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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Shi Hui
2 days after ♥ day!
quiet yet fun lovin'
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
PROFILE
SAY YOU LOVE ME!
Shi Hui
2 days after ♥ day!
quiet yet fun lovin'
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
guess what im up to now. HAHAHA.
POLE DANCING!
seems like a real crazy idea, which is "worse" than belly dancing! hahaha. think my mom will kill me if i tell her i wanna take up pole dancing classes. today we were at the cathay basement and there's this dance sch. 2 female angmohs were like doing pole dance and they have super ABS! OMG. so damn muscular. im rly impressed. and it seems rly fun. i mean REALLY FUN. hot stuff eh. ;)
final destination was SO ALIVE. ahaha. we watched the 3D one and it was hell gross man. all the blood splatters and nails/screws flying towards us. EEEWWWWWW. but damn thrilling. hahaha. guess we're still gonna tease each other about the swimming pool till wed manz. EWW.
BBQ ON WED!!! at my place. :) but argh, stupid stupid cos I DONT HAVE A DECENT CAMERA! :((((( SUPER EMO. think i'll needa borrow from paul earlier in the day or sth. DAMN.
FRIDAY CHOMPCHOMP AGAIN WORZXZX. walao. i seriously need to get a weighing machine to monitor my weight lest i grow fat :(
was in sch for hp debriefing stuff and it's causing so much trouble right now. cos everyone's so fickle minded!!! even thierry's stressed up cos there's a few who doesnt want to take part cos there's alot of work to be done and yeah. now i wonder if the presentation with hp's still on! argh. stupid stupid.
and after talking to shah, i kinda regret gg to china?! cos...
liam gallagher says:
you dunno man, that time when u guys were in china
liam gallagher says:
we all actually did work, like, really work hard
and we were helping each other and stuff
damn good environment
and then theirry came back and all was lost
liam gallagher says:
haha honestly, its because there isnt any ruihon paul or zhai wei or ivan
cause the thing abt them is, they're _______ competitive
and always caring abt themselves before others
and plus thierry's there to support them
tt time we were all like, helpi9ng each other so that we wont disappoint winston
and the thing abt winston is that hes fair?
IT'S SO FUCKING TRUE?! OMG. WINSTON JUST ROCKS PLEASEEEE.
thierry made me the founder of the paranoid gang manz. i felt damn demoralised. which was partly why i gave up on going to japan. ARGH!!! stupid stupid. i got rly low self confidence man. i needa change.
aiya, heck man. tmr im just gg back to sch to like improve on the project. i dont care alr. just do it and get over and done with. and then i will really party hard like there's no tmr!!!! ARGH.
met ah car just now and as usual we took hell lotsa retarded photos. hahaha. here is one.
wait. okay great, what the stupid shit is wrong with my phone. it just refused to get charged?!!!! ARGH!!!!! it died due to 0% battery. and now, it cant seem to increase?!! wthhhhhhhh. seriously, my phone screw me at this crucial time! thanks uh. tell me how can i live w/o a phone. STUPID STUPID SCREWED UP 2 YEAR OLD PHONE!!!! how great and my dad's overseas and theres only one sony ericsson charger at home. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. tell me im gg crazy.
SCREW LA!
EH EH. tube top! miss you long time. awww..
love the pink checkered tube top. she's the sex.
today i stayed home! okay, i didnt rly emo. in fact i found 2 other persons who share the same feeling of heartbreak man, sucks big time. at least they have each other to whine to. :) guys that faithful and loyal are hard to find. and in any way, i believe time will heal those shit ass pain. and there must be someone out there who's worth our love. :)
well time to think about what im gonna do after i graduate. im rly praying i can get into ntu industrial design. which i think high chance NO. alright then i gotta look for other alternatives overseas. should i finish boa in product design then go on to study fashion design in overseas u? ahhhh.. headache. i wanna start my own brand man. then i gotta study business too. super confusing. well, idk....
TMR'S FINAL DESTINATION. WOOHOO!
I WAS HOPPING AROUND THE HOUSE YTD AFTERNOON SIMPLY COS...
im 1 of the 12 whose work got selected to present at some HP private event!
