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SAY YOU LOVE ME!

if i were really mean, i would have said FUCK OFF. like seriously. not that i wanna waste time on ppl who has got nth better to do but it's just super irritating. and what it appears to be is this tommy or tommy friend must be someone whom i dont know a single shit about. only thing i can think of is he's SOMEONE'S friend or sth.

1. so what if im zilian? it's my blog and it isnt a crime to do so i believe? if you're so against it then just close the window. thankyou. i dont need you to tell me or share with me.

2. and how does it help by commenting that my thighs are really fat? am i asking for your opinion? if not, then shut up. ty.

3. so-called tommy friend, when did i say my ex was THAT BAD? and did i even mention anything about him? other than the paragraph i said i need to change my attitude, the rest that i mentioned about rushing adrenaline and breaking my heart ISNT MY EX for your info.

so you see if you dont know a single shit about my life and what im talking about, esp when you're not even a friend of mine, dont judge me by what you read. you're just ass-u-me-ing.

having said that i do agree very much he's sweet and about the reason why he left me is yes i took him for granted. do i need to keep emphasizing on it. i mean like so be it. what do you want me to do. still cry over him? no sorry i dont do that anymore. the matter has been over for so damn freaking long already. it's even abit hilarious to talk about it now. cos its history. and to speak the truth im happy he found the one for him but i dont talk to him anymore cos he told me a pack of lies when we broke up. PERIOD.

in conclusion dont be superficial and assume stuff like im open minded and shit like that. you dont know a thing about me. and fuck to whatever you think you're right about me. dont allow me to hear from you if not im locking my own space for privacy forever. and none of you strangers would read my blog ever again. myob (mind your own business)




NTU ADM HERE I COME! the photography course looks rly cool and like im damn excited to start sch straight away. BUT, FIRST I NEEDA GET A PLACE IN NTU. sigh thats the bigggest problem. pretty please let me get in there.

fyp final presentation ends on 18 feb but i gotta do up my portfolio for application and also do the assignments to apply for adm by 28 feb. so like, NO REST :(

anw... today im damn happy cos i went to the grab grab machine and i caught an elmo which i exhanged for minnie! :D thanks to the help of the 2 staff who's tending the place. they sorta taught me how to do it cos i swear im rly like some noob. one of them placed the elmo with HALF THE BODY HANGING OUT! so easy alr yet i spent like 9 bucks on it which is considered very lousy. good thing i got it in the end. SUPER HAPPY!

TMR, IS THE DAY.. I GET TO DRIVE MY DAD'S CAR AGAIN! WOOHOO. hope i dont crash.


gelare made my day along with some window shopping. and also dearest tingpui who did layout! :D and our last stunt! (tho i suffered quite bad orh chehs and abrasion, its worth it) this yr's gonna be good.









i have so much running through my mind. so much so that, i dont know what to start with.

alright, cheer. i dont know. i talked to ivan today and i guess maybe what he said was right. i shld have given up my place to juniors and that there's no point carrying on if you aint happy. one thing he mentioned too which i feel is so damn true, the world wont make a difference with one less person. that pretty much sum up everything. somehow i prefer gusto last time, as much as i love the juniors now. i dont know. sometimes i cant wait for everything to be over. i guess its too late now.

my poor ankle. okay ultra spendthrift me bought 2 heels within 3 days. fetish over heels now! BUT I CANT WEAR HEELS YET. cos my ankle still feel painful when i go beyond a certain angle, like i cant tiptoe to the max :( been for so long alr but still kinda pain. i hate it >:(

talking about heels, i really got the urge to club. one of the heels is super sexyyyyy. like gawd. faints. *put your hands up in the air and kah hui screams "ms ling watch out for my eye!" HAHAHA. cos i would jump and hit him.* EUNICE SAID AFTER OUR FINAL PRESENTATION ON 18 FEB. WOOHOO. i really cant wait. we would only club during hols cos we're good kids :)

AND HOLIDAYS MEANS GETAWAY. okay sunway lagoon is confirmed alr. gg with reb and de wan and his 2 other friends. hope it'll be fun :)

im looking forward to wilson organising mahana trip to US to visit rayson as well as TOUR THE PLACE! HAHAHA.

AND TAIWAN/BANGKOK trip with my 3 lovelies.

maybe perth with huiqi and ade? to visit xx.


SIAOSIAO. so many places. pleaseeeeee let them come true. i need to get away from this boring island.

Pitbull - Shut It Down ft. Akon reminds me of you. i love that rushing adrenaline at 120km/h. but i cant do it anymore, sorry. you dont miss it like the way you used to, do you. i'd give you up cos you broke my fragile heart.

