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tues 28 aug.
went out with mahanas! in the afternoon i met atikah and we went to BENS AND JERRYS! OMG. heavenly cool food. :D den we met the rest at arnd 5.45pm at dohby mrt. and oh man, look who planned this outing. he was late himself! blah. anw we watched the 6.30pm show. rush hour 3. the show was freaking funny? i love this type of crappy movie. lol. atikah xiao yu winnie eevann nicholas mark went and i was sitting in nxt to atikah. shit man. i think we both made a lot of noises. lol. the show's great! :DD

oh man. our dinner was a disaster? i agree with the saying that a hungry man is an angry man. like i shall change it to a hungry woman is an angry woman. i was damn pissed. i oso dunno over wad. like it jus comes. -.- hell know why we walked all the way to shaw hse jus to eat some lousy pathetic food. gr. anw forget it.

while i was about to slp, chor liang called me. bad news: his dad passed away on sun. :( was too tired so couldnt go to the wake to accompany him. by that time it was alr 1 i guess. :(



wed 29 aug.
went out with girlfriands! town agn. but cine this time. and once again look who said 4 and everyone arrived late? except sk? and maybe me? haha. our dearest girl still can say: "dont be late, esp. moo." WAHH. like was i late hur. lol. nvm i forgive you. :) haha.

we smuggled subway into the cinema. lol. okay rush hr 3 agn. but its still v nice. jus tt i alr know the whole story so its urm.. not that exciting. haha.

we walked to taka. xuan and wee shopped for some chers day present. and i bought mark's cake! :)

on my way home i dropped by chor liang's block and talked to him for awhile. i went home to put down my stuff den i came out agn to accompany him? we loitered arnd the void deck den we went to playground and to his hse to get medicine. he had fever and sore throat lah! :( he havent eat yet so we went to the dao hui shop to eat. WALAO. i lost 10 bucks?!!!! shit man. :((((( how the hell did the money drop out of my pocket?! :( anw by 0030 i reached home.



thurs 30 aug.
finally back to work after soo many days of break. haha. was rly tired. everyday i go to bed rly late and i will be awakened by the noise made by the piling at the construction site jus right behind. blocks of condos gonna be built on that land. SHIT THEM MAN. like why do they have to do all these piling at 930am in the morning?!!! freak them. its like they do it once, my whole hse vibrates. like "PONG...." WAH SIAN. i cant even slp in peace!!! GRRR.

same thing 1130 to 3 and 1800 to 2230. eevann mark nicholas and bryan came larrr! like so unexpectedly. haha. okay, apparently the proportion was too small for em. they had to eat macs after tt. anw after tt i went home and changed. eevann came over. cos i told him i didnt wanna walk to mark's hse alone. like rly scary?! and its e 7th mth somemore.

okay, so we slacked till urm arnd 2325 den met wilson at the macs outside. by that time nicholas bryan and mark were alr at his hse i suppose. so we began our walk to mark's hse. stupid eevann and wilson complained damn alot. one refuses to take the cake for me cos its heavy, and he's clumsy. e other complained i made him walk in leather shoes. like zzzzzzz.



to be continued! later tonight.




WAHA. i got a new blog skin. lovely isnt it! errr.. okay, not so actl. haha.


fri 24 aug.
worked frm 11-3. den supposed to go out with yw. at the VERY LAST MINUTE, she backed out. she couldnt make it? cant she be more responsible man. like at least tell me earlier? and not ps me at e final moment. this kind of lil stuff rly irritates me a lot. beats me why too.

so i went home. but at night i ate dinner and went out at 7plus. there wasnt yw to accompany me but there was ps. lol. we took bus 167 to town. gees. it was rly late by den. anw she was much affected by her recent breakup. like gosh. she was damn sad when we talked abt it on e bus. she actl broke down a lil.
why. why must all this crap shit happen to her. why does relationships bring ppl to heaven yet they are also the ones which drop ppl back after that. whywhywhyy. >:< [it was all sweet once][why do ppl change. or rather why do feelings change.]

