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okay im home alr. but gg out again later at 9.30pm.


last night was kinda fun. we got in fast (via connections) to butterfact. i didnt drink alot but the music was nice just kinda stuffy in there. the best part was i guess, after 5 yrs, i get to see enshao. he was at zouk! well cheer seniors went zouk in the end. anw, enshao came to butter to pick eunice leepeng and me after we ended. 120km/h as compared to the cab that day, his was much faster, feels like 140. maybe cos of the wind! seriously fast and furious and he blasted the music tgt with the windows opend. my hair was like damn messy after the ride. i kept holding my hair in the car. and yes, the handle. -.- i liked that ride tho :D (sorry lovelies if you guys got a fright from the speeding)

today was pleasantly peaceful. well i woke up in the morning with a stomachache. then initially was supposed to have lunch at home. but zhihao wanted me to accompany him to lunch cos he was at tts for appt. so alright, being a kind soul, i had lunch with him. but i didnt eat much cos had stomach upset. still had time so we slacked at the pool area. then charles came. we swam and yeah catch up with each other. we managed to go for a spin that was like from my hse to ubi driving centre?! (on his small lil car!) it was exactly the bus 5 route. lol. okay, anw it was rly nice. oh and ppl in hongkong bbq even when there's 2 ppl. interesting isnt it. haha. i owe him one.

so here i am. im home. to rest abit and have my new yr resolution done up.


actl,

i just want to be a happy person.
i just want to get things done faster.
i just want to work even harder.
i just want to be really nice to everyone.
i just want to go travelling overseas whenever i can.
i just want to pass driving soon.
i just want to still go to school.
i just want to keep all my friends by my side.
i just want to lose weight (esp my thighs).
i just want to look fabulous everytime anywhere.
i just want to be burden-free!
i just want everyone to be happy too :)


thats about it. later gg to marina bay countdown and then kbox. WOOHOO!


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! GOODBYE 2009 AND HELLO 2010 ;P






okay since i have the time. im gonna type real fast from where i ended the last post.


(cont) thursday 24th: met dajie weilun kok alvin and yongxian to watch alvin and the chipmunks. then dinner. initially had to go for kathe's bday party but i was only informed real late, like 23rd. and there wasnt enough time. the night was short. kathe dear, you know i love you all the same. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AS OF 24th!

i was home early that night :)

friday 25th: watched sherlock holmes with clarence. we went all the way to cathay to have ashtons and..... saw sth which wasnt that pleasant to eyes uh. okay in the first place it's not even worth mentioning.

so mahana was supposed to meet at 9 at bishan. as usual. people were late uh. how niceee. including the host. mahana isnt gg to stay tgt as much anymore i guess. with ppl like eevann always busy with i dont know whatever, rayson alr in US, mark still in china, and bryan always putting church before anything else ever since he had a van. well. i give up. i hate organising things for mahana alr.

so anw, that night we had prata at prata house.. i swear it tasted like PANCAKE. just that it has the appearance of a prata. awful and the curry suck? nvm about that then we played this category game at dict's hse. then we drank and i couldnt take it. was like damn giddy and stuff. whats worse, i puked on dict's sofa :/ like burpburp then vomits. im rly sorry about all that shit that i created. but im rly thankful cos they all took care of me. xiaoyu was videoing and taking photos of the historic moments that night, nicholas kept spraying the floor and patting my back and kenyon was holding the hot towel on my forehead when i vomitted in the toilet bowl. they sat there with me for i think near to 2 hours? god. i swear puking my stomach out was disgusting, totally! it was like the first time i drank so much and actl puke. urgh.

i rmb wilson sat in the toilet with me and kept talking to me. he said i wont rmb anything in the morning when i wake up. but when i woke up in the morning, i went up to him first thing and said, I RMB YOU SAYING I WONT RMB WHAT I SAID AND DID WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING. HAHAHA. that was rly funny.

saturday 26th: then on 26th morning, i had to go for driving! i was late. urgh, irritated. felt like a zombie. you know they always say drink dont drive. rly never drive when you drink. zz. i had sth like a hangover. then i went home to slppp. freaking tired. felt like the puke was still in my mouth the whole day even after i bathed and ate. pri sch gathering at michael's hse in the evening. was a bbq. reb went with me at arnd 7pm cos i slept in the whole day. then michael offered me a drink, i was like HELL NO. omg. im still disgusted by alcohol.