OHMYGOD. tell me, how can anything this good ever happen to the paranoid me. HAHAHA. I CANT BELIEVE ALL THIS IS HAPPENING. :))) nownow, dont say i didnt inform you guys. a few alr knew. and sexaye was the first to know ;)
ytd my inbox msg was full so like only HALF the msg came in. i was like, i thought project's all over. why do i still receive msg from thierry. little did i know, im in for 11 sept! i cleared a few msgs and then the whole msg came in. i read so many times, over and over again. ohgod. i must be dreaming!!! okay i wasnt -.-
then i was all happy and stuff. met sexaye at orchard station. we went to shaw (again-.-). to watch the proposal. awwwww, super sweet!!!
anw, having said i was selected, I HEARD WE HAVE TO COME BACK FOR AT LEAST 8 HOURS PER DAY FROM MON TO FRI TILL 11 SEPT?!!!! OH MY GOODNESS. *FAINTS* seriously, aint projects supposed to be over and done with and aint we supposed to be having hols starting NOW!!! :((((
sharks, i dont wanna stay up to do work anymore. sigh.
i guess, i rly gotta give it my bestest shot. i wanna SHOWCASE my nice works during the graduation show. it's gonna be cool, gonna be fun, gonna be different from the rest of the schools! HAHAHA. talking about it alone makes me all excited. tho i so dont wanna graduate! but well, we cant turn back time. and i suppose there's more awaiting us. life's more than just what we see now. yep.
and.. I HAD FUN TODAY :D
these kinda nights make me think of those he used to stay up with me when i had work to do. but it's okay, i'll find mine someday :) <3
RED.BLACK.STRIPES.
YAY!! today im kinda happy. cos i got average results for my interim critique! happyyy xD
The way the lecturers rate us was cute:
1. window wiper - just need to fine tune
2. small brush - brush up more
3. toilet brush - brush harder
so at the end of your presentation, they will give you either one of the 3 objects. apparently they got the brushes from ikea -.- and so, i got the small brush! uberrr cute. i thought i was gonna get rly bad results, like toilet brush. but lucky/good thing, i got the small brush! *pats myself on the shoulder*
TADA! THE BRUSH.
Tues night kok shifted house to some serviced apartment next to royal hotel and there wasnt any internet connection so he came over to my hse to use internet and we did our work tgt. i died at 4am and got him to wake me up at 4.30am but when i woke up, it was 6am and i saw him sitting on one chair and the head/body on the chair beside. so he was like slping in horizontal position with the legs still on the ground. poor thing. felt bad cos i had the sofa to myself. ahahaha. he left at 6.30am and like we had to meet agn at 7.45am to go sch. but that kuku was late? he woke up when i called him at 7.45am. but lucky we werent late for the idt retest. i got 55 for the retest!! i could have gotten higher marks if not for the programme which kept hanging!!!! :(((
(my mom was funny cos she kept asking if that was my new bf. hahaha. then she said kok was damn friendly cos he waved at my mom! haha. kinda lame. i didnt witness that tho.)
i stayed in sch to do user scenario drawing cos i had to scan and i dont have a scanner at home? well stayed till 6 and went to meet ppyssss. dinner was about ice flying around. zzz! anw reached home so tired. bathed and i just lie flat on the bed to rest. but i fell aslp!!! when i woke up the room was pitched dark other than the hello kitty mouse which was lighted up. it was 1.30am alr!!! goodness. rly felt like gg back to dreamland.
and so, here i am, havent slp since last night. did work, work, more work. went ikea to have dinner and yeah now home. kok and i were so tired. we almost missed the stop. and it was raining. like suddenly. -.-
and so, now it's time to slp. MUAH. goodnight earthlings!
HAHAHA. this made me burst out laughing in the middle of the night at 2am. god.
IM SOO TIRED! :( I WANNA SLPPP... oh yess, bed's calling me... sheeshhhh.
anw, tag replies:
ddppy, yeah ignorance is bliss. :)
joshua, my heart and mind's like roller coaster these days. and yeah i never felt so angry. trying real hard to just shut out everything. in anyway, im adapting :)
nydia! i miss you too! yeah, rebby end alr! WOOHOO!! after your exams, during hols we shall meet. and yeah, i will let you know if im working alright. LOVE YOU!
rachel! awww. yeah i will for sure! :) you're so much of a sweet thing. MISS YOU TOO. see you soon eh ;p hehehe.