hmm we spent the night in town walking and talking. e topic of e night was jus all abt him i guess. tsk. anw we ate at this place in cine. i cant rmb e name, but the supper i had was super expensive. blah. food wasnt that fantastic. perhaps only the brownie was nice. haa. ;) food makes me happy. :)



sat 25 aug. [I SO LOVE THIS DAY!]
i worked! frm 11-3 and 6-10 plus. gees. okay perhaps i havent mention but the restaurant im working at is some sort of a family business i would say. majority who work there are boss' relatives. like im amazed too. and it gets very crowded on wkends esp. cos relatives, relatives friends, etcetc all come to eat and yep. theres a lot of ppl.

normally on wkend in the day there would only be uncle julius, our chef, denise, our boss, miki, one of the staff and me. but comes to sat. WOAH. 2 families will come and help out. hmm.. terri's (not sure if its spelt like that) one of the uncle's daughter. 23 yrs old. shes a uber smart person i guess. jus finished uni and attending some course now. hmmm.. kelvin's another family's son. he's the same age as me! i jus found out frm her pri 3 sis, amanda ytd. and sheeeesh. he's frm MERIDIAN JC. aww. my used-to-be dream sch.

amanda reminds me of those powerlife yrs. i look at her i'll think of phebe. baby kwek i call her. haha. aww man. last time phebe'll always come up to me and hug me. and she sticks to me. like some kind of glue. i got this huge urge to like jus hug amanda. cos i got no sister to dote on. oh man.. i love kids. haha :) and amanda is quite adorable. one customer even asked if we're sisters cos we look quite alike. like... diaooo. haha. 4 kids would be perfect eh.

terri's a rly friendly person. and kelvin a nice and guy. hahaha. he saved me frm the mopping. :)))) yay! haha. seriously i dread mopping the floor most. i would ranked it the last hsehold chores i wanna do. both of them are rly helpful. :)

sth scary happened on sat afternoon tho. :X like urm kelvin's and amanda's parents quarrelled right inside the restaurant? in front of everyone? and god. there was a table of 3 customers. 1 pri sch girl. eeek. i could see she was rly afraid when the husband and wife quarrelled? cos the girl ran to her mum.

not to mention the lil girl. my heart pounded too? at first i didnt realise they were having an argument. but subsequently i realised the seriousness of the situation. cos everyone was looking at that direction. i saw and yep. i was afraid too. v stunned. i hav fought with my bro. but i hav nv seen others fight. :X

hmm.. the thing goes like this. there was this guy who came in alone and sat at one corner. i took his order and yeah, he was jus sittin there. thereafter kelvin's parents came. mum in kitchen at first i guess. and dad at one of the table. .............. den the nxt moment, i saw the man who was sitting at one corner left and realised the 2 were arguing?! okay i think im rly quite oblivious to wad was gg on. husband claimed that the guy who sat at one corner was wife's BOYFRIEND. god. atrocious. den wife said no. furious argument. den got a bit of fight? as in wife pushed husband and asked him to get out. screameddddd at him.

WAH, rly like me and my bro when we were young. haha. real life happening. okay, im super mean. but its heartbreaking. can you imagine children see parents fight. wah siao. lucky this kind of crazy stuff dont happen in my family. i count myself lucky to be born in this family. i wonder wad was kelvin and amanda thinking at that time. all i knew was that, amanda told me after which in e evening, she doesnt like her dad? and she calls him siao. sigh. but i think there's some mental prob with the dad by observing the way he talks and behaves. yep.

i guess that's about it. omg. terri's dad told boss im rly good. and boss replied, "yeah, i loveeee her." awww. :)



sun 26 aug.
i worked too. but it was quieter. not so many ppl. terri and kelvin wasnt there. amanda was tho. hmm.. terri's dad told me terri always praise me. den i replied, "errr.." *laughs* he wanted to give me a treat lah! like aww man. why is everyone so nice to me. he didnt in the end. but he said "i owe you a treat okay!" before he left :)

lucky i ate my dinner at mama's hse b4 gg to work. cos miki forgot abt my dinner. i got waffles in the end! HAHAHA. okay, i tot it was nice. but it tasted weird. dunno why. but still, its good to try new food! i got one wholeeee waffle to myself. i got myself a scoop of vanilla ice cream and blueberry and strawberry jam and choc bits. haaaa. :) foodfood.

