i never intended to let anyone know about the existence of my blog. but the oh-so-IT-savvy raymond managed to find my blog 2 years back via google. so there goes.. yep.

in sec sch, only xx, huiqi, sk, wx, ade, clara and maybe celestine knew about my blog. and true enough, i started blogging way back when i was in sec 2 and never did i once lock the blog or shifted elsewhere. it was for memories keeping sake. and of course to share with my lovelies what i've been up to, even after i graduate from sec sch.

the best times of my life were probably in 2007. PAE 1st 3 months i met mahana, and a group of super on friends from 07B3 and of course not forgetting atikah who was both my orientation group mate and classmate. i never imagined i'd be good friends with her. cos she was so outgoing. but everything proves that wrong and we became the best of friends. atikah is not just any other malay girl you guys would imagine her to be. i feel like she's a chinese 99% of the time we're tgt. the 1% is the food part. halal. hahaha. but it's cool. i've a malay best friend. :)

recently been she has been going through a pretty tough time and i feel lousy about not being able to spend more time with her. like ytd, i was so occupied, i couldnt make time out for her. same to last saturday. :(

and there came poly life. i rmb those times even if mahana went different schs, bryan would call almost every other day to date us out for pool or stuff like that. eevann, mark, nicholas, bryan and i. they're all in np. im e only special one -.- then other times there'll be ppl like wilson, stacey, benedict, atikah.

i knew py and wilson through the sch of design camp. and wilson was a uber sweet guy who bakes. tough as he may seem on the outside, he's a softie. send me uber nice songs, and of course, he's my bestie. :)

dxdip was rly fun too. the projects that we did, were rly pure fun. feels like we've grown so much over the past 2 years.

of course, that year i knew elijah. we were rly close. a month ago, we were thinking back about how we knew each other(via atikah) and his first impression of me, dao. :( hahaha. but yeah, we're all blur and so, we're the bbff. blurest best friends forever. heh. i miss staying at sembawang and all those trips we made to sch tgt.

there was once in yr 1, i was so ill but i went to sch with fever, cos i had to rush the cube project. (it's still in the studio) elijah, tgt with silly atikah, waited at fc 1, till all the shops closed at 4pm, just for me. thinking back, i wonder why i was so silly to even take the train. i shld have cab home? but yeah, i was rly touched.

anw, i was also damn touched by dajie. cos that day, the slow me was doing work even slower than usual cos i was sick. wasnt functioning well. she helped me with it and i managed to complete it fast.

the fact i can still rmb vividly what happened, shows that it rly meant sth to me :)

and of course rebecca. my bestie since PRIMARY 5. i love her. i helped her with admin matters before poly started. and maybe it's fated that i was to bump into her at cca drive. i managed to persuade her to join cheer with me. and whether good or bad, we've stayed throughout the years. so we're kinda like the longest survivors or sth -.-

all in all, i've met all the best ppl who could ever exist in this world.

towards the end of 2007, i met him. and all i could say is (lest he/anyone still thinks i KEEP HOLDING ON) it was sweet and unforgettable whilst it lasted. im a pretty forgetful person, and i dont rly bear grudges. so what i rmb from the r/s are mostly the good times far more than the bad. maybe cos i failed to realise that he was suffering.

in any way, they're memories, they're the past. and I.AM.NOT.HANGING.ON/WAITING/ HOLDING.ON,

NONE. the most i'd do is MISS EM. but not to chase em back or whatsoever. IM MOVING ON.

ppl just got this stupid mindset that i still cant get over it. but hell no, im living life good as it is even w/o him. cos i get all the freedom and do all the stuff i want cos i got all the time to myself and my friends who are worth more than what they are.



i got nth against him anymore cos im used to the way things are now. and im seriously serious about being serious? hahaha. ah well. life!



as things are falling back in place, i rly do feel good. it doesnt hurt as much as how it was like 3 months ago. yep. not bad alr luh. i thought i would take like forever or more than a year. i merely took a month more than paul did!




okay, super memory time:

wed was uber FUN. hahaha. tho i was rly frustrated with stuff in the afternoon. the bbq at night rly did turn out to be FUN. enshao said i look damn high and red in those pictures and i totally agree? hahaha. i only drank abit tho. -.- okay nevermind about that. we threw ppl into pool and played true or dare. a lot of funny crap. like those licking etc. HAHA. but food was like so lil. -.-

thurs was back in sch doing project and dinner with papayas. I FORGOT TO BRING MY PHONE OUT THAT DAY. argh. okay, but i managed to survive still. i wonder if mobile phones werent invented, how would life be. i think i wont be late that often. :/ hahaha.

papayas said i looked like i was wearing pyjamas. -.- it's aladdin pants LOR.


fri i went out with my mom! :) we went to hairdresser's. and i wanted to have my fringe cut shorter. like i didnt want bangs bangs! i wanted longer bangs so i could sweep to the side. ARGH. nevermind. so ugly now. :(

we went town and vouchers are cool. mom didnt bring on fri but sat she went back to get the lesportac bag for me. man, i love her. guess that would make one of the most ex bag i've now. it's cute ;)

back in sch for meeting so no chompchomp and i think ting was kinda fed up with me hahahaha. sorry guys. another time eh.

sat was damn freaking packed. first there was trng. then i had to cab down to marina barrage cos paul was having his mini birthday celebration over picnic. then to dohby ghaut to meet MI peeps.

sorry im uber not flexible :/

WOOHOO!!!! FUN :D
















tell me, when will i grow up! HAHAHA. so cute larrr the bag. :)