HAPPY :) dad got me mag from china. he's back alr. false alarm. this time he went to look for sch only. -.- haha.
so much work to do! :(((
im fugly, fat, ultimate imperfect, meanest, worst, unreasonable, selfish, petty, lousy, stupid, lazy, STUBBORN, i dont know how to TREASURE someone, and LOVE someone.
im just shit.
woah, would you guys just fuckingly fuck off. i think it's super childish? just go ahead and do whatever you guys like. what are yall afraid of. oh wait, why should i even bother. seriously, FUCK OFF!
i know, i know i dont have much time. but i just cant help it. consultation was bad as expected. but it is those ppl whom make everything not so bad as it seems. im glad i've them to pull me through. of course not forgetting those 2 papayas. hahaha.
gotta work hard. no, MUCH HARDER. :) i can do it. :)))
CHEER UP CHEER UP CHEER UP! :D OLI BEE, CHEER UP!
bbff said,
"but i can tell u the kind of love you need is agape love
its a greek translation of love
in modern day, it means taking all the shit your partner has to throw at you, put it down,
and still tell her i love you. if someone is willing to do that for you for the rest of his life, you'll know he's the one. because the right one. no matter how you push him away, he'll never leave you."
that was exactly what my mom said. this made me tear even more. all along i thought he was the one, cos he took all the shit for 18 months. until one day.. he told me, no, i cant take it anymore, you're on your own.
how does it feel? i might have took him for granted. yes, i admit. but, is this all i get for loving someone so deeply?
well, today was rather fine. helped bernie with photoshop at arnd noon and then to town to meet up with weetyng, weilun, tingjie and kok. WE WATCHED UP IN 3D! okay.. the movie was soso only. a lil bit of funny and a pinch of sadness (nellie left) oh well.. and the glasses were so heavy! :( kept sliding down my small lil nose. tsktsk. we took hell lotsa photos. will upload them tmr. basically today's another day of eating, walking, and more eating! HAHAH. and i think, ion has tons of cute guys. :/ im serious! hahaha. i like that pair of navy blue havianas with gold plated word. but frigging ex! i think of the amt of stuff i can get with that $, my heart goes :( so forget it.... boo....
if you rmb i mentioned the fav top i got from china which costs 200 RMB, it's a GERMAN brand which is gonna open an outlet in ION sometime in oct (i think)! BERSHKA! it's soooo pretty. so much better than f21,zara,topshop. it's so me. awwww. I LIKE. bershka.com!
teeheehee, i bought another tank? yep. im gonna wear it to langggkawiiii. :D
even my brother finds this nice:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znxmsycUFtw&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.allkpop.com%2Findex.php%2Ffull_story%2Fsnsd_music_core_specials%2F&feature=player_embedded
One Year Later
Feels like i had a dream for a long time
After wandering and wandering for a while
As if we had promised,
We are standing here facing each other like before passing four seasons.
The beautiful stories we wrote together
The promises of staying together forever that we prayed at that time
While recalling them one by one..
I withheld the thought by thinking of you,
because i know my heart wont take it.
How was your one year?
I lived trying to forget for a while.
Seemed like feeling fine for a while.
However, I am realising as time goes by,
That I cant be without you.
What if we were a little more mature back then?
What if we knew what would happen now back then?
Kept having endless regrets,
And I have to withheld that thought because
I didnt have the courage to cope with.
One year had passed like that.
Are you feeling same like me by any chance?
Can you give me one more chance?
Now I know that we can never be apart.
The only person that I love and love.
I wish we could go back to those good times.
Those lovely times that were beautiful and happy.
Heart aching stories, meaningless quarrels.
Let's forget them all and let's not bring them up again.
After seasons passed,
Even after many years pass,
Wish there would be no meeting like today.
emo emo shit. sucks. :(
bringing to you, the 4 whose 1st home is the cheer's clubhse:
chen cheng, oli, wei han, darrell.