NO MORE FREE RIDES AFTER CHEER
sucks when you realised you've been played. no? it's good to always be prepared but sometimes when you try to pull out, you find it so hard to do so. the best solution, STOP TEXTING ALL TOGETHER cos you know he aint THAT interested anymore. you would be doing yourself a big favour cos it doesnt help at all when you pester/ keep trying to talk to him. he will only find you a nuisance. if he really care and you meant sth to him, he would contact you and say he miss you. believe it or not, i chose to give up cos i love myself more than anyone else. girls please protect yourself!

the feeling suck when you make someone so dear to you mad. sigh. im starting to realise i gotta be more sensitive and not so stubborn? i have to hear it from ivan before i realise all that. i guess it's pretty much the truth. my mom thinks im real stubborn too and unless i change/try to tone down, my next bf is also just gonna leave me, for that reason. the way i treated my ex was like outrageous, now that i think back. HAHA. oh well everyone makes mistakes and they learn from it. i dont know if im supposed to trust guys as much now. but one thing for sure there's still this barrier which i cant seem to overcome cos i swear the feeling of losing someone is like SHIT. okay no, to be exact, HELL. good thing those days are over. i rather hang or float on the sea than to go to hell.

anw other than that, im rly happy cos I DROVE MY DAD'S BM back from gran's place! okay the adjusting of seat alone has like 10 buttons/arrows?! like the seat go by angle/degree. and the park/drive and left and right signal are so different! my dad was like, that's why it's so expensive!! -.- when i learn driving i only drove mitsubishi lancer! i only need to pull the metal bar below to adjust the seat. when i held the steering wheel and turned, i was like WOAH, how come i steer abit turn so much alr. haha like some noobcake. my dad replied, DUH, BM engine v powerful. then he kept asking me to drive slow. if not will lose control of the car. which i feel is damn true. cos i did some booboo. (MY IDIOTIC BRO MADE DAMN ALOT OF NOISES, LIKE ASK ME TO GO FASTER -.-) i checked blind spot then i didnt see the road infront and the car went zigzag! HAHAHA omg. then there was this exit at the highway, i forgot to check mirror and i changed lane. almost banged the car behind. LOL.... omg. and my turning suck? my dad need to guide me down the spiral road and outside our condo the sharp turn, i merely overshot abit and dad wants to change seat alr. cos i would have brushed the kerb or sth. i hate TURNS. sigh. BUT ITS DAMN FUN. i wanna do that every sunday to familiarise with the car.

well my parents were in a good mood today. so i asked if they could get me a car. my mom as usual, said NO cos i havent start working, yada yada. so i just ignore her. cos eventually it'll be my dad who get me one, if he does that is. anw, my dad said no too. cos he's worried. he said wait till im familiar with the roads and the carparks cos it's damn mahfan and hard to find. and he thinks i wont use it much and the car will spoil/rot -.-

nvm for my own good, i'll just drive my dad's car every sunday to grans place. and then maybe i can start getting ppl like clarence to come my place and sit beside me in the car before i start off and we can go eat supper at night when my dad doesnt need the car. EXCITING..

somehow my dad has this thing which i admire. he's worried abt my safety and stuff(as he reasoned) and i listen to him. i like the way he reason with me. unlike my mom.... effing naggy and nonsensical in my opinion. like i'll roll eyes at what she says. okay i behave like spoilt brat but rly, i dont respect my mom. when my mom scolds me, i challenge her. when my dad scolds me, i keep quiet. thats the diff.

and today i tried making strawberry cheesecake! woohoo. tho it doesnt look nice. but its still in the fridge, will try tmr when it sets fullyyy.

swam today too! my ankle hurts still. sucks when i cant kick breast stroke. sigh. ankle would you pls be better..


tmr im watching movie with huiqi! :)


so, was i wrong to ass-u-me? but when i piece it up, it seems like the truth. ohwell. maybe i was wrong. sorry. i dont know, really. its the barrier thing. i'll miss you.




oh man, im so in love with the beetle :( if only my dad would get this. this would probably cost twice as much as suzuki swift. well im satisfied with just swift. just get me a car! :( sighhhhhhhh dad drives BMW and it's so freaking big. my driving rly suck, so if like i ever drive it out at night, it'll just come back with scratches/dent? :/ ITS A NEW CAR SOMEMORE. i wanna try driving to grans place on sunday so dad can be just beside me to guide me. i can alr picture him scolding/cursing about how bad a driver i am and how i passed my driving. HAHAHA. okay i barely passed. the tester was superrr lenient thats why. but i believe i'll get better with time. so now, i need to drive more!



















WOOHOO. i made good progress! okay now next big thing is my tp on wed and critique on thurs!

in class now waiting for cheer to start.

i shld prolly get a sewing machine tmr and start working on my mock ups. it's gonna be a busy week ahead, so no time to waste. good thing there's no sch tmr. but i want/need to meet atikah! :)

sat im gg to mt sophia to sell clothes. well, seriously i didnt wanted it that way but eunice alr paid for the stall so well.. i dont have a choice!

sun im gonna do my driving. same for mon tues and wed!


tell me i could have more time in the world for everything! :(


till then, ciaos!




okay today's lesson was kinda fun. it was on advertising and there was this activity which we were supposed to write a paragraph of less than 50 words to describe ourselves to sell to the opposite sex w/o revealing our names. so here goes, i wrote:

PETITE APPETIZER
i fly, i cheer, i lift people. i have fun, i have joy,
and i sweat on the mats. Hungry? Look me up
at iwantyou@hotmail.com!