sunday 27th: boohoohoo. paul said i shld sweat out all the liquor but i didnt go running in the end. then at night we went prawning at geylang! ivan, tingjie, kok, dajie, cindy, shaokai, caro. shaokai's rly a pro at prawning. i had some sort of beginner's luck man. i caught the first prawn. damn super big or maybe second largest. then i didnt know what to do so i swayed the rod like everywhere. then shaokai being a pro helped us with it. was a rly fierce prawn. haha. dajie and i caught 6 prawns the whole night. was pretty fun :D we bbq and ate on the spot. nice.... then prata after that. like eww right. but the prata was so much nicer. somewhere in geylang. by the time i reach home it was arnd 4plus or 5.

monday 28th: training! okay, then rushed over for bbq, LIKE AGAIN. 3rd time in 2 weeks. but this time at kok's hse. celebrated lun's bday. :) oh oh and they drank a whole bottle of alize. EEEEWWWW. i didnt touch any at all. still, gross.

tuesday 29th: cheer thanksgiving at my hse once again, it's BBQ. lol. i swear im gonna die from cancer. but i didnt eat much actl. and juniors did this rly funny video and composed a song for seniors. THANKYOU JUNIORS, YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST TOO :D

wednesday 30th: which is today! here i am home. but later... gonna be a good good night! not sure if i'll be drinking. i still got the phobia. meeting dajie and eunice at town later. for dinner then shop at 313!!! walked past there several times. but havent rly gone to the shops. then meeting lp at cityhall to go butterfact at night. lp's friend's bday eh and the friend's inviting ppl from the other side so lp got me and eunice to accompany her.

cheer seniors are gg butterfact too. so i can run 2 sides. hehehe.

tmr if it goes according to plan, charles shld be coming to swim. and night time with dxpd.

then new yr's gonna be rly exciting. reb, ray, nydia, clarence are coming over to swim/tan/play water, then followed by ray's belated bday celebration. his fav PIZZA.



till then, ENJOY YOUR HOLS PPL. it's gonna end and we're all gg back to sch. im leaving my wkend for assignment and project. what a way to spend new yr right. haha. but i love everything the way it is now.

i would say this yr has been pretty much a rough one for me. (YES VERY) cos i've got everything i needed and want; im sheltered by my parents and money is never my worry, health, studies, friends, never anything; cos everything has always been well(lucky girl i am); SO MUCH SO THAT, when my r/s failed, it felt like i was banished to hell. but all those rainy days of agony are over and long gone, and i guess pretty much nth can bring me down anymore. im a positive girl aint i. YES I AM :) still F off HYPOCRITES. TY :) the sight of you rly irks me.

and if anyone think i've changed, i did. but for the better cos im a stronger person now. then again, i didnt, cos im still the sweet girl next door on top of my very violent and rough action/character ;P hahaha.



perhaps the reason why we'll always be there for each other and be each other's, is that we're not tgt. favourite boy :)









OMG... my new mattress is like so damn comfy.... i just lie on it and i feel like slping forever. it's like those kinda foamy/spongy not to springy bed. one word, SHUANG! no more bed bugs! i slept on the previous one for like TEN YEARS... tsk.


NO. 1 SONG ON MY CHART RIGHT NOW, LONESTAR-AMAZED


Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes



AWWWW SUPER NICE! if someone were to sing this to me, i would melt, STRAIGHT AWAY. cant rmb which kind soul sent me this, it's just NICE.




IMAGE HEAVY POST!

TODAY... I DID MY HAIR.





im crazy over this right now, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y628mzaz1uY.

it's like so nice to watch. god knows which part. their hips and butts! HAHAHA. ade sent me this tutorial which teaches how to do their shake ass move. 3am on thurs morning i was trying it in my room. HAHA! NANANANANA... *SHAKES BUTT*


alright, some stuff i have to say. im soooo tired! today's driving was not productive. i hate u-turns. i either return the steering too early or too late. too early and i almost drove up the curb? god knows how it could happen uh. tsk. screwed up. im so not confident abt tp but i rly wanna pass it. SO I MUST STILL BELIEVE I CAN DO IT. YES I CAN. im getting to see if ivan's sis can sell me the small car. hope my dad get me a car when i get my licence :/ IM SO PAMPERED RIGHT? hahah next time i rly needa earn alot, if not i wont be able to feed myself. tsk, unless... i get a super rich husband ;)


alvin's chalet was gossip-ful. hahaha. it was at some country club next to wild wild wet. there was catered food and everything was good until... glenn tried to pry open this beer bottle cap and it EXPLODED RIGHT IN HIS HANDS. GOD. initially i was like FREAK, when i heard glass breaking behind my back cos i thought glenn might have jut dropped the beer bottle. but what led to a greater shock was when, we saw his hands dripping with blood. he was bleeding profusely. like those kind you see on tv, NON STOP. GOD DAMMIT. he was still holding the glass pieces. like OMG?! he literally froze there. dajie chiong to like get water. lp and i was telling him to PUT DOWN THE BROKEN GLASS PIECES AND STOP STEPPING ARND THAT AREA AND MOVE AWAY. he was barefooted?! ohgod. then it was kinda hilarious cos no one know what to do. wenzhen kept stuffing tissues to him -.- till like there was a ball of mess on his palms. HAHAHA. and eunice, who was so afraid of blood and almost vomitted, stood at the corner with her index finger placed horizontally at her nose. -.- HAHAHAHA. it was super funny to see how ppl react in times of emergency. glenn was in total shock i guess. but he appeared calm. there were a few cuts and one needed 5 stitches whilst the rest was gluing. hope he gets better real soon. lucky rich guy is gg spain on monday somemore.


