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god. wads gg on man. how could kawi do tat. jus patched on sat n now he said he wans to break? jus cos he fell for a sec one gal! argh. im real angry. how could he do tat to yw. love can be so unpredictable. he can say how much he loved her at one pt of time but at another he said he wan a breakup. impossible. but it happened. terrible. poor yw. i was so shocked when e msg came. i jus cant seem to contact her.

ytd received prank calls. im so gullible. argh! was online chatting to tis SOMEONE who was using michael's account. n i happily tot he was michael n when he asked for my hp no. i gave it to him. then as i chat i realised tats not him! stupidd lahh. i sounded like a fool. cos he asked me who sang mu nai yi. then i said jj. he asked who's tat. then i was like lin jun jie. he asked if he was e one who acted in infernal affairs. i was like "NO!" god. wad a fool i am. so malu. he was out to fool me mans. then he started saying wad during talentime his fren yiyuan aka dunno wad sang tat song n it was DAMN ZAI! i almost fainted. n he said wad his fren is deeply in love wif tis chinese dance club chair or dunno wad called shuhui. cos he finds her real cute. siao. hci guys r real mad. u wont noe wad they r thinking abt. weird ppl sia. so cheem. n asked me wad is squared. im like?????? siao liao. then my phone started vibratingg.. wad crap. i knew it was him. so i din pick. cos i din dare. i told him not to call me online. he said he din. then i was afraid it's somebody else.. so i picked up. n there he comes. wad the heck. super crap. i was like whinning all e while. so cheem. he will like try to ask me things tat i dun understand. i felt like crying sia. n tis is e second time i got prank call. conclusion- hci guys(strangers) love to prank call tok crap n ask cheem qns!




As the caterpillar crawled its way
though the darkness
all it could see was
"till the river bends"
perhaps at that time
it could already felt it coming
it's not a matter of when
but how the future holds for it
will it be able to survive?
or will it just drown halfway?

-... there's always a tommorrow. And as many tommorrow pass, the ... will get less and another door will open to new friendships and ...


Father is damn funny today. kept calling me lazy ppl. bleahz. Mother told me father intend to bring us on hols during e nov/december hols. tis one to two yrs, i hav nv realli been able to go on holiday. due to commitment to cca. i hav missed all e family outings and gatherings. i reali hate to miss it. n i missed rebec's concert! argh. i miss her so badly but cos of ndp i dun get to see her. i rmb tis is e second time i disappoint her. tricia oso din go. imagine tat. something tat u wan to share with ur frenz, wan them to be there n watching you in one of ur proudest moment, to be able to play ur very own well-loved husband instrument- clarinet, on stage with other fellow band members. if i were her, i'll b disappointed reali.. there was once when i missed father's day gathering cos of ndp oso. though they said e dinner was terrible. but ya.. n e day after i puke like mad cos i consumed some honey stuff on e day itself. ew. onli manged to take like one bite of the delicious strawberry cake.

how i wished my footdrill is lousier then i wouldnt get into ndp. or like eirene.. fell sick during one of e internal trg.. but so happen so tat im in. s.i.a.n.s. all my precious sats gone.




got a shock. how cum ppl link link link till my place? haiyo. actually dun even intend to let others know abt my blog ones. but wells.. wad can i do.. can i still write my v personal things inside here? i doubt so.. haha..

anyway it's been a long long time since i last blog. i wonder wads wrong wif yw n kawi mans. they jus broke up TODAY. asked kaming. then he said they patched. i mean like wad crap. she jus told me they broke 15 mins ago b4 i asked kaming.. hais. i dun understand.

and oh god.. ps was quite disgusted wif kaming's pic.. i mean like errr.. i saw it long time ago n it's real... *ahem.

wonder wads wrong wif ps today too.. a bit abnormal.. jus like yw.. ps is forever so ji dong abt her o's.. haha.. today had listening.. reached home n then when i switched on my phone.. i got an incoming call.. frm her! then she will tell me abt e listening n stuff.. she said she couldnt tell me abt kc cos he was rite beside her.. ah hahaha.. anyway she sounded sad n she has photos to send me.. i wonder wad photos.

today saw michael on e bus! :)) so funny. got quite a shock cos wasnt expecting to see him. he hasnt changed much. wonder if he could even recognise me. im quite sure tats him though.. cos he was holding tis badminton racket. haa.. so like him.. dun he feel tired standing throughout e bus trip? i told tricia abt it ltr in sch.. she was like " can he recognise you?" met m.marilyn on e bus too. almost everyday i'll see her.. she asked me wad sch ps is in.. n i jus told her yishun town. i feel so home-d. today i saw her in sch dunno how many times. n we took e same bus home. so funny.

haiyo. having flu n my ears r pain. i hav no idea y. n i got ulcer! argh. cant even speak properly. tmr got ndp n i still haven prepare yet. sians. seriously speaking i reali hate to wear full u. so not comfortable. blea..

im real tired nowadays.. i hate tis kind of life.

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