PROFILE

SAY YOU LOVE ME!

k maybe start from when i came back from sunway lagoon. i rested for a day, i actually stayed at home. and thurs, i went to run errands. wanted to go for trng at night but it was raining heavily and it was quite late by then. and so fri, i went to coach siling pri sch with cc. then i was walking arnd alone when elijah called me. he needed a laptop to do his work urgently and i so happen to be arnd novena where he was too. so, i went home to get my laptop and we went to tcc.

it was quite funny cos i havent seen him for damn long and it felt rly good catching up with him. i told him about my dad wanting to send me for counselling (my dad thinks im a super shopaholic upon knowing i went malaysia and bought many stuff AGAIN). and hell, he sounded serious. hahahaha. we had a good laugh. and i questioned elijah, "IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S LIKE THAT RIGHT?" im quite sure im not the only one. it's like everyone (okay maybe not everyone but there'll be ppl) will shop and buy stuff every now and then. RIGHT RIGHT? :)

k then at night i met clarence to watch bounty hunter. super funny like cock. damn silly those characters in the movie.

anddd sat! i went to work. at night club. sunday work at 1pm! k i wasnt that tired cos i didnt rly dance or whatever the night before -.-

then monday i saw myself at home. i was supposed to go to work. i was damn pissed off cos they changed the schedule AGAIN and i didnt know. arghhhhhh. anw! wed i was supposed to work too. but they cancelled too! oh well. then after i came home, they called to ask if i can work full day for wed. i told them not full day, then if 5pm might be too rush for me. seriously, think im what. need me then i have to go, dont need then throw me aside. thanks so much. lucky i didnt agree cos shortly after, jane contacted me to work on wed night. like 7 per hr from 5pm-10pm. HEE :) and thurs, 7am-2pm, 10 per hr!!!! :D

tues was a busy day. i done up my resume, sent to paul's friend and went down to the company for interview then to the client's. some maritime company offering a 2K admin cum purchaser job.







the new ;D


bimbo cam & shades HAHAHAH ;)




at 2pm wenzhen and weilun came over to swim, but i had to ps them at 3 to go for interviews. sigh i think i kinda slapped myself by unintentionally indirectly say the job is boring! ahhhhhh. it's okay, we tend to make booboo once in awhile. haha! gonna try for other jobs. at night met dajie and wenzhen back at town for dinner. foood republic! :)

and so, today! robinsons one day sale. went with mom in the morning. then to bukit panjang to do our hair. i had to ps my mom for eevann and it's kinda due to my poor estimation/time management. sigh. when i reached home, mom was like "the more i think about it, the more angry i get. why is it that you always dont eat with me when we go out? you always put your friends before your mom right?" :( SORRRYYY I SAID SO MANY TIMES. mom's still kinda angry :( i promise i get sth nice back from hk for my mom :) PROMISE :)

met eevann, (SORRY EEVANN I WAS LATE) ate mossy (haha!), went toys r us for awhile before heading to the work location at tropic atrium. it's another mom nwsh event. eevann and eunice were there with me.

and tmr, or rather later, we're gonna be there too. then im gg to sch for cca drive. followed by movie with paul.

KAY, i guess i more or less said what i wanted to say. so far so good. my life's good :) i found what's normal to me. and i hope it'll remain this way for long. i dont want anything too drastic to happen anymore. im tired.

k goooodnight! :)










okay there was martell and vsop. and thanks to paul, i didnt go to the dancefloor -.- left at 2 cos i had to take care of him, like send him home cos he was gone, like REALLY DRUNK. (his friend offered 50 bucks for me to send him home) he puked like nobody's business on the cab. and the cab driver kinda scolded me. and what's worse, he puked on himself! urghhhh. oh well, good thing he subconsciously knew where he stayed and took out the key and handed them over to me. i got him home but i had no choice but to leave him lying there behind the door. reason being, 1. i couldnt possibly change his bottoms for him? cos for obvious reasons im a girl? furthermore i dont know which room was his. 2. i couldnt possibly find my way to the toilet to wash up for him with his clothings on cos he'll catch a cold if he doesnt change still? 3. i couldnt possibly on the lights and wake everyone up?!!!!!! god. and so i locked the gate, threw the keys in and closed the door. that was my saturday night. sigh.