i told boss and miki im not working on tues wed sat and sun cos im gg for course and camp. hmmm its only half lie. but i feel guilty. :( tues and wed i took leave cos urmmm the rush hr free movie tix are valid on these days? den sat and sun i rly got camp tho. eeee. im gonna miss terri kelvin and amanda? and the whole friendly family of boss. blahh. :(



mon 27 aug.
i trimmed my hair! and i cut my fringe. eeeek. okay its quite ugly. blah. oh well.

and shucks. im having a breakout now. rather serious one. so today went to get "help". got an acne wash, toner and sunblock lotion. zzz. i dont like all these actl. cos im lazy. :X



alright, end! tireddd.




oh btw i made a mistake in e previous post. it's china:7000 yrs of invention! GOSH. paisehhh. haha.



sun 19 aug.
woke up at arnd 1 plus. WALAOO. my family left for lunch w/o me. like wthhh. they tot i was gg out with yw. but e fact is yw pangsehed me last min. i end up eating curry puff (awful!) for lunch. BLAHHHH..


and my dad had a lil tiff with my mum. mum wants to watch tvee but dad doesnt want to wait for her. he wanted to go grans hse to eat. so... guess wad. both stubborn folks refused to give in and dad left for grans hse. my bro and i followed along. shit man. my dad was being super mean pls. like if im my mum, i will be damn damn sad. :((( how can my husband leave me at home to like watch tvee? ARGH. i hate my dad, for being selfish. he's forever like tat. cant be changed.



mon 20 aug.
OMG. i went shopping with my mum. and i spent like over 290 bucks on clothes. WTH. i paid with those money i earned during the hols. shit. HEARTACHE PLS. :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( BUT, im still gg to shop agn. LOL. :)



tues 21 aug.
mon VITTLES not opened. so yep. tues i worked from urmm.. 11.30am to eh, 3pm. yep. wanted to go sch help zhai they all with the exhibition den go town join pei yu and wen zhen buy presents, but i was just too lazy. haha. sian, so i stayed home. some eediotic person wanted popcorns. (where's mu MUA JI?)



wed 22 aug.
some toot called for pizza hut delivery while i was working. made me go to e toilet jus to ans tt lame call. zzz. anw after work i went home watch a bit of tvee den bathe and left for ps. met atikah, bryan, eevann, mark, nicholas. we went to eat den watch movie and den errr pool? wah sian. e movie was lame. like sucha waste of money pls. grrrrrrr. shld hav watched like hair spray or blood brothers. blah.



thurs 23 aug.
same thing worked from 11.30am to 3pm. BUT ahlamak. wed night boss called to plead me to work on thurs night oso. i was like...... "errr, im not sure if i got anything on tmr, cos i may be gg out." "oh, cancel lah.. guai.. guai lah.. help me?" WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. boss's treating me like a small kid pls. GRRRR. i so didnt wanna work on thurs. but oh well i cant possibly reject. cos she sounded rly DESPERATE? :X


anw! WORK WAS RLY FUN TODAY. HAHAHA. OMG. THINGS THAT ARE WORTH HAPPY OVER:

#1 i got XTRA 10 bucks! (tips frm customer and boss said i GUAI so she give me. -.-""")
#2 i got to eat SUPER UBER NICE BAKED PASTA!!!! OMG......... VERY NICE!!!!!!!! (shit. im getting fat.)
#3 i got sth for someone eh. ;P
#4 boss seems to like me. at least she doesnt pick on me. :)


but seriously im still very blur. haha. sian. think shi hui is jus blur. its inborn. LOL.


eee! yw havent contact me for tmr's shopping trip. WALAO.. PAO TANG LIAO LAH.. :( i wanna get new pump shoes AND THE TWINKLEBELL EARRING!!! HAHAHA. :) <333!




sian, wad if i cant help emo-ing.. :( but its nth tt im emo over. -.- BLAH...



















EEEEPEEEEE! im like officially free from all the shit workload. :DD maybe just left with the design blog. blah. but hey! today marks e end of all my stress for this sem. :) <333!


okay, btw i jus got a job last sat at some casual dining restaurant, VITTLES. the pay is like..... SHIT. but oh wells. its like 5 mins walk away from my hse?! LOL. what more can i say. i save all the transport fees. so yeah. they are very pasta mania like. and... there's FREE FLOW POPCORN. so anyone interested just come down to dine in eat pop corn.. and visit meeee. haha. :) OHOH, and one thing tt rly suck is.. i need to go for some retarded painful typoid or wadeva jab. :(


ade told me this sat there's fa comp. and sk's sch got some singing comp at night i think. i dunno if i shld go. think if xuan is gg then i shld be gg too. ade's like so not free these days. but shes gg for fa comp? HURHUR. haha. ;) thing is poly frens wanna go kbox. soooo, idk.


