previous post, he came down to find poon while waiting for his friend. i was changing clothes for the mannequin! didnt get to talk to him.

d. TODAY. JUST NOW. first day working at wisma outlet. after i end work i went to find dajie etc cos they were at the macs outside shaw centre. i could have gone home, but i went to meet them. and on the way... i saw HIM. at ion, we waved and smiled. nice.. then wheelock, cross the road, scotts basement macs. he asked me if the mac upstairs would still be opened. omg...

everything is so damn coincidental? cos i thought i will never ever see him again after i got transferred to wisma. then the next moment, BUMPED. oh man, i hope some miracle happen again uh. HAHAHA. like damn drama. it was after work somemore.

i texted wei ning. and i've so much to tell her. prolly tmr when i got down to scotts to buy my dad's jeans, thats if my dad wants.

AHHHH, madness work schedule cos i even have one day when im working 10.15-10?! crazy manx.

okay come to think of it, at the age of 20, im still quite afraid. after that fall. i dont wanna go through all that shitzx again. sucks. so just let nature take its course.

goodnight!

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