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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

STOP BELIEVING

Saturday, November 20, 2010 ( 4:01 PM )

HAHAH. nice huh. good job shihui. meeting the girls at 5 but you're still on your bed in front of the macbook. nice one.

well, for some reason, i cant be bothered to be on time. maybe cos i know they wont. everytime we say to meet, we're never informed the day before. it's always the morning before it happen. i reached home and lie in bed at 4am thinking WOAH SO ARE THEY MEETING TMR. and then mardy always reply first, or meiyen. then siwei will reply a few words. then shella always last to reply. then subsequently ppl will start saying they cant make it or someone is joining. like.. okayyyy... nice. whatever.

maybe that's the reason why. and i have this feeling. i prolly wont meet them often after this.

i think this single lady here need to pick up a new skill. like pole dance. just to occupy myself. im soon gonna get sick and tired again of this mundance routine. of ppl saying yes then pulling out last min. I-HATE-IT.

okay and my bed time sit-ups only lasted one night. i forgot last night. i need to get nice abs before zouk out and ya it's high time to really lose weight. been eating non stop. like feasting. this is bad.

sigh. i need something to happen, i need something exciting to happen in my life. i keep watching those hk shows, which features damn alot of hot guys and girls and those so-called perfect personas, i swear you can never believe them. they are all lies. after experiencing for yourself in real life, (unless you're so lucky) you stop believing in fairy tales and happy ending. cos they dont exactly exist in real life. dont you think so?

so i think it's quite good to be a teenage girl tho. (im outgrowing that soon) they watch all the idol dramas and it's like WOAH OH AHHHHH... but they are never that true when it comes to reality. they just make everything seem so perfect and they make you believe in them cos you wish to be them. but truth is, NO. THATS NOT GONNA HAPPEN. EVEN IF THAT IS, CHANCES ARE MAYBE 0.1%? so dont be drama queen. it's not healthy.

but then again, i might want to be. cos i cant get them in reality. i hope i drown myself in those shows. so much so i forget the world and everyone.

wont that be the perfect ending to sorrows and worries. cheers.

k i cant be that bad. gonna prepare. buaiz.

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