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Shi Hui
2 days after ♥ day!
quiet yet fun lovin'
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Shi Hui
2 days after ♥ day!
quiet yet fun lovin'
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
attended ray's pop today :)
then he went home to get car and drove us to expo where they test drive as spotters for POP && we went to bedok for supper. hehe.
i saw this bug the other day, thought it was quite cute so i took a pic of it. lol
IM STILL JOBLESS! KILL ME PLEASE. GAHHHHH...
this is funny. cos my bro's gg to US for a wk for some immersion in sept with the sch. visit company like apple etc. you know those computer stuff luh. then he gotta change passport. so i took pic of him, and there goes! he doesnt like me taking pictures of him but this time he had no choice. it was damn hard for him to be natural in front of the cam. i like the 2nd one best but it's blur. so 3rd is final. cute bro :)
(cc asked why i didnt introduce my bro all along. in the first place, my bro's the ultimate super shy guy you can ever find arnd. tsk.)
K TIME TO SLP. (& i still havent update previous trips YET)
FUCK, that's why i hate you, right from the start.
"SIGHHHH :(" ????!!!!!
FUCK.
shld have listened to elijah.
shldn't even reply.
shld just forget its existence.
wished i havent seen any.
but like i've said,
god always arrange things in sucha way,
always telling/reminding you about stuff;
that it's a wake-up call.
sigh, time flies. another 3 yrs passed and it's our big day alr.. i feel more of :( than :) cos im leaving all the ppl behind. i'll miss cheer peeps alot more than the sport itself i guess. sigh.
anyway, ceremony at 2pm. shld end arnd 4pm. so ppl come take photo with me k :)
WHY IS TIME EVERCHANGING :( hate it.
first of all, hello all :)
- im rly happy to be home.
- HK trip was great. (other than the rly bad attitude & service of HK ppl)
- we missed the flight back and spent a night at the HK airport; FUCK.
- finally, im back to face reality; sucks bigger time.
mothers' day i called back home and i was happy to hear my mom's voice. but she told me the rejection letter has arrived at my hse. there goes... from sunday till now, im still quite troubled. i really dont know what to do.
the 6 days while i was away, i missed home alot. then it set me thinking, so if i were to go overseas, can i do it? sigh. why me of all ppl. or rather why not me.
also, i miss 2 particular persons those few days. i fucking hate myself. and i think i needa get a life. cos it isnt working right. why isit that the brain always randomly think of stuff which we do not wanna be reminded of. years have passed and it's hard to describe the time frame. seems to be passing fast but also damn slowly. idk.
how will i live for the next few months. someone enlighten me :( i dont wanna waste time...
serious stuff aside, i will post on my HK trip soon. rly love HK's streets. very lively night life :)
PLEASE MEET UP SOON EVERYONE. COS YOUR SOUVENIRS ARE ALL WITH ME! :D
XOXO
right now, yes right now, im trying to escape from reality for as long as i can. im procastinating cos the thing i've always been hoping for isnt coming true, and i know it. that's the most cruel thing that could ever happen to me in life right now. im so not used to it. i know what to do but i just refuse to face it, furthermore execute it. i need some strong stand and it's only possible if i do it myself, cos no one could probably help me. it's my life, but why am i wasting it away. i hate everything that's happening now. i really do.
in my parents' eyes, i might be just as useless as how im seeing myself. like a total failure. i hate myself.
i dont wanna be like this.
FUCK MY LIFE.
ytd gave michael a bday lunch treat. we watched ip2 and it was my 2nd time watching alr but it was just as good. that boy wanted to play pool. i was reluctant at first cos i havent played for damn long and i suck at it. anw, we did in the end. and then to sch to meet nydia, kay, and zhihao. i love hanging arnd with them cos it feels like we can go on forever. but once this cheer fever is over, what will become of us? idk.
training over i saw myself in this serious weird stomachache which zhihao thought was mens. i thought it was grastic, then again i ate dinner and shortly after my whole abdomen was in pain. i sat in the toilet and i felt like puking. grrrrrr. anw, i was fine at the clinic alr. then in the middle of the night, the whole stomach crap came back. i toss and turn in bed trying hard to slp.