HELLO ALL! IM BACK FROM SUNWAY LAGOON! :D



well, i had loadss of fun. reason being:


1. great company (i barely knew de wan's friends) but they're rly fun to be with. like 24/7 non-stop cold jokes ;D

reb, de wan


puey koon, hou chiat


and their daily tau pok session -.-



2. did shopping. the mall can easily trash any mall in spore.. other than the whole stretch of orchard road.




3. played a bit of rides at theme park and yeah water park (tho my period kinda cause tons of inconvenience. ARGH.) but it's good cos it somewhat shows my body and mind are finally relaxed? guess life has been too tensed up ever since sch ended. cheer work and graduation show..




now lets talk about randoms, FOOD:

the a&w sucked, really.


then the second day we decided we shld have sth decent. some chinese food..


my current fav, XIAO LONG BAOOO. omg. loved it.


LAAAA MIAN


stone.. rice! :D



other randoms:

bought an underwater camera for 29.90RM which is about 15SGD! pink is so not me, but i just love the way it is ;D



AND MY BARBIE DOLL LIKE NAILS. NICE? ;) i did manicure during my stay at there. loveeee the colour! purple-ish.


last but not least, i wanna thank my dearest bestie for everything, from settling the air tickets, to accomendations, she has always been the best at them all :) i had fun and i enjoyed myself, for that, cheers and friends, forever ;) xoxo (oh, and dont worry bestie, im not traumatised!)





okay, i didnt club in the end.

day was well-spent with zhihao, kathe, nydia, and rebec. andand! eevann came to pick me up in the morning and drop me along marina sq! (cos as usual, he has nth to do and decide to kill time by driving arnd) therefore i was late but also early. cos we were supposed to meet at 11 but zhihao changed to 1130. and when i reached, no one was there. zhihao came at 1215... and kathe 1230, nydia even later, reb HOURSSS LATER. good gracious. we had dim sum, we accompanied zhihao to get his sister and the niece present, we met reb, we went shopping ;), we had "just asia". absolutely love today cos after so long, i felt alive again.

and im excited over the trip to sunway lagoon later. haha! in less than 4 hours time. im quite sure i'll enjoy myself. and i'll try to get nice stuff back for you guys :)

then, there's
6-11may - HONG KONG!
21-24 june - bintan
25-28 july - cruise (penang&phuket)

i was hoping i can go to places like bali instead. but well, it's okay, i havent been to all these places yet! other than phuket maybe i went when i was younger.

1 hr 30 min to nap. goodnight peeps. ciaos on tues! or wed ;D







Elijah` says:
hahaa. sorry la i was in a movie
LOL
still gng back to cheer?
you know i was just thinking about you the other day at novena
thats why i was so shock to see you
ahah
i wanted to like find u online or smth

shihui. please grant me that wish ): says:
):
but you didnt
I WAS LIKE
OMG THAT GUY LOOK LIKE ELIJAH
FROM FAR
THEN YOU TURNED
I WAS LIKE
OMGGGGG


ITS YOU!



well, i've been missing too many ppl. including wilson. and i totally neglected oli. then there was charles i saw the other day. i so much wanted to ask about his ankle but i didnt have the courage too. seems/feels like we're just acquaintance. i still rmb the bbq i agreed to treat him to at my hse.

"woah is that a bbq pit? next time we can bbq."

"2 of us?"

"yeah why?"

"thought it will be better to ask more ppl."

