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crazy BA ZHANG! haha. today yw n i went mama's hse to make dumplings. one of em is damn ugly. guess WHO made it. it's ME. hahahaa. had some fun playing arnd with e bah zhang. so difficult to make lah. it's a lot of work. poor mama. every yr hav to make so so so many bah zhang for us. and im like so clumsyy. dropped one while trying to tie it. and so it's gone! haha.


so sad ps and zx din get to join us. ps went watched movie with TIS grp of frens at like 9pm last night? morning she couldnt wake. and afternoon she had to do project. like HAIS! and zx is sick :( bro like so lonely in e living room. no one was there to tok to him and all.


so cool. watching channel 49 now. rainie yang singing. so cute lar. hear her sing i oso wanna QING ZU! i loveee her man. x))


yh called me halfway when i was making e dumplings. like wth. i tot my mum called or sth. he wanted to look for his sweetheart eh, yuwen. haha. anw, after tt we stopped making. soon, yw was on e phone with him. they talked for quite some time. think my bro jealous or sth, went to press some button and cut e line. hahaha. he's darn irritating. keep wanting to come home to play com. we asked ahgong to fetch us home. cos i wanna watch "devil beside you" ! soo nice. rainie yang and tt guy so cute la. being only able to watch it on sundays is a kind of torture! like they only show once a wk. i jus wanna drown myself in some idol drama. but i cant.. arghhh!


yw came to my hse too. after tt arnd 6 went back to grandma's hse agn. so lame lah. haha. then at last we get to see OUR dumplings. like ew.




bastard. you make me sad. i seriously dont feel like talking to you.




eh. siannn lahhh. i dun wanna go to sch tmr! GR! i wished i was aslp. and why din joan call me?!




feeling darn fucking angry. i dunno over wad. but jus argh..!


cant my dad jus be more sarcificing?! i really wonder if that few hrs of slp is really so impt. your daughter is gg to be like late for sch. you dun feel any sense of urgency. u can happily sit in front of e com, checking out stuff. u seriously dun feel a thing, do you? i have to pick up courage to open my stupid heavy mouth. to ask you in a pathetic manner : "ni ke yi zai wo qu xue xiao mah?" his reply was less than pleasing. felt super angry and scared. so angry tt i din wanna say anymore. cos i noe im gonna lose my temper and really go mad. and so i kept quiet. HE WENT BACK TO SLP. i sat in e cab thinking, is it really so difficult to sarcifice a bit of ur slping time for ur daughter? you always say i can easily hail a cab outside. but do you think there's SO many cabs out there? i took a looong time to get a cab. and guess wad IM LATE. i dun understand. other ppl daddys dote on their children so much tt even if it's frm jurong to tampines, they wont mind. this father of mine dun fetch me to sch; im used to it alr. but hello? im late alr! cant u jus help ABIT? you only do things tt r convenient for you. you aint sarcificing enough. i hate tt character of yours. i noe you do care but sigh. OKAY enough said. IT'S MY FAULT ACTL cos i overslept. dammit.


im sucha scornful person now. :(


joe teo super funny today. LOL. ade, wx, sk, clara, lynn, joyce, penelope, guin, clarisse shld know. woah. so many of us helping TIS lady. tsk. in e end ate lunch so late. -.-"




OHMAN. im at wx's hse now typing tis load of crap. shldnt even have come. made a wasted trip. Zzzz.


have to travel home soon. SIGH. my mid yr results suck like it always does. so u shld noe how badly i did by now. finally "told" my parents abt it. ok i din tell. they asked. and i was like whinning and whinningg awayy.. making some stupid noises.


im leading a screwed up life. "uncle" wu said ppl must have goals in life. he told me tt a few days ago. and i hav been thinking. seriously speaking i dun even noe wad i wanna achieve in life. e future seems so bleak to me. he told me abt all his inspirations and all. and e reason y he's studying overseas is cos he wanna study robots. like woah. ok he actl has goals in life. he wans to be a commando too. he swims dunno how many laps a day. hao pei fu. now, e only thing i can tell you is tt i hate to have anything to do with sciences. like eeek. and e COMPUTER. so complicating and confusing. i mean i love to use it to go online and blog and stuff la. but den, no further than tt. my brain is lousy. :X


BIG SIGH! Jade's out :(((


guess it's arnd time to go home. really feeling upset. over a lot of things. results, things of my heart and my life. darn.




WOOHOO. my blog is dyingg off. zzz.. so lazy to blog nowadays. today rot like mad. walked frm town to plaza sing. den bac to OG. den to plaza sing agn. siao la. dunno walked arnd ps how many times. legs so tired.


supposed to go hci get e dumb zhi yang's poster frm js. in e end he forgot. -.-' tts y i ended up walking arnd n rotting away. there's like sucha long queue for e movies. dammit. cant even get to watch e movies i wanna watch. im so glad im 16 but wads e use?! i oso haven get to watch da vinci code.


(if yuwen's reading this den she'll prob tell yh or sth.) yh keeps "saying" me. so irritating. e usual me wont retail. he's really so guo fen. till i cant tahan then i'll burt sth out. he's only there for awhile but i alr dying. haha. cant blame him actuali, he's like tt. jus pray there's no nxt time. dun wanna meet him sia. YH = disaster for SH. hahahaha.


kaming bluff me. cheat my feelings. he din return. think he got kidnapped mayb. one crazy guy. 0030 still go downstairs buy things.


so siannn. shall go offline soon. goodnight to myself and you, whoever's looking. :) sweetest dreams and no eye bags! :))




someone pls say IM STILL ALIVE. drats. mugging is really killing me.

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