thankyou nydia reb and zhihao for sending me to the clinic. and zhihao for sending me home from there. feel blessed to have friends like this, really. <3 X 1000
of course to the seniors who showed concern. <3
AND, I'll be away at HK from 6-12 may. so, i wont be gg for cheer trng on 6th and 11th! you guys just keep asking so i gotta leave it somewhere to remind you guys. dont miss me too much! haha.
goodness, i havent pack my luggage. and i needa prepare a buying list for you ppl. lest i miss out anyone.
last yr mother's day i was away at china, dalian. this yr, HK. i feel rly bad. ppl, dont forget to wish your mom happy mother's day! they're the greatest human beings on earth, i swear. yadayada, tho i always complain abt how much i dislike the things my mom do. i still love her :)
alright, ciaoz when im back! :)
BORED-STIFF!
i wanna go swim & tan but the sky suddenly turned dark.
i wanna go check out some sch stuff but there's no one to date.
i wanna go alone but im so lazy to get outta the hse.
yada yada,
what a blue, lazy monday afternoon.
SIAN TTGGGM!
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
GYM
Sunday, May 30, 2010 ( 4:18 PM )
look at the amt of fats, it's time to hit the gym. like, now.
thereafter
Friday, May 28, 2010 ( 3:51 AM )
attended ray's pop today :)
then he went home to get car and drove us to expo where they test drive as spotters for POP && we went to bedok for supper. hehe.
i saw this bug the other day, thought it was quite cute so i took a pic of it. lol
IM STILL JOBLESS! KILL ME PLEASE. GAHHHHH...
this is funny. cos my bro's gg to US for a wk for some immersion in sept with the sch. visit company like apple etc. you know those computer stuff luh. then he gotta change passport. so i took pic of him, and there goes! he doesnt like me taking pictures of him but this time he had no choice. it was damn hard for him to be natural in front of the cam. i like the 2nd one best but it's blur. so 3rd is final. cute bro :)
(cc asked why i didnt introduce my bro all along. in the first place, my bro's the ultimate super shy guy you can ever find arnd. tsk.)
K TIME TO SLP. (& i still havent update previous trips YET)
piercing
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ( 1:54 AM )
Zoe Saldana in the movie, "The Losers".
I just think her piercing is effing hawt. AHHAHAHA.
doesnt look very vulgar, in act it looks cool...
anyway, the movie was quite funny. had a good laugh.
catching shrek with ade tmr. happy! :D
now im waiting for my tehhhh tarrriik to be chilled.
god damn hour in the morning, and im feeling damn awake.
still lazy to post proper posts with photos.
ahhh.. sian to the greatest max.
why is life all that it is?
life's all that it is right?
shld i apply for BA in product design too?
or shld i just stick to what i have.
or shld i just work and start earning instead of spending.
or shld i just leave everything behind and go overseas to study.
AHHHHHH. sucks to be me in my life.
why do we have to make decisions;
fuck.
i hate everything that's unfair.
what am i saying right,
cos all along, there isnt a shit that is fair.
i was just lucky, if i happened to be.
now im not..... TOTALLY.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ME.
SUCKS TO BE ME LAH.
k i shld go see if my chilled teh is ready.
goodnight peeps.
(sorry for posting sucha retarded post
but it reflects what a confused state i am in right now.)
SMOKE-YOUR WAY THROUGH
Sunday, May 23, 2010 ( 1:08 AM )
these are still randoms. will post decent photos soon!
k-r-e-j
Thursday, May 20, 2010 ( 1:06 AM )
FUCK, that's why i hate you, right from the start.
"SIGHHHH :(" ????!!!!!
FUCK.
shld have listened to elijah.
shldn't even reply.
shld just forget its existence.
wished i havent seen any.
but like i've said,
god always arrange things in sucha way,
always telling/reminding you about stuff;
that it's a wake-up call.
