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TOO MUCH

Friday, January 29, 2010 ( 1:03 AM )

i have so much running through my mind. so much so that, i dont know what to start with.

alright, cheer. i dont know. i talked to ivan today and i guess maybe what he said was right. i shld have given up my place to juniors and that there's no point carrying on if you aint happy. one thing he mentioned too which i feel is so damn true, the world wont make a difference with one less person. that pretty much sum up everything. somehow i prefer gusto last time, as much as i love the juniors now. i dont know. sometimes i cant wait for everything to be over. i guess its too late now.

my poor ankle. okay ultra spendthrift me bought 2 heels within 3 days. fetish over heels now! BUT I CANT WEAR HEELS YET. cos my ankle still feel painful when i go beyond a certain angle, like i cant tiptoe to the max :( been for so long alr but still kinda pain. i hate it >:(

talking about heels, i really got the urge to club. one of the heels is super sexyyyyy. like gawd. faints. *put your hands up in the air and kah hui screams "ms ling watch out for my eye!" HAHAHA. cos i would jump and hit him.* EUNICE SAID AFTER OUR FINAL PRESENTATION ON 18 FEB. WOOHOO. i really cant wait. we would only club during hols cos we're good kids :)

AND HOLIDAYS MEANS GETAWAY. okay sunway lagoon is confirmed alr. gg with reb and de wan and his 2 other friends. hope it'll be fun :)

im looking forward to wilson organising mahana trip to US to visit rayson as well as TOUR THE PLACE! HAHAHA.

AND TAIWAN/BANGKOK trip with my 3 lovelies.

maybe perth with huiqi and ade? to visit xx.

SIAOSIAO. so many places. pleaseeeeee let them come true. i need to get away from this boring island.

Pitbull - Shut It Down ft. Akon reminds me of you. i love that rushing adrenaline at 120km/h. but i cant do it anymore, sorry. you dont miss it like the way you used to, do you. i'd give you up cos you broke my fragile heart.

NO MORE FREE RIDES AFTER CHEER
sucks when you realised you've been played. no? it's good to always be prepared but sometimes when you try to pull out, you find it so hard to do so. the best solution, STOP TEXTING ALL TOGETHER cos you know he aint THAT interested anymore. you would be doing yourself a big favour cos it doesnt help at all when you pester/ keep trying to talk to him. he will only find you a nuisance. if he really care and you meant sth to him, he would contact you and say he miss you. believe it or not, i chose to give up cos i love myself more than anyone else. girls please protect yourself!

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