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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

THIS IS

Thursday, February 24, 2011 ( 1:58 AM )

this is what CCS stands for.

and im doing a 1200 word essay draft

which im barely halfway through.

fudgeee :)

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PYJAMAS NOT.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011 ( 6:18 PM )

just did my ccs presentation today!

and i wore this top.

IT (USED TO) BELONGS TO MY MOMMY.

you can imagine how petite she was,

or rather how much weight i've gained.

mardy and meiyen said i look like MY AGE today.

today wearing this made me look 21.

isit good or bad? sheesh

i dont wanna think about turning 22 :(

(PS.MY PERMS ARE BECOMING SO PRETTY THESE DAYS.

NO MORE AUNTIE! TOLD YA IT WOULD WORK :D)

sorry this is just me being me.

this is what i do in between study breaks :/

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sexxx

Monday, February 21, 2011 ( 11:50 AM )

http://www.ray-ban.com/singapore/products/sun/RB4132?var=710/51

this is sex. (i saw a replica at accessorize tho. damn chio!) this might be what im gonna buy using the vouchers i received as bday present. i like the design. naise..

im still lazy to blog about cny my bday and stuff. yesyes im lag. but quite busy recently. this wed i'll be done with all 3 presentations. wish me luck! :) by then i'll really sit down and blog!

see yaaa

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how

Saturday, February 12, 2011 ( 12:01 AM )

im kinda afraid now. am i suffering from depression.

i suck. this sucks.

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Friday, February 11, 2011 ( 11:00 PM )

i told you im unhappy, would it make a difference?

probably not.

a girl w weak heart like me shldnt even have this "big" thing in the first place. i just created alot of trouble for myself. why so stupid right?? mom' right about me.

maybe, just maybe, if i hadnt have this, it would have just been another day. or rather, it might be the first yr i stop celebrating bdays. no one would give a damn cos everyone has their own commitments.

i sound pathetic. i know right.

now that explains for the need of a special someone. i look around me and realise actl everyone has their special someone! how can this happen to me. it's so cruel ah. sigh. i think sooner or later i'll be driven into desperation to.. gamble or what uh. (i learnt this in class today) okay nvm about that.

i sound so emo when im supposed to be excited. what the fuck is wrong w me? pms maybe.

i really need to learn, to be selective now. and to be on my own. cos friends always say they'll be there for you. but they have their own commitments so they wont look you up just for tea or anything.

so when im bored, i just go to movies myself. laugh and cry to myself. i sit in the fast food restaurant alone looking at ppl give me weird stares. i run errands on my own, like i always do.

im tired already.

this wk the only few person who made my day esp were bryan, clarence, raymond, huiqi, and eevann. i would probably go mad w/o them. i notice how much i need them and i cant live w/o. this sucks, but i trust they'll always be on my side.

bryan came to fetch me after sch on monday and he drove me to run errands, watch movie, dinner, ice cream. he rly made my wk started off well.

well actl i shld be thankful and stop complaining.. im rly paranoid. just cos im kinda emotional doesnt give me the reason to be angry and stuff.

thanks for past, sorry for now, byebye forever? :)

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need you now

Thursday, February 10, 2011 ( 2:00 AM )

bryan's singing to me over the phone now..

sweet.

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WHEEPEEWHOOPWHOOP

Sunday, February 06, 2011 ( 8:32 PM )

hello! hope you guys had a great wkend and cny cos i did! :)

1st day: the usual thing breakfast at paternal grandparents hse. and to this relative hse w the very very cute dog. afterwhich my maternal grandparents hse. and back to paternal for late lunch and i stayed till dinner at 5plus. home. well it was a day i rot alot but i felt good arnd ppl :)

2nd day: visit da gu's place, then ah pek's. and to paternal's for lunch. everyone's there. we went to 3rd uncle's hse nearby and my hse was the last stop! haha. hmmm well, had time to slack and i met kenyon for dinner. his so-called candle light dinner bday treat for me at this italian restaurant prego at raffles place shopping centre. it was awesome. its a pity he's flying off on 12th to aussie. he will miss my bday party!! so 21st bday,

1. LOVE FROM KENYON LOVE

we waited till late before gg to zouk and phuture was full by the time we wanted to go in? headed to ph w the group of ppl and yeah the usual ph is sucky. i dont like. and there were 2 drunken guys whom the rest had to take care of. kenyon went home :(

3rd day: thank god i dont have to wake up at 8am like the previous 2 days. hehehe. i practically nua the day away. at night family dinner at carlton hotel near city hall. 8 course meal. i am so gonna be fat. the food was actl damn good except everyone kept complaining about how small the lobster is. the boiled sharks fin soup was, heavenly i swear. i can still rmb the taste. we only do this once a year and it really feels good. at least i do :) bro is kinda dumb to arrange project at 8pm -.- he was very late cos dad dropped me off at fullerton first. hahaha. anw butter is retarded luh. electro. not nice. we went to phuture in the end. and stupid me? they were holding a cake throughout which i thought was for kok. end up they celebrated my bday too so,

2. LOVE FROM DXPD LOVE

yep, guess its always more fun at phuture. bumped into kenyon again! and a few others. brought fat boy along w me and everyone kept asking if he's my bf. like no?! he's my younger brother's age! haha.

okay today i rot the whole day. i swear i didnt wanna club this wk. no feel. but well, i still went right. you ppl shld not tempt me to go club. bad influence.

back to school already tmr! upload photos of cny soon. now abit of me, cos i was too bored :/

thank you kenyon. thank you part of dxpd.

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HAPPY CHEENA :)

Thursday, February 03, 2011 ( 12:35 AM )

HELLO ALL!

today is another day i found happiness and peace within me. just for simple things to make my day. i guess i've always love cny but i havent felt it this yr until this morning. well this is the only yr i did last min shopping and it sucks. for some reason i couldnt find clothes that i pretty much love to wear for cny. got them at last tho, so happy! :)

and im super good girl. im staying home to get my beauty slp for tmr :) just finished sewing this cushion cover not long ago. and yep a sense of accomplishment. my dad says its bad sewing -.- but who cares. he thinks its easy esp when the cushion is oval shaped -.- not the normal sq one.

okay sth happened during dinner just now at grandparents place. this uncivilised boy next door was yelling at my grandpa, cursing him to die and stuff. wtf?! sigh but apparently my grandpa is getting old and hmmm he got a pretty bad temper, so idk. give in to him as much as possible. in my eyes he's still the very family orientated grandpa. love.

alright, gonna slp to have a great awesome cheena new year later.

PS. MY BDAY IS COMING! :) irony i dont have plans on my actual birthday? and i had better stay home on v day. its cruel... hahaha.

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