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okay since i have the time. im gonna type real fast from where i ended the last post.


(cont) thursday 24th: met dajie weilun kok alvin and yongxian to watch alvin and the chipmunks. then dinner. initially had to go for kathe's bday party but i was only informed real late, like 23rd. and there wasnt enough time. the night was short. kathe dear, you know i love you all the same. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS OF 24th!

i was home early that night :)

friday 25th: watched sherlock holmes with clarence. we went all the way to cathay to have ashtons and..... saw sth which wasnt that pleasant to eyes uh. okay in the first place it's not even worth mentioning.

so mahana was supposed to meet at 9 at bishan. as usual. people were late uh. how niceee. including the host. mahana isnt gg to stay tgt as much anymore i guess. with ppl like eevann always busy with i dont know whatever, rayson alr in US, mark still in china, and bryan always putting church before anything else ever since he had a van. well. i give up. i hate organising things for mahana alr.

so anw, that night we had prata at prata house.. i swear it tasted like PANCAKE. just that it has the appearance of a prata. awful and the curry suck? nvm about that then we played this category game at dict's hse. then we drank and i couldnt take it. was like damn giddy and stuff. whats worse, i puked on dict's sofa :/ like burpburp then vomits. im rly sorry about all that shit that i created. but im rly thankful cos they all took care of me. xiaoyu was videoing and taking photos of the historic moments that night, nicholas kept spraying the floor and patting my back and kenyon was holding the hot towel on my forehead when i vomitted in the toilet bowl. they sat there with me for i think near to 2 hours? god. i swear puking my stomach out was disgusting, totally! it was like the first time i drank so much and actl puke. urgh.

i rmb wilson sat in the toilet with me and kept talking to me. he said i wont rmb anything in the morning when i wake up. but when i woke up in the morning, i went up to him first thing and said, I RMB YOU SAYING I WONT RMB WHAT I SAID AND DID WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING. HAHAHA. that was rly funny.

saturday 26th: then on 26th morning, i had to go for driving! i was late. urgh, irritated. felt like a zombie. you know they always say drink dont drive. rly never drive when you drink. zz. i had sth like a hangover. then i went home to slppp. freaking tired. felt like the puke was still in my mouth the whole day even after i bathed and ate. pri sch gathering at michael's hse in the evening. was a bbq. reb went with me at arnd 7pm cos i slept in the whole day. then michael offered me a drink, i was like HELL NO. omg. im still disgusted by alcohol.

sunday 27th: boohoohoo. paul said i shld sweat out all the liquor but i didnt go running in the end. then at night we went prawning at geylang! ivan, tingjie, kok, dajie, cindy, shaokai, caro. shaokai's rly a pro at prawning. i had some sort of beginner's luck man. i caught the first prawn. damn super big or maybe second largest. then i didnt know what to do so i swayed the rod like everywhere. then shaokai being a pro helped us with it. was a rly fierce prawn. haha. dajie and i caught 6 prawns the whole night. was pretty fun :D we bbq and ate on the spot. nice.... then prata after that. like eww right. but the prata was so much nicer. somewhere in geylang. by the time i reach home it was arnd 4plus or 5.

monday 28th: training! okay, then rushed over for bbq, LIKE AGAIN. 3rd time in 2 weeks. but this time at kok's hse. celebrated lun's bday. :) oh oh and they drank a whole bottle of alize. EEEEWWWW. i didnt touch any at all. still, gross.

tuesday 29th: cheer thanksgiving at my hse once again, it's BBQ. lol. i swear im gonna die from cancer. but i didnt eat much actl. and juniors did this rly funny video and composed a song for seniors. THANKYOU JUNIORS, YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST TOO :D

wednesday 30th: which is today! here i am home. but later... gonna be a good good night! not sure if i'll be drinking. i still got the phobia. meeting dajie and eunice at town later. for dinner then shop at 313!!! walked past there several times. but havent rly gone to the shops. then meeting lp at cityhall to go butterfact at night. lp's friend's bday eh and the friend's inviting ppl from the other side so lp got me and eunice to accompany her.

cheer seniors are gg butterfact too. so i can run 2 sides. hehehe.

tmr if it goes according to plan, charles shld be coming to swim. and night time with dxpd.

then new yr's gonna be rly exciting. reb, ray, nydia, clarence are coming over to swim/tan/play water, then followed by ray's belated bday celebration. his fav PIZZA.



till then, ENJOY YOUR HOLS PPL. it's gonna end and we're all gg back to sch. im leaving my wkend for assignment and project. what a way to spend new yr right. haha. but i love everything the way it is now.

i would say this yr has been pretty much a rough one for me. (YES VERY) cos i've got everything i needed and want; im sheltered by my parents and money is never my worry, health, studies, friends, never anything; cos everything has always been well(lucky girl i am); SO MUCH SO THAT, when my r/s failed, it felt like i was banished to hell. but all those rainy days of agony are over and long gone, and i guess pretty much nth can bring me down anymore. im a positive girl aint i. YES I AM :) still F off HYPOCRITES. TY :) the sight of you rly irks me.

and if anyone think i've changed, i did. but for the better cos im a stronger person now. then again, i didnt, cos im still the sweet girl next door on top of my very violent and rough action/character ;P hahaha.



perhaps the reason why we'll always be there for each other and be each other's, is that we're not tgt. favourite boy :)

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