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right now, i just want to be really straight-forward.

to natalie darlene yeo,

1. i didnt delete my fb. why shld i do that? i blocked you on fb. and true enough, tommy stopped all that nonsense right after that. whether or not that's you, im glad it stopped. and i was right about tommy. cos to speak the truth i only went to your blog when that tommy went overboard. i wanted to see if you have any response to that. indeed i read your blog posts and found out that you've been bitching alot about me on your blog? come on, i have ONE AND ONLY hater, that is YOU. since you said stuff like "you have OTHER haters too" isnt it all so obvious alr? (fyi, i have absolutely NO haters, therefore it's all so obvious who did it) so i suggest you do not dig your own grave by doing so. oh and if you hate me, please do not put up an act and ask stuff like did i delete my fb, which i obviously didnt.

2. for god's sake, please reflect on yourself before you even bitch about others. i dont need to mention anything. you shld know.

3. stop stalking me? like what do you gain from it? so what if i blocked you on fb. you wanna add me as friend on twitter? nownow, dont even try adding me or whatever and try to get close and poke into my life. i rly dont know how it will benefit you. i thought someone' standards were so high that they do not need to lower themselves to meet mine? if you're thinking of "imparting" some of my characteristics or checking up on me to know whether im still in contact with adrian, then you shld rid that thought. cos i dont talk to him anymore? you already have adrian, why do you still keep bothering me? i really cant understand that. maybe you're just insecure. im just gonna say this one last time. i wont talk to adrian ever again? he's just a stranger to me now. so pls dont be afraid? oh and if your intention was just to be friends with me, then cut it off? im sorry cos i dont have haters as my friend.

4. be grateful you can still read my blog. i'll remove the tagboard soon tho.

all this you forced me into. you crossed the line, or rather you crossed the line too many times. after this post, you will not hear any response from me ever again regarding this matter. rest assure, i will not even go to your blog. this might start a "war" and you can go ahead and continue bitching about me for all i care. i dont give a damn, seriously. you aint worth my time, breath and effort. for the last time im saying, live your own life and stop poking/bothering/bitching about other people's life. get a life.


"ps, even as i type this i feel damn childish."














i've been smelling smoke all night. weird.

anyhow, I AM STILL SEWING THE BAG. it's kinda fun but i dont have much time left! to think i left my external hard drive at the printing shop at peace centre. ARGHHH. damn forgetful. i can like be out whole day, shopping and only realise it's missing when i reach home late at night. argh. im gonna get it first thing in the morning later. there goes, another sleepless night. oh well.

i/we had fun in the day tho :/ tingjie got me a dress for my bday. so prettyyy cos i chose it :) and another romper i paid for myself. sweet.

anyway, since new year, my ex has never been in my dictionary. why can't it be another guy. argh. im not talking about my ex, AT ALL. aiya, dont bother explaining. strangers dont know a thing. only my darlingss know ;)

no point getting mad cos we werent getting anywhere.

so i learnt to take things easy. just bo chap lah! single is best. yes, single. 18 pls come fast and then it's time to dance and party all night looong. wooohoo!




i think i will die an early death. god. 4 hours ytd and only 1 today. tell me it isnt enough and im turning into a zombie. tmr i gotta sew the bagggg. argh. screw fyp.














true enough, look at what i've done over the weekend. i havent touch my fyp! HAHAHA. anw, i packed the zillion things in my room today and it's so much neater now! :)

i dont know why but recently i have this urge to keep altering my clothes. sheeesh. and that day eunice and i went chinatown, we bought this piece of cloth for our own use. damn pretty the small small floral prints :) wenzhen will like it too. i intend to make 2 tops. one for eunice and the other myself. maybe a headband for wenzhen and scrunchie for dajie. then the rest i'll see what i can make. maybe more headbands :)

having said that, the more i think if i get into ntu's photography, i shld study part time fashion design. and if i still have time (since it's 4 yr uni), i will take a bit of fashion merchandising or sth related to business. will see how. im just really desperate, like cc, to get into ntu. not to be in aces tho.

im turning 18 soon :) HAHAHA. okay 20. and guess just really suay cos it's the exams period and our final presentation is on 18 feb. so everyone will be chionging their work. it so happen to be 3rd day of cny too. the most i get my parents to bring me to eat seafood if mahana cant find a place to crash or meet me? actually the best birthday present would be for everyone to print a picture of me and him/her and draw stuff on it (like some bird flying across our head etc) and write at the back their wishes from the bottom of their heart. not like just "best wishes" or "hope your dreams come true", but like "hey, dodo bird, you know you've been sucha bird, but you know we love you all the same." AHHAHAHA. telling me how much they love me. (okay, i sound desperate and deprived) LOL. then i will freestyle paste it all over my room. nice. polariods would be nice too ;) I HINT ALR AHHH.

other than that, you guys can get me DENIM JACKET OR DRESS FROM MANGO TOO :)

DENIM JACKET


DRESS
TUBE DRESS


JACKET


PRETTY SKIRT!


COOL. and i only realised the black strip is not a belt when wilson told me :O (it's 4AM in the morning and he's the only one online so i made him my shopping buddy :/)



this tube looks damn slutty, but SEXY :/



OKAY, UNKNOWINGLY I WAS DOING ONLINE SHOPPING ALREADY. THAT'S HOW I ALWAYS END UP WITH ONE WHOLE LIST. URGHHH. okay, so much stuff. anything will do! :) anything out of the list will do too! :) everything's from mango cos im lazy to check out other shops.

okay, time to slp. goodnight/morning :)




well, woke up late on saturday. so change of plan. BAKED CHEESCAKE WITH MOM :D this time it's really successful! and so, wilson's bday present will be this. gonna bake another one on thurs and pass to him on fri since he's confessing to some girl at our booth on fri! HAHAHA. hope his bday wish come true and he get that lucky girl, whoever it she, to be his valentine! and we shall video it cos i just asked him and he told me his script. if i were that girl i would MELT, totally. so sweeeet!











and out of total randomness, i altered and customised a black tank which i bought from F21 AT 2AM IN THE MORNING. crazy aint i. i altered the armholes and i sew 4 buttons on it.









i was plucking the tau geys for mom today and i came across this on one of the pages.

http://www.rebel.sg/

ahahaha. interesting. kinda eager to try supperclub too.














i got wong to help me with the technology part for fyp and it's rly damn super cool. the technical part is more or less settled i guess. well, i love wong, really. sucha nice lecturer. we already "graduate" from his module but the whole lot of us still go back to him when we need help cos he's rly helpful. and he rmb me, or rather my name. dont we all love him. hahaha. he's like our friend, ah wong.

unlike ahem. you all know who. today i was late for an hour and the moment i sat down. he kept observing me huh. like cos this lesson was supposed to allow us to improve our presentation skills by getting different students to present every wk. mine was last wk. so i forgot who but she finished presenting and then our dearest lecturer said stuff like, "see you need to look arnd to see if ppl are paying attention, and whether shihui is feeling guilty by coming to class late" like.... WHATEVER LAH HUH. we all know he loveeeeeee to disturb/pick on me. and then i was fooling arnd with tingjie and ivan. then the minute i pouted, he suddenly turned back to look at me again and say "shihui dont pout" IM LIKE?! what has it got to do with you. !@#$%^&*( seriously guai lan. and that happened within a minute? both the guilty and pouting thing. making a joke outta me huh. funny ISIT.

okay gotta sew the thing later. tmr needa show hans during consultation. think he will scold me for not getting at least the kevlar fabric samples! :/ cant wait for supper with michael tho. I HAVE SOOO MUCH TO RANT. URGH. kk nuff said. ciaos.

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