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i feel im unpredictable. but ppl always pass me off as very predictable? really? sometimes i dont even understand why i do the things i do but i just feel its right so i do.

i cant escape how ppl think/feel about me. i feel kinda disturbed? i dont like that feeling of being judged. really sucks.

anw ytd was awesome but tired shit:

1. usual work from 6am-12nn at airport. finally the killiney auntie gave me correct order. that day clarence and me order the set A. we wanted tea and i wanted butter he had kaya butter. the actual thing? BOTH END UP TO BE KOPI AND KAYA BUTTER. WTF?! everything wrong! so ytd morning i was at killiney i complained to the auntie. auntie good mood called me pretty girl then still give me discount and it was the right order! it alr made my day. how awesome :D

2. shell brought me to the staff canteen after work. the food is so damn cheap and the portion i huge!!!! chicken rice SHIOK. that was the 3rd egg i had for the day :/

3. shell and me are both feeling good we went to the flea at home club. we had so much laugh we even overshot the train station. how stupid haha. the weather was effing hot i swear! was wearing maxi -.- haha. okay anw she bought quite a few items and return home very happy girl. me bought a vintage skirt for 10 bucks. fits me perfectly :D

4. ride a bus home bathed and slept for 2 hours? time for dinner, 4th egg for the day. SERIOUSLY. hahaha. love mom's cooking more and more.

5. prepare and head to overeasy!!!! hahah. wth man. i didnt drink for a month. YES I HAVENT CLUB/DRINK FOR A MONTH. SHOCKED? and i drank 2 glasses of canberry vodka i felt like i can fly like a G6 alr!!!! LOL. we were screaming at each other. and only after an hour or so, i realised taiyou was sitting at the table behind me -.-"

6. our plans to go butter was ruin by our dearest kok!!!!!! he freaking didnt bring i/c. how smart eh. if not we could have gone in after overeasy. anyhow, we ended up at helipad. pbff and his bigggggggggggg group of friends had like 7 bottles in the carpark man! we drank like free flow only. gross. finally we made it into the club then somebody have to start a fight. anw I MET RAYSON! he is totally not a clubbing person. poor boy.

human beings are superficial. one of the guy asked why i look so different last night (hot). i feel like replying him you also look very different in light and in dark (mohpeng) :/ then pbff replied him i always dress like an auntie. WTH MAN EVIL MUCH.

then theres his sgt, whom for the whole of last night thought i was pbff's gf?!!!!!! wth ridiculous. dont quite understand which part of us look like couple. point is sgt was rambling saying he got good taste (pretty).

I CAN FLY TO THE SKY........ HAHAHA. somehow it feels damn good.

i still wanna credit my F21 tube dress and "eyelashes".


but i was hoping i could see korean guys!!!!!! FAIL! sigh now you know the reason why i actually bother to dress up last night. I WANNA DRESS TO IMPRESS. FAIL TOTALLY. korean guys all gone(drunk) by then.

SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED HOME TO SLEEP AND REST SO I HAVE ENERGY FOR WORK TODAY MORNING.

but nevertheless for one of the few times i actually see dajie having fun HAHAHAH. cool shit. guess we had our own share of fun. except kok looks really bored. dajie kept saying eunice missed out the fun. HAHAHAH.

thank god i have wenzhen dajie and kok. awesome shit so i shant complain :D i know yall will be reading this. so chill out yo! let's do it again soonz. (OKAY DONT ROLL EYES OR SAY WHATEVER! HAHAHAHA) know all of you too well.


like shell say, we are really enjoying holidays. im loving holidays! work and play.

tmr gonna pick up the cute guy at serangoon and go airport tgt. i can alr imagine him scolding me. SOMEHOW i find it very difficult to talk to him. in a way he might be really unpredictable? and i dont wanna be under his "fuck face list". gosh. i think i shld just shut up tmr. he hates it when i whine. do i whine? maybe. but he annoyed me first, i swear.

okok shld sleep soon. night!!!!!










okay the title tells it all. im waiting for nydia goh yao li at home. thank god i only take 10 mins to go to cityhall.

she woke up at like 2pm? time now: 5pm. i told her to meet 5pm, then i think again, give her lag time, so i told her 4.30pm. still, she take roughly say approx 4 hours to prepare and travel to cityhall from the time she woke up. so she's gonna reach at say 5.45? (she says 5.25 tho)

now my mom is alr asking me if im having dinner at home.


oh well.... i could have nap for another 2 hours?




im so tired, but kinda like this kind of hectic life. at least im occupied almost everyday whether with work or friends. pity is i cant get time off to meet the ns boys on friday. sorry elijah, sorry rayson. oh and sorry paul. i need/want to work.


bye!




two things i'd NEVER do:

1. flirt/hookup/fall in love with a guy who's attached

2. toy with a guy's feelings whom i've no intention to get tgt with


reason for 1. i know how it feels like for the gf. it's horrible how the gf might have to suffer? i cant live with that, totally.

reason for 2. i hate guys who hang me, so i dont wanna hang ppl. guess i'd rather not talk to him at all.

(precisely for that reason, all my veryyy close guy friends i know them for a minimum of 4 years? guess if they were to fall for me it'd have been way before. so no eevann paul or whatsoever please. tsk.)



ytd all the mahanas guys took turns to ask me if i was attached alr. so as usual they'll pass sarcastic remarks like "aiyo you like that of course nobody want.. blah blah..." EVIL MUCH! hahaha okay but im not petty, they know that.

just sad only. but somehow i've this feeling, i'll prolly be single? sometimes i even suspect im lesbian cos i did a personality test and i said sth weird. like really WEIRD. maybe im bi-sexual :/ I DONT KNOW MAN.



damn i just told someone off. how do you feel when you're kinda sorta serious about someone but that someone just like treat you as an entertainment only when he's suffering/bored. other times when he's out and free, he disappear and you wont even know. fucked up feeling. couldnt take it just have to tell him off. and i really cant be bothered anymore. this is it. move on.


guess i've no time. or rather i've much better things to do.

really need to crash my eyes aint functioning anymore. night.










KNNBCCB. FML.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG W MY MOM MAN? SERIOUSLY?!!!

i swear i tried to talk to her damn nicely. she's just super paranoid? like if im paranoid x1, shes X 10000000000 A ZILLION!!!!

SHES MAD. SHE DOESNT EVEN GIVE A REASONABLE REASON FOR NOT ALLOWING ME TO GO KRABI. WTF?! ALL SHE KNOW IS TO THREATEN ME WITH MONETARY TERMS AND MATERIALISTIC STUFF.

first she say i cant go, if i insist on gg, she wont sponsor me. fine.

next moment she see me surfing about hotels, she went insane and screamed at me and threatened to ask my dad to cancel the booking at rws this wkend. and insist that i dont go krabi.

REALLY?!!!!! SERIOUSLY?!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT IS THIS????????


WHAT THE HELL DID I DO WRONG TO DESERVE ALL THESE?!

first my friendssssssssssss, then my mom.

should i just die and solve everything?!


FUCK!

FUCK MY LIFE.






























listening to david choi songs can make me feel and even cry, it's just indescribable. amazingly stunning to me.

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