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right now, yes right now, im trying to escape from reality for as long as i can. im procastinating cos the thing i've always been hoping for isnt coming true, and i know it. that's the most cruel thing that could ever happen to me in life right now. im so not used to it. i know what to do but i just refuse to face it, furthermore execute it. i need some strong stand and it's only possible if i do it myself, cos no one could probably help me. it's my life, but why am i wasting it away. i hate everything that's happening now. i really do.

in my parents' eyes, i might be just as useless as how im seeing myself. like a total failure. i hate myself.

i dont wanna be like this.

FUCK MY LIFE.

ytd gave michael a bday lunch treat. we watched ip2 and it was my 2nd time watching alr but it was just as good. that boy wanted to play pool. i was reluctant at first cos i havent played for damn long and i suck at it. anw, we did in the end. and then to sch to meet nydia, kay, and zhihao. i love hanging arnd with them cos it feels like we can go on forever. but once this cheer fever is over, what will become of us? idk.

training over i saw myself in this serious weird stomachache which zhihao thought was mens. i thought it was grastic, then again i ate dinner and shortly after my whole abdomen was in pain. i sat in the toilet and i felt like puking. grrrrrr. anw, i was fine at the clinic alr. then in the middle of the night, the whole stomach crap came back. i toss and turn in bed trying hard to slp.

thankyou nydia reb and zhihao for sending me to the clinic. and zhihao for sending me home from there. feel blessed to have friends like this, really. <3 X 1000

of course to the seniors who showed concern. <3


AND, I'll be away at HK from 6-12 may. so, i wont be gg for cheer trng on 6th and 11th! you guys just keep asking so i gotta leave it somewhere to remind you guys. dont miss me too much! haha.

goodness, i havent pack my luggage. and i needa prepare a buying list for you ppl. lest i miss out anyone.

last yr mother's day i was away at china, dalian. this yr, HK. i feel rly bad. ppl, dont forget to wish your mom happy mother's day! they're the greatest human beings on earth, i swear. yadayada, tho i always complain abt how much i dislike the things my mom do. i still love her :)


alright, ciaoz when im back! :)

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