GRADUATION
( 12:42 AM )
sigh, time flies. another 3 yrs passed and it's our big day alr.. i feel more of :( than :) cos im leaving all the ppl behind. i'll miss cheer peeps alot more than the sport itself i guess. sigh.
anyway, ceremony at 2pm. shld end arnd 4pm. so ppl come take photo with me k :)
WHY IS TIME EVERCHANGING :( hate it.
BACK
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 ( 10:48 PM )
first of all, hello all :)
- im rly happy to be home.
- HK trip was great. (other than the rly bad attitude & service of HK ppl)
- we missed the flight back and spent a night at the HK airport; FUCK.
- finally, im back to face reality; sucks bigger time.
mothers' day i called back home and i was happy to hear my mom's voice. but she told me the rejection letter has arrived at my hse. there goes... from sunday till now, im still quite troubled. i really dont know what to do.
the 6 days while i was away, i missed home alot. then it set me thinking, so if i were to go overseas, can i do it? sigh. why me of all ppl. or rather why not me.
also, i miss 2 particular persons those few days. i fucking hate myself. and i think i needa get a life. cos it isnt working right. why isit that the brain always randomly think of stuff which we do not wanna be reminded of. years have passed and it's hard to describe the time frame. seems to be passing fast but also damn slowly. idk.
how will i live for the next few months. someone enlighten me :( i dont wanna waste time...
serious stuff aside, i will post on my HK trip soon. rly love HK's streets. very lively night life :)
PLEASE MEET UP SOON EVERYONE. COS YOUR SOUVENIRS ARE ALL WITH ME! :D
XOXO
I WANNA ESCAPE
Wednesday, May 05, 2010 ( 4:06 PM )
right now, yes right now, im trying to escape from reality for as long as i can. im procastinating cos the thing i've always been hoping for isnt coming true, and i know it. that's the most cruel thing that could ever happen to me in life right now. im so not used to it. i know what to do but i just refuse to face it, furthermore execute it. i need some strong stand and it's only possible if i do it myself, cos no one could probably help me. it's my life, but why am i wasting it away. i hate everything that's happening now. i really do.
in my parents' eyes, i might be just as useless as how im seeing myself. like a total failure. i hate myself.
i dont wanna be like this.
FUCK MY LIFE.
ytd gave michael a bday lunch treat. we watched ip2 and it was my 2nd time watching alr but it was just as good. that boy wanted to play pool. i was reluctant at first cos i havent played for damn long and i suck at it. anw, we did in the end. and then to sch to meet nydia, kay, and zhihao. i love hanging arnd with them cos it feels like we can go on forever. but once this cheer fever is over, what will become of us? idk.
training over i saw myself in this serious weird stomachache which zhihao thought was mens. i thought it was grastic, then again i ate dinner and shortly after my whole abdomen was in pain. i sat in the toilet and i felt like puking. grrrrrr. anw, i was fine at the clinic alr. then in the middle of the night, the whole stomach crap came back. i toss and turn in bed trying hard to slp.
thankyou nydia reb and zhihao for sending me to the clinic. and zhihao for sending me home from there. feel blessed to have friends like this, really. <3 X 1000
of course to the seniors who showed concern. <3
AND, I'll be away at HK from 6-12 may. so, i wont be gg for cheer trng on 6th and 11th! you guys just keep asking so i gotta leave it somewhere to remind you guys. dont miss me too much! haha.
goodness, i havent pack my luggage. and i needa prepare a buying list for you ppl. lest i miss out anyone.
last yr mother's day i was away at china, dalian. this yr, HK. i feel rly bad. ppl, dont forget to wish your mom happy mother's day! they're the greatest human beings on earth, i swear. yadayada, tho i always complain abt how much i dislike the things my mom do. i still love her :)
alright, ciaoz when im back! :)
A BORED-STIFF MONDAY AFTERNOON..
Monday, May 03, 2010 ( 2:04 PM )
BORED-STIFF!
i wanna go swim & tan but the sky suddenly turned dark.
i wanna go check out some sch stuff but there's no one to date.
i wanna go alone but im so lazy to get outta the hse.
yada yada,
what a blue, lazy monday afternoon.