well, life is times like this.


went swimming today too. was a pretty cool feeling to fall aslp at the pool area. i shld do it agn on sunday :) just chill, relax and enjoy life.


tata! photos up soon! :)




I REALISED THAT SO MANY PPL HAVE BEEN READING MY BLOG. JUST THAT THEY DONT TAG... ALL THE BEHIND THE COMPUTER SCREENS PPL. eunice, dajie, cindy, huiqi, ade, MY COUSIN, PPL LIKE DARREN... i dont know how the hell luh. prolly through the cheer blog or what.

it has been ages since i met paul. and since i injured my ankle and wasnt able to watch that is it with him, i watched 2012 again cos he wanted to and i accompanied him out of goodwill :) that was wed. then sat i met cousin and paul for dinner and i found out she actl read my blog... like, im rly surprised.

anw, huiqi came to me mins after i post my bro's pictures and she was like OMG! YOUR BROTHER IS DAMN CUTE. LOL.

and so, today i met her and ade.

i was like "man, huiqi you know i saw this rly cute guy the other day on the train."

"how cute is he?"

"like one in a zillion guys"

"our definition of cute might be different."

"you find my brother cute RIGHT.."

"YAYAYAYA!!!"

"THAT GUY WAS CUTER!"


awww man. it's alright. some things are just meant for the eyes and pleasure of looking :)

AND I WATCHED NEW MOON ALR. JACOBS' BODY IS EFFING HAWTTTTTT. OMGZX. like quite cute uh. with the puny eyes and short hair ;)

today was yam cha. ATE BUFFET AGAIN.... that's life, you cant live w/o food :) before that there was xmas party in class! our group won the first prize for the negiotation module. 250 bucks!!! went to that xmas feast today, tgt with the second prize which was 150 bucks.

jun jin: "okay the winner is group E"

*our group looks around, thinking..

wenzhen: "are we group E?!"

*everyone hesitated

us: "YA?!!!" WE WERE THINKING, OMG?! hahahaha.

i thought we screwed up the thing. but we didnt! we didnt waste our effort gg for lesson on tues!!! cos we WON FIRST PRIZE. YAY!!! coolness cos mon we were discussing we would come for the lesson FOR THE MONEY. HAHAHAHA.


couples retreat was nice too. had a good laugh today. and i got this glitter eyeliner. like, nice. 3 of us went to the cashier at the interval of say 3 mins to get this same black eyeliner? HAHAHA tsktsk. total cuteness.


eunice was telling me SHE BOUGHT THIS SEXY BLACK BODY CON DRESS. OH MANNN. I LIKE BODY CONS. hot stuff! and cindy lp all got fake eyelash alr?!!!! LIKE OMG. drama mama on 23rd. HAHAHAHA. gonna be fun eh. i bought this dress which costs me 66 bucks and it's rly pretty with the low back lace behind. im thinking of saving it for cny, then again....... maybe 23rd! im bringing huiqi along. hehehehe. tingjie and weetyng zimin ven are gg too. just one word - FUN!



ONLY thing bothering me, my FYP. tons of stuff to refine!!! and im at the not so good region right now! :(


and im so so afraid, GRADUATION SHOW WILL CLASH WITH CHEEROBICS. you guys know which one i would choose eh eh. make a good guess. ty.


5AM in the morning! i can break dajie's record manz. ltr there's driving at 9.30am and alvin's bbq in the evening.


gooooooood-MORNING PPL! byeee.




NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU! ~

hahaha. i think i've gone crazy doing the A3 presetation boards. anw im rly happy, cos i think.. MY FACE GOT SO MUCH BETTER!!!

okay like total randomness. super busy so just blog a short entry. when my face is almost healed, im gonna work on my legs. woohoo!

will cut away those ends soon. boohoohoo no more perms. so sad. i kinda like the natural curls now. but well, maybe 2011 i will do them again. i so miss BLACK HAIR. sometimes i rly feel like just getting short hair. ZOMG. nah, i wont. maybe only if my husband left me for another woman, THEN I WOULD. HAHAHA. okay choy. and i'd rather be an old hag :)

back to serious work!

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