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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

WHY ME?

Tuesday, June 29, 2010 ( 1:11 AM )

okay.. they just transferred me to wisma outlet, suddenly. tmr's my off day and wed im gg over to wisma alr. wtf seriously. i wasnt prepared for it at all. obviously after receiving that news, im totally not in the mood for everything. argh. ohwell, life.

we'll meet again if there's chance. i'll make sure i make full use of it.

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ahhhhh cute guys

Monday, June 28, 2010 ( 1:26 AM )

i hate eevann seah. zzzzz! he asked if i wanna have supper then watch soccer. end up? he decided to stay home to play dota. grrrr. hate you eevann! humpf.

anw, just now after work i was eating macs with wei ning. we were both hungry! and i was telling her about that cute guy. cos he came to look for poon today. he was like wearing this white fred perry polo tee. still as cute as ever. then jeffrey made me changed for the mannequin so i didnt rly have a chance to talk to him. argh! wei ning didnt see cos she was changing the mannequin with jeffrey at the other end. lol. but anw, wei ning know he exist luh! and she agrees with me that he's cute! LOL.

and and and, there was this other guy. who came with the mom. SO SWEET LAH!! zomg. shopping with the mom. and they're hell rich. the boy alone was carrying like near to 8 paper bags. marks and spencer, french connection, topshop, dunkin donuts, etc. all the middle range ex stuff. tsk! bet it feels damn shiok. cos i used to do that with my mom. JUST BUY!

point is, the guy is superrr cute.

when i stop working, im gonna miss all this boys sight-seeing. LOL.

(sorry but im single. what to do? gu ling ling what! HAHA)

k gooodnight!

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piss

Saturday, June 26, 2010 ( 10:50 PM )

KNOW WHAT, IM PISSED. i hate it when some ppl poke into my life, and some other ppl tell me what to do and what not. esp when it's like none of their business. like this blog is completely personal. serves as a platform to share with my close friends my daily life happenings. like to update them. KEYWORD: CLOSE FRIENDS. well, maybe it's my fault for not locking it/making it private. aiya, fuck. im just in a bad mood. so dont step on my tail.

so the usual thing, to whoever, or anybody(friends) reading, if you feel uncomfortable, dont read. if you have any comments, dont make it outside the blog. PUT IT IN. anything you wanna trash, say it here, and not anywhere else. unless you wanna say it straight at my face, then im fine. (i know my close friends do that, so im fine. cos all along i know they're the usual ones who will be reading) if not, keep it in here.

for some reason, im becoming more and more attitude. yes, i shld blame myself for that, and not blame my life for making me feel that way. ah yes, how true.

i rly wonder why isit that there're ppl on earth whom you just cant get along with. like, they just get on your nerves. even when you're someone who's very neutral. there'll be times when you just go insane and start hating ppl, hating life. and you tend to go to the extreme.

SO DONT MAKE ME GO NUTS. ARGH.

shut your big mouth. thanks.

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MARC BY MARC JACOBS

( 1:42 AM )

OH NO.. this is so tempting :(

i love the brand.

& so happen it's under club 21

&& staff sales coming soon..

i smell disaster.

AHHHH, I DONT CARE.

IM GONNA BUY.

JUST ONLY.

randoms:

1. omg, this guy working at the other outlet is so cute. k i'll just assume he's attached.

2. K jio me to party TMR. WTH SERIOUSLY? at the rate if im gg with him, im gonna officially be what ppl call, a clubber. so im not gg. maybe the wk after next, with reb ;)

3. i just trimmed my hair today

4. met my best friends, atikah, and reb

5. shopped and spent AGAIN! ARGH, HATE MYSELF.

6. gonna go on diet starting TMR. I WANNA BE SKINNY.

7. IM DYING TO GET THE MARC JACOBS!

8. ppl think im wild and kinda lesbian, looking at the pictures i took that night. well just say, i turn red easily? i didnt puke, neither am i drunk or gone -.- just high. tsk! i know you guys dont believe. tsk. hahahah. whatever. i know what im doing! :)

LOL. goodnight, tmr im doing morning. pictures up soon.

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party time!

Friday, June 25, 2010 ( 1:23 AM )

well, last night was fun. (tho i fucking waited in vain for a cab for 45 mins after work) k anyway, drank abit with a whole big group of k's friends before gg in. then was dancing with nydia and the rest whole night long. k and his grp of friends damn super funny. the way girls like to throw themselves to the friends, hilarious. to think E want me to act lesbian to make one of them go away. tsk!

tmr's gonna be a long but fulfilling day :)

tata!