SIAN TTGGGM!
MY NEW MELODY COVER!
(zhihao spoilt my stitch's ear the other day.)
HUMPF! HAHAH :)
this kind of ponytail always make me look alot younger than i actually am.
random retail shop auntie: "xiao mei, ni ji sui? hai zai du shu uh?"
(translation: little girl, how old are you? still studying?)
me: "20, wo gang gang chong poly bi ye"
(20, i just graduated from poly)
auntie: " WA, ni kan qi lai xiang 15 sui"
(woah, you look like you're 15)
me: "HUH. ha-ha-ha..." (sarcastically)
then when i used to work at toys r us, everyone seemed to be younger.
they'll be like, "you first year poly uh?"
slap me please..
I FEEL SO OLD :( I DONT LIKE. I WANNA TURN BACK TIME. I WANT EVERYTHING TO STOP. OKAY, I CAN BANG THE WALL, COS ITS NOT POSSIBLE. WHY DO I HAVE THIS FEELING 10 YRS IS GONNA PASS DAMN QUICKLY? AHHHH. HATE IT.
OKAY I SHLD GROW UP.
just a quick update,
fri coached pri sch. caught iron man 2 with clarence. then cheer prep camp!
sat prep camp then night zouk. ahhh, that whole night i wasted $ on unnecessary stuff.
like cab, entry fee, whatever shit you can think of. felt damn stupid but oh well.
AIYA, ITS OVER.
sun i went to gym! finally after so long. i worked out for abit only tho.
then swam like 2 laps. and tan, chill by the pool.
night met f and k, we talked for rly looong.
but it was good.
k that was my wkend. im flying off to hk this thurs.
will get rly nice souvenirs back for you girls esp :)
meet up soon when im back!!!
this whole wk is like ps week. first was you, then you, then you.
ITS OKAYYYYYY. i give up.
nownow, the sun seems to be coming out again!
YAY! GOODBYE, YOU KNOW WHAT IM UP TO AGAIN.
(zhihao spoilt my stitch's ear the other day.)
HUMPF! HAHAH :)
this kind of ponytail always make me look alot younger than i actually am.
random retail shop auntie: "xiao mei, ni ji sui? hai zai du shu uh?"
(translation: little girl, how old are you? still studying?)
me: "20, wo gang gang chong poly bi ye"
(20, i just graduated from poly)
auntie: " WA, ni kan qi lai xiang 15 sui"
(woah, you look like you're 15)
me: "HUH. ha-ha-ha..." (sarcastically)
then when i used to work at toys r us, everyone seemed to be younger.
they'll be like, "you first year poly uh?"
slap me please..
I FEEL SO OLD :( I DONT LIKE. I WANNA TURN BACK TIME. I WANT EVERYTHING TO STOP. OKAY, I CAN BANG THE WALL, COS ITS NOT POSSIBLE. WHY DO I HAVE THIS FEELING 10 YRS IS GONNA PASS DAMN QUICKLY? AHHHH. HATE IT.
OKAY I SHLD GROW UP.
just a quick update,
fri coached pri sch. caught iron man 2 with clarence. then cheer prep camp!
sat prep camp then night zouk. ahhh, that whole night i wasted $ on unnecessary stuff.
like cab, entry fee, whatever shit you can think of. felt damn stupid but oh well.
AIYA, ITS OVER.
sun i went to gym! finally after so long. i worked out for abit only tho.
then swam like 2 laps. and tan, chill by the pool.
night met f and k, we talked for rly looong.
but it was good.
k that was my wkend. im flying off to hk this thurs.
will get rly nice souvenirs back for you girls esp :)
meet up soon when im back!!!
this whole wk is like ps week. first was you, then you, then you.
ITS OKAYYYYYY. i give up.
nownow, the sun seems to be coming out again!
YAY! GOODBYE, YOU KNOW WHAT IM UP TO AGAIN.
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