"oh rly? ppl in hk bbq even if there's 2 ppl. it's normal"

im amazed :O


sheeshhh and i totally like the thought of him offering to bring me to supper randomly. all these while there was paul. my bday he drove me to lau pat sat for supper. well, im still waiting for eevann to do the same. HAHA.

well things are constantly changing. thats for sure. i just hope i can keep everyone cos they mean so much to me.

even my girlfriends, i feel like i drifted alot from them. and my bestie reb, nydia, zhihao, ray. i miss them so so much.

sometimes i wish i could have all the time on earth for every single one of them. please forgive me if i havent been making an effort to keep up with you guys.


i love y'all, really, from the bottom of my heart.


so anyway, today i tanned and swam with frankie before gg to sch for the staff rally rehearsal and cheer trng at night. felt rly good. like after sucha long time, i get to chill.






and so, last tues, i worked part time for roxwell. i packed goodie bag and stuff from like 10 to 8plus. and i think i was crazy cos i went all the way back to sch for cheer performance training. reached home at 11plus and god, i was tired.




wed, this event made me have to wake at 4am but i woke up at 5.25. goodness. supposed to reach the venue by 5.45. didnt stay too far so i took 10 mins to prepare and cabbed down. working at the event was good money cos afterall tho i stood the whole day, i got free food and yeah, i was paid 10 bucks per hour. tell me how better can it get?

and so i met mahana after that. well, mark is back and rayson as well, but seems to me, mahana's dying. cos nana always mia, bryan always drive arnd, edward forever busy, benedict too, wilson always uncontactable via sms. aiya, die lah :( sigh. i guess eevann's gonna be mia for a long long time too.




thurs i worked full shift at toys r us.

and fri, my last day. EXHAUSTED. half day there and i met michael to watch date night. funny. well i didnt stay out cos i had to wake at 8am the next morning. even then, i didnt have enough slp.

sat was cheer rehearsal again and i went home to bathe and change and i headed to pasir ris for cheer chalet. i was dead beat. really.





once again, saturday i didnt rest well and off i went, to work at art box on sunday :( GOD.

supper with irving turned out to be a catch up session with stacey. stayed out till 4plus and yes, IM SUPER WORN OUT.

only slept for hours and im off to sch for freshmen performance >:( then i went home to bathe and change and met dajie to go pasir ris. there was class chalet. BBQ AGAIN. and we drank like mad. i felt like puking but i didnt. lucky. zhaiwei was puking in the toilet like no tomorrow and i found someone who could break my 3 hr toilet record. ZHAIWEI. tsk! and tingjie, irony: he was the one who offered me a plastic bag to puke in. but abt half an hr ltr, i heard from the rest he locked himself in the toilet downstairs and puked?! okay... was rly bad cos tried to knock some sense and get him to drink water but he didnt listen -.-

anyhow, i tried to sleep from like 3plus to 5. I COULDNT. i was subconsciously awake, trying very hard to sleep. I COULDNT. all i heard was ppl shuffling in and out of the room like some busy beeeee. ARGH. then i asked what the hell they were doing. wenzhen told me to shutup and go back to slp -.- haha! ohwell. i ended up gossiping with the rest and got damn hyped.

6 OCLOCK and everyone forbid me to go to bed cos there wasnt any space and i was supposed to leave for sch. ARGHHH. ate carrot cake and drank milo and headed to school. good gracious. THE TRIP TOOK ME FREAKING 2 HOURS. all i rmbed was whether on the bus or in the train, i fell aslp and bumped ppl on my left and right everytime i fell aslp?!!!!! GRRRRRR. sorrry! then the train just gotta get stuck/breakdown at bona vista and i went back to coma. reached at 9am and tada! performance. kill me please.

still, since i promised paul i would meet him sometime this week. i waited in sch till like 11plus before leaving for cityhall. we had somewhat good food at MOF and yeah he had to rush off for interview. well, somewhat, i think he's a all rounder. YEAH HE HAS IT LUH UH. IF NOT HE'LL NAG AT ME. tsk.

then, weirdly i went to walk arnd before gg home. and i fell to a coma from 5plus in the evening. i woke up to have dinner and i fell back to slp. my comp was on. woke at 12midnight, switched off everything and went back to bed. COMA and i rly mean it. now i know how dajie feel everytime.