OH, ONE MORE THING, THE WATCH UBER CUTE RIGHT.. LOVE IT. i got it when i was out with zhihao the other day. love... THE WATCH :)

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middle

Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ( 12:32 AM )

recently i've been undergoing tremendous mood swings. my mood changes drastically within a short time..

like im happy cos today at work, i learnt alot of stuff which are very useful for my future course of study. i realised fashion design is sth like product design. the material colour and finishing, the mood, the story behind the piece of clothing, the persona, just everything! jeffrey showed me this look book. man.. it's so impressive. now i truely believe we're not only paying for the brand, but also the quality.

well, if you're thinking who's jeffrey. he's the biggest here at aj scotts. im rly impressed by the amount of things he know about fashion itself. today we were so bored. knowing that im gg to take fashion design, he told me all the stuff which might be related and damn, i think they are all so very good. he isnt as strict as i thought he would be (the rest said he would flare up and pick on everyone esp when he's in a bad mood) k maybe he's in a good mood recently. he kinda joke with me and i think he's okay luh :)

i love the job im doing now. tho sometimes it gets rly very boring and sometimes i just blur out -.- it's still good.

then im unhappy cos i think i got this low self esteem thing which bugs me alot. esp when im becoming fatter these days :( im rly scared? soon, im gonna outgrow my clothes. IM NOT KIDDING (THUNDER THIGHS). when im upset, *esp when i can't forget es (seriously someone kill me please?), i just eat alot? even when im not upset, i still eat alot cos I LOVE FOOD. the thought of gg on diet simply... make me damn depressed. and im soooo lazy to hit the gym these days. i dont even swim or tan now.

then my face. it's not getting any better in any way. I HATE YOU STUPID FACE WITH MANY MANY WHITE HEADS AND PIMPLES AND REDNESS >:(

AIYA, just nothing is good about my body. my stomach gets crazy these days damn easily. idk why and how but it just happens.

WHY AINT I PRETTY/HOT. SIGH. hate myself more than ever.

anw, this guy working for agnes bay at scotts istean is rly quite cute eh. and.. TODAY I BUMPED INTO HIM WHEN I WAS RUSHING TO WORK, HE STARED AT ME AND SORTA GAVE ME THIS COOL/AWKWARD SMILE. actl for a moment i was thinking who was that staring. then i realised, its the agnes bay guy. haha, cute. so i just smiled back (awkwardly too). i rmb wei ning said he's like considered the cutest guy on the whole lvl of mens department. HAHAHA funny. sorry, we're both single anyway! i mean wei ning and i.

OKAY LA FATGURL_90@HOTMAIL.COM signing off. night!

I WANNA PARTY LAHHHHHHHHHHHH! :(

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OFF

Monday, June 21, 2010 ( 12:33 AM )

let's see what i've been up to on my off day on friday..

to school for cheer, and to this fabulous place,

with kay, oli,

and frankie.

WHAT A FEAST HUH! LOL!! (to think i said i wanted to eat less -.-)

UBER SHIOK RRRR-ICE RRRR-OLL..

DURIANZX!

UP THE ESCALATOR TO THE ROOFTOP

RANDOMLY DISCOVERED THIS LIGHT IN MY CAM. NICEEEE.

GOOD-BYE!

work's all good. (EXCEPT I WAS LATE TODAY. WOKE UP AT 9.45am when work's supposed to start) cos last night watched "she's out of my league" with eunice jeremy kok and tingjie at like 11plus.. zzz i slept at 3 plus :/

anw, just wanna specially mention zhihao for being sucha SWEET heart. LOL! he came all the way down to town to visit me (he said it. dont know if it's true tho.) i couldnt rly talk to him cos i was afraid UNCLE at work would KP me. i was folding clothes in the store room somemore. tsk. i told him work end at 6.45! supposed to end 6.15 but the BIGGG BOSS came down randomly and made a big fuss over the HE (MANGO) sale blocking her worth-thousand-over-dollars-per-day ARMANI JEANS BRAND/SIGNAGE -.- seriously. so i ended work at 7. then this zhihao happily MIA (he went home cos he thought i end at 6)

i went MANGO, AGAIN. and i saw nydia! HAHA silly girl. got a few more items :/

k luh nuff said. meeting eunice tmr. IM SO GONNA BUY THAT PULL AND BEAR TOP. IT BETTER NOT BE SOLD OUT. good gracious, i've been thinking abt that top for the past 2 weeks :( SUCKS. gonna get it anyway.

tmr morning shift. better go slp, if not late. GOODNIGHT :)

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LUCKY WEDNESDAY

Friday, June 18, 2010 ( 1:43 AM )

well, im sure the WHOLE singapore knows about the flood on wed.

to speak the truth, i only HEARD about it from christine. (our kind

colleages from wisma outlet saw the flood opposite at lucky plaza

and they called to tell christine.) cos on that faithful day i was working

morning shift, meaning 9.45am-6.15pm. so, i managed to spare myself

from all that drama! (we are on lvl 3, so would be rly serious if we saw the

flood for ourselves?) i didnt know it was so serious till christine told me

giordano closed. and apparently, in some video, the mannequin was flooding?!!

