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SAY YOU LOVE ME!

i am so happy. i am crazy. i think i can laugh in my sleep. HAHAHAHA. fuck! too happy. tmr is the last presentation already!!! this week has been really fucked up cos of all the miscommunication in submission dates and presentation dates. like it makes you think, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG W THE SCH SYSTEM???? fucked up, all the way.

and honestly, i havent been slping well these days. i cant slp. i have been having nightmares but im so tired, i forgot if i was having nightmare or slping. i really dont know? HAHA. stupid or what right.

i hate to say this. i know shell will read this. but all the things that are happening to her, happened to me 2 years back? and i dont wanna rmb how it felt like to be slashed in my heart. i dont wanna recall how many sleepless nights i had i was so afraid of losing i couldnt sleep and wake up feeling so scared. that feeling is like ULTIMATE SHIT HOLE. been to hell. but it's true, what doesnt kill you make you stronger. but you know it's there, this little corner where you'll still rmb how all the shit almost took your life away. really need lotsa loving to fill it up again. just to build everything up from zero again.

really cant blame it if that person isnt meant for you. but cheating????? gg out w a girl to the movies behind your gf's back? i think i was too innocent huh. wasnt suspicious enough to suspect anything. how dumb. haha. that WAS me. far way too gullible.

PLEASE DONT EVEN TRY NEXT TIME? BREAK UP BEFORE YOU EVEN TRY TO HOOK SOMEONE ELSE UP. FUCKED UP. I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I WANNA PUNCH HIM ALREADY. GRRRRR.

worst thing indeed is knowing your best/good friend took him away from you. no matter how kind/nice she is, when it comes to relationship matters, two words for her: FUCKED UP!!

OKAY I REALLY BUAY TAHAN. VERY DULANZ.

wish me luck for my last lap tmr! i love you!!!

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