SERIOUSLY I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THIS SHIT. IF NOT IM GONNA BREAKDOWN ANYTIME. everyday i slp less than 5 hours, or sometimes i dont even slp. this is insane.

today freshmen too and guess what, i forgot i have work at noon. ARGHHHH! hate myself. anyhow, after work i got myself a purse and tank top :/ haha..

so now, im typing this and feeling crazy cos i havent rly rest for 2 weeks. tmr im meeting frankie to suntan and then freshmen in sch and training at night. weihan requested for me to go, so i have to go?

k good thing is my friday im free. so probably meeting irving etc

sat, i wanna meet kaykay and nydia. then........ at night clubbing with eunice and etc etc etc whoever! and this is equally insane, cos im flying off to sunway lagoon on sunday morning at 6am+ i think. so im gonna club till 3plus, go home bathe change and prepare to go KL. HAHAHA, I JUST HOPE I WONT DIE AN EARLY DEATH.


goodnight peeps.




recently things happening around me remind me that im no longer a teenager. im not that young anymore. why do i not feel 20? i feel like my mental and physical age is still like 18 or sth. i think this is rly bad. i mean it might be good to look young, but to think, speak and act like a teenager is like living in self denial or perhaps just pure childish. idk. guess it's time i wake up from this beautiful dream that im still a teenager and start to have maturity like a woman. welcome adulthood...









HAHA. this is so retarded. i cant believe im working for 5 bucks per hr and i actl have short change of 85 cents on my first day of CASHIER work. HOW NICE. the supervisor didnt even tell me beforehand im kinda "permanently" put under cashier. yes, 85 cents may seem like some insignificant numeral but what if tmr im short of 2 bucks or 20 bucks? cant help but to laugh out loud. sorry to say, im quitting :) why shld i torture myself rly. over this 5 bucks per hr job. L-A-M-E. haha!

anw clash of the titans to me was not bad. maybe cos i've been deprived of movies for a damn long time. HAHA. at first i was damn dulan alr cos i might not be able to catch the movie with the rest. then lucky today ended earlier than expected. just the short change pissed me off.


really, if i could, i would make time for everyone. so ppl please understand :) gonna change job soon!




WHATS UP TMR; working at forum's toys r us and then clash of titans at night! :D


TODAY; worked at artbox. cant believe the pay's sooooo low :(


SATURDAY; i went for training for performance, and met reb, nydia and zhihao for dinner :) well, i wished i could have a heart to heart talk with reb. but not to worry cos our sunway lagoon trip is cominggg! 18 april! ;)





FRIDAY; BBQ with gusto seniors and kay's bf. we had rly GOOD food. ahhahaha!



THEN, kenyon jio-ed for supper. we end up at liquid kitchen drinking. i drank mocktail okay!


stacey and her sis


kenyon, irving, charles


AND, we went irving's hse after that. damn! he lives so near my old home :( and good gracious, his hse is friggin' big but also ultra messy :/




this time round i didnt puke in the toilet for 3 hours but i was fast aslp when stacey was puking :/ i felt damn bad cos i was supposed to check on her. AND IRVING YOU KUKU, SEE THIS IS HOW I KNOW YOU TOOK PHOTO OF ME WHILE I WAS SLPING. THANK THE PHOTOGRAPHER. WHOEVER HE IS -.- and i got a shock when i woke up cos i took up the whole sofa :/ and i was lying in that position throughout. stupid kenyon forgot he has ftt at 10.30am. good thing i woke up at 7am. i wanted to be home before my parents wake up at 6am but this kenyon told irving to wake me up at 11am?!! TOOT SIA. good thing i autowake :) my dad was damn cute. he called me in e morning cos he heard from my mom i wasnt home yet :/ my mom didnt know my dad called. hehe. <3 my dad.

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