one of my poly frens, wen zhen got the same bday as xiao xiang lahhh! :) 17 Aug. diff yr tho.


okie, mayb i shld stop here. keep in contact guys! and errr NANA, i only got 8 tix for yall. e other 5 i watching with other frens. so if i dont go with yall, yall can have 8 tix. rmb its MON TUES WED. :) byeee




i never felt so alone before. now i start to realise designers are perhaps the lonliest people on earth. there are so many deadlines to meet. assignments after assignments, or rather they come crashing down on you all at a time. i was already super frustrated yesterday with the huge workload. and today i worked on my machine. like lines after lines i cut, for almost 4 hours family members just come by and see and walk away. like, cant they ask if i need help? and then there came the screws and nuts. over 60 nuts i screw, they did the same. ok i can rest that matter. but till the end when i really needed help to do the video on how to use the machine.. everyone was pushing the job to the other. they are really just pure lazy and being unhelpful. >:< i got so pissed. like i asked them nicely but none helped. i wonder what are families for.


im already so stressed up and vexed over all the assignments. my mum can just happily say, "i told you to wake earlier to do your work." LIKE HELLO. walao. okok. so i dont need to slp already. i just work work and work all my life. dont need slp eat or play. just work lor right. !@#$%^&*()


the reason why i said i felt so alone was this. there was no one to help me. even my family members sort of turn their back on me? unhelpful ppl. and just a few minutes ago i was crying in front of the lappy while talking to zhai. in sec sch, no matter how much assignments i have or how many chapters i have yet to study when the test is the next day, i never cry, as far as i rmb. in pri sch i did tho. haha. secret. shh. in my lower sec days i got xiao xiang, in my upper sec days i got both her and ade. ade is e one whom i'll always stay up with the night b4 some BIGGG exam, prelim or o's to study. either phone or sms. serious i love my girlfriends who helped me with my sch work and made my sec sch life not so miserable. now im all on my own, as a design student.


ok i just wasted time. see ya guys. IM MISSING MY GIRLFRIENDS SO BADLY. :(




fri sch ended super early! haha. as usual. and so, while waiting for atikah to be released frm MI, i stayed in class. ting jie, john, rui hon, zhai wei, ivan, all came over our side to join sandy and me and we started to crap, tell jokes and lame arnd. zzz. that seemed like the best thing to do at that time. 01 class ended EARLY LAH! as unusual! cos thierry had to attend some meeting i think or presentation. total unfairness. but it was fun to have them arnd. by that time, pei yu wen zhen and eunice had alr left larrr. sians. the bad thing is, i forgot the time cos i was too into laughing?! haha. damn funny the situation in class at tt time.





JAY CHOU ROCKS! :D my idol. hahaha. i cant wait to watch secret larrr! i feel like dragging ade to watch with me. cos i know i'll jus cry like mad during the movie. awww. hahah. and its always good to take someone who will react the same way along with you. :) i rmb those times when ade and i would jus cry and cry and use up tons of tissues and leave the cinema with red eyes. tsktsk. haha. but its shiok lah. :)


oh, and eevann, you know wad. the girl in the movie does sth that you always do. HAHAHA. do take a look at the trailer. http://www.sonypictures.com.tw/movie/secret/home.htm


*positions index finger at the side* "shihui!" *pokes face with a germified finger of his!* now i know why ever since the first 3mths at MI my pimples have shown an great increase in no. tsktsk. but anw, we dont fall for his tootified trick anymore and thats good. HAAAA.


uh huh! enshao gave me this link and he said i look a lot like felicia chin. like....... NO CAN. blah. i think felicia chin looks quite diff in her blog tho. http://feliciasrainbow.blogspot.com she got like hundred over kinds of hairstyles. shitty cool. and talking abt hair. i wanna cut hair soon. as in trim. i wanna have the china doll fringe. HAHA. cute la! xD


FRIDAYFRIDAY. FOP. eevann called to ask me to go. so yep.


alright im sacrificing my slping time for blogging. tsktsk. night! :)

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