1. im starting school tmr. i feel excited, at the same time, very afraid of the mountain high workload. all those sleepless nights, burning midnight oils, are nightmares. but well, since i chose this path, i shld tahan all the way. it's supposed to be what i've always wanted to do.

2. having said that, somehow, i feel like i havent rly enjoyed my holidays?! shitzxz. what am i talking right. recently i've been going out, meeting ppl, catching up, shopping, EATING, partying. and 2 weeks ago, i just ended work. then wenzhen asked, so what do you mean by enjoying holidays? i guess it's just having time to myself, watching tv, being a couch potato, swimming, gyming, doing DIY manicures, packing my room, reading books. I THINK I DID NONE, OR LIL OF THOSE? OMGZX. hate myself. think it'll be a long long time before i get another looooong break :(

3. these few weeks i've been getting weird stomachaches. and it's frightening me too. sigh. everyone kept telling me i drank too much or what shit. but well, it could be indigestion? or too much grastic juices?! idk luh. it's rly scary. like last night, idk if it was cos of the chilli padi, i was in so much pain that i sat in the toilet and there was nth, so i immediately off everything on my laptop and went to slp? i relied alot on ru yi you. it's like my ultimate saviour everytime.

4. mom wants me to clear the SHOEBOX in my wardrobe. sigh. though i've long gotten over it, but i guess it still holds some sentimental values. since it was the first time a guy ever folded 99 straw hearts for me and wrote numerous love letters to me? like some childhood love kinda stuff when we were all only like 15 or 16.

5. wenzhen texted me to wish me luck for first day of sch tmr. now i feel kinda sad that we're no longer schooling tgt :( sigh. i do miss rushing projects with them, all those funny moments, good and bad times. the silly stuff/jokes we say or do which make everyone laugh like crazy(wenzhen would always tear) the insane idea to bring cooked food to sch and sharing amongst us 4 when we had long break in between(but we gave up after 2 weeks). ohman, just so many! i guess we're all moving on. and of course i wish the best for everyone. and hope we'll still meet up often. MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

6. now it's time to adjust my mood back for serious stuff at school. cant play THAT much anymore, but doesnt mean i cant have fun right? :)

alright, it's getting late you see. goodnight! :)

WAIT,

7. i dont know what to do for saturday.

i have:

a.SIA interview which i promised eunice i would go with her

b. school dinner

c. pri sch classmates gg to ubin to cycle and have seafood for dinner

OMG? what shld i do??? somebody tell me? sigh.

one last thing,

8. i was telling paul about lasalle students dressing,

he just give up on dressing up when he goes out with me. cos he know i wont. HAHA! seriously tiring can! like wearing jeans is.. suffocating my legss! it's rly tiring to dress up everyday. rly..

kk gtg slp. night! :) hope it'll be a great day ahead!!!