HAHAHAHAHA. it was in the name of fun. and i got the most votes. most of our class guys think (*AHEM) dirty. but of course it wasnt supposed to be that wrong! i put appetizer cos i can EAT ALOT. HAWHAWHAW. kinda cheeky right. and that line "i have fun, i have joy, and i sweat on the mats" was inspired by the juniors' song for seniors.

the guest lecturer asked the guys why they chose that.

"I'M HUNGRY"

"NICE HANDWRITTING"

"THE HEADLINE"


(i told this someone and he was like "i will confirm vote." guys...)

ivan was telling me i shld put, "i fly, i cheer, im yellow in colour" cos he thinks i got this bird face and he calls me yellow bird -.-

kah hui kept calling me ms ling this morning. i was like HOW COME? he said, "GU LING LING"(lonely) then he told me to put "contact me at gulingling@hotmail.com or single_girl@hotmail.com.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. damn super mean but funny.



okay that's the joke of the day. watched morgans with dajie after sch. was kinda draggy but still alright. and we each got a pair of jeans at springfield! okay SHOPPING AGAIN. now i wanna get the MNG denim jacket at TAKA! >:(


CHECK OUT MY TWITTER: "i think a not so empty singlehood might be just right." ;P



to whoever,
i chose to be oblivious for self-protection.






WANT ME TO LIST WHAT I ATE FOR DINNER AT GRANDPARENTS HSE?

• brown rice
• kway teow
• yellow meeee
• briased duck
• WHITE chicken
• KONG BAH!
  
• TWO kong bah baooo ♥♥♥
• ABALONE
• PRAWNS
• broccoli
• leafy vegs
• tau gua
• 2 different fishess
• half ANG GU KWAY
• soup with corn!
  

LIKE OMGZX. THIS SUNDAY'S FEAST WAS EXTREMELY HEAVENLY. i ate a bit of everything! i wished i could master how to cook every dish on the table. cos im so damn afraid.. like i dont know how many more yrs i can have it every sunday. in anw, its rly pure bliss, to be able to sit together and have family dinner. and i just dont get why youngsters who dont like to go grandparents place. i have always love sundays dinner. with cny round the corner, im sure more dishes will be served. and i so want to bring a boyfriend to grandparents place, but i guess it might be only possible next yr. it'll be great if my grandparents love my boyfriend next time.

(i got these 2 cute lil thing from the toy machine. awww. im gonna turn them into long necklace!)





ANYWAY,

recently this 'burn fats' pose of mine has come back! LOL. i did it unknowingly during trng and kathe was like "burn fats!! HAHAHA" i chanced upon this picture when i was looking through my past entries in feb 2008! like damn long time ago! okay then i look at my archives. LIKE WOAH. this blog has been my life for like freaking 6 years!!! cant believe it. i would nv change to lj or whatever.

anw i went shopping with dajie on monday. then i saw this MNG bag which was rly nice, (to me). then i saw it was 66 bucks. i thought for quite long then im like alright, seems pretty fine cos i havent bought any bag these few months. so i got the salesperson to get me a new piece. and then i looked at the tag agn. it was 99S$. oh crap. how nice. i got it anyway and i feel the pain..... really do. god. i saw many shoes at town like cine and ion which i have the urge to buy. but it's like another 100 dollars. freakkk. i hate it. but shopping is like my life, really... urghhh.

now my mom object to my dad getting me a car!!! :(((( sigh. we'll see. no suppers alr...


alright, get down to serious work. tata!






FIRST POST IN 2010!

isnt this new blog layout pretty! i kinda changed it to be my own. and im so in love with it right now :) IE crashed so badly. morzilla and safari couldnt read my previous layout so i had to change!

been real busy with open house and trainings these 3 days. gotta get down to serious work tmr.

tp's nearing too. I WANNA PASS SO SO SO BADLY. cindy alr passed! CONGRATS BABE :D (if you're reading, that is)

i told my mom this morning my bday falls on cny! hehehe. she asked which day, then i was like i think 3rd, not too sure. she wanted me to tell my dad so they could bring me out to eat. I TOLD HER I WANNA EAT SEAFOOD. CHILLI CRAB AND PRAWNS (tho i can only have 2) TASTE LIKE HEAVEN!! and... i sorta hinted about my bday present! i told my mom i wanna get dad to buy me a second hand car! i counter all her qns which left her speechless. i guess shes considering maybe? I WANT A CARRRR! i thought nissan march would be cute too. heheh.

alright, life's good :) have a good yr peeps :)

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