WTF! haha!

anw, YTD WAS MANGO SALES.

i was lucky and yeah went home happy and satisfied :)

hehehehehe.

BTW, I NEEDA GET A NEW LAPTOP.

MACBOOK?

YES? NO?

sianzx!

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GAY :)

Monday, June 14, 2010 ( 11:09 PM )

yay. happy. all i needed was a job :)

i thinking im getting fatter by day :(

cannot cannot, must start working out..

& EAT LESS! >:(

*i got my schedule for work,

so you guys can start dating me

(that's if you wish to)

**do know that even when im working

6 days a week, i'll definitely, surely,

make time for everyone :)

no matter how tiring it's gonna be,

i will, just for you guys.

THAT'S ME.

goodnight earthlings :)

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nail colour

Sunday, June 13, 2010 ( 11:55 PM )

what do you do at home when you're reallyyy bored?

i painted my nails

and yeah, camwhore.

yesterday hangout with xiaoyu, stacey and irving. (irving's candy below)

i waited for them for near to an hour.

hungry,

and bored. so again, camwhore.

friday met zhihao, nydia for lunch at wisma's ding tai feng

then i watched nightmare on elm's. followed by the party at azzura,

which sucks big time >:( we were laughing at those kids who were dancing

like CRAZY & yeah just funny luh. the music was bad too. but company

was gooood, no doubt. eunice, jeremy, kahhui & his friends (brothers),

frankie, puey koon, then taufiq & aideal were there with their friends.

again HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE! :)

that night mahana was at minds cafe..

okay only 5 of us

there was this game which had guns like that -.-

before we left, eevann gave this oh-so-helpful feedback

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will it snow for christmas?

Thursday, June 10, 2010 ( 4:30 PM )

the only reason im watching; the guy is way too handsome. lol!

how could someone like that ever exist.

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friends

( 12:14 AM )

somehow, somewhere, sometime, i'll stop asking ppl out. it's just so, tiring.

back to korean drama. goodbye.

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SIGH

Tuesday, June 08, 2010 ( 2:04 AM )

AHHHHH, FREAK. i freaking bought a high waist denim shorts from zara which cost me 59.90 SGD. GRRRRR.. expensive shitzx. but come to think of it, the material is rly nice. still! >:( ANGRY WITH MYSELF.

ANYWAY GOOD NEWS, MY PAY IS 7 PER HR INSTEAD OF 6! ohmygoodness, i thought helena called to tell me i dont needa work alr! haha! today i went to do survey alr. hehehe. the armani jeans at scotts istean is like... NOBODY ONE! and there's THREE sales assistant there. seriously -.-

walked damn alot today. weihan got his jeans. and i met ah car at 6.30. love!

BEACH PARTY THIS FRIDAY. ANY TAKERS? :( SIGHHH.

i still miss. im getting emo-ish alr. this is baddddddd. sigh. goodnight all.

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SHITZX

Monday, June 07, 2010 ( 1:48 AM )

that feeling is back. i miss some-one. sighhhhh. why isit that he doesnt come back this time? okay great what am i talking. i shld be glad he isnt. keep it this way and i hope in time to come, it'll pass.

k today i tried to tailor a top! not done with it yet. will continue tmr. and i stayed home today okay! why is everyone asking if i went out or am i outside. i thought everyone shld know i stay home on sundays?? and evening i'll be at grandparents' place for dinner.

ahhhhhh, my uncle got a honda jazz for my cousin! :( WHY ISNT MY DAD AS GENEROUS & NICE. I WANT A CARRRR! :( fuckkkkk laaaaaaaa. i dont even have a car to drive at all. sigh.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYY. aiya nvm, continue my 10k savings dream. bye.

WAIT, i forgot to say, I CANT WAIT TO SEE AH CAR TMR :D (eevann was damn funny cos he asked why i didnt blog that im meeting atikah tmr. he was like half aslp and he sounded like he was DRUNK! or slp talking -.-)

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the wise

Sunday, June 06, 2010 ( 2:14 AM )

mom said it's good to keep dating different guys, so one would know who's suitable. seriously??

anyway... today was fruitful!!! evil laughs. went robinsons with mom. got some bobbi brown's items, some baking items and a pair of wedges!

came home for dinner, then to town again to meet ade. got tons of tank tops and a agnes b tote bag! okay, i bought the jap mag from kino just for the bag. but its kewl >:)

okay, i feel quite retarded blogging about all these actually. it's so late alr, time to slp. goodnight all :)

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