LOL. THEY'RE A CRAZY BUNCH OF SIAO KIAS. lucky i didnt fix my webcam cos i just came out from the shower with towel wrapped on my head?!
god, oh karma. i dreamt of him last night? sucksssss..
even if it's gonna take a year, or even two, im willing to wait till the day i forget him, totally.
anw, ytd i was talking to weetyng. and like, i totally agree that i have been neglecting all my friends when i had him. like the whole world evolved arnd him and only him. knowing and taking action back then were 2 diff things. well.. i still wanna say, im glad i have them and im gonna hold them dear to my life, cos they're the ones who pull me throught hard times and make me complete. <3
now i understand why enz's girl doesnt put him no.1
cheer in the morning and TWO cute-sy woke up at nine when we were supposed to meet at 9.15. -.- anw, trng w/o bestie was kinda handicapped. whatever that means. good thing was went out with weetyng after that. watched hangover. F****** FUNNY!! i couldnt stop laughing throughout the movie. LOL. once again, we went town (ION AGAIN) and i got myself a tank top :/ theres a super sweet off shoulder top at isetan. but urgh price wise was :( lets see if i keep thinking about it.. lol.
tmr gonna chill again. omg, poolside here i come....
friday met atikah and we ate sinful stuff again! apple crumble and mud pie!! hahaha. and i bought 2 books at popular. OKOK, I HAVE TONS OF BOOKS BUT I EITHER HAVENT READ THEM OR I READ ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH. TSKTSK. HAHA :) the pool will settle all my reading.
prolly slpover at xx's hse next fri. am excited too. went over on monday and god, i missed those girls. as usual they'll be rambling away. HAHAHA.
i wanna go to perth with xx in dec or jan if possible :)
i wanna go to germany with atikah sometime march next yr if possible :)
andand i wanna go on graduation trip with my poly mates next yr :D
HAHAHA. thats the good thing about having parents to sponsor. okok, spoilt. but i'll earn those bucks back when im older. promise to give my parents a uber gooood life :)
if we're double double confirm gg to jap in oct for design fest, guess what. im gonna buy BURBERRY stuff! I DONT CARE. HAHAHA.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
LANGKAWAI, WE'RE COMING SOON. HEHEHE.
today im super BRIGHT. just look at the top/dress. i gotta like use vest to tone down. nownow, eunice's more bold than me! she likes this colour, ALOT.
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Monday, August 31, 2009 ( 11:06 PM )
guess what im up to now. HAHAHA.
POLE DANCING!
seems like a real crazy idea, which is "worse" than belly dancing! hahaha. think my mom will kill me if i tell her i wanna take up pole dancing classes. today we were at the cathay basement and there's this dance sch. 2 female angmohs were like doing pole dance and they have super ABS! OMG. so damn muscular. im rly impressed. and it seems rly fun. i mean REALLY FUN. hot stuff eh. ;)
final destination was SO ALIVE. ahaha. we watched the 3D one and it was hell gross man. all the blood splatters and nails/screws flying towards us. EEEWWWWWW. but damn thrilling. hahaha. guess we're still gonna tease each other about the swimming pool till wed manz. EWW.
BBQ ON WED!!! at my place. :) but argh, stupid stupid cos I DONT HAVE A DECENT CAMERA! :((((( SUPER EMO. think i'll needa borrow from paul earlier in the day or sth. DAMN.
FRIDAY CHOMPCHOMP AGAIN WORZXZX. walao. i seriously need to get a weighing machine to monitor my weight lest i grow fat :(
was in sch for hp debriefing stuff and it's causing so much trouble right now. cos everyone's so fickle minded!!! even thierry's stressed up cos there's a few who doesnt want to take part cos there's alot of work to be done and yeah. now i wonder if the presentation with hp's still on! argh. stupid stupid.
and after talking to shah, i kinda regret gg to china?! cos...
liam gallagher says:
you dunno man, that time when u guys were in china
liam gallagher says:
we all actually did work, like, really work hard
and we were helping each other and stuff
damn good environment
and then theirry came back and all was lost
liam gallagher says:
haha honestly, its because there isnt any ruihon paul or zhai wei or ivan
cause the thing abt them is, they're _______ competitive
and always caring abt themselves before others
and plus thierry's there to support them
tt time we were all like, helpi9ng each other so that we wont disappoint winston
and the thing abt winston is that hes fair?
IT'S SO FUCKING TRUE?! OMG. WINSTON JUST ROCKS PLEASEEEE.
thierry made me the founder of the paranoid gang manz. i felt damn demoralised. which was partly why i gave up on going to japan. ARGH!!! stupid stupid. i got rly low self confidence man. i needa change.
aiya, heck man. tmr im just gg back to sch to like improve on the project. i dont care alr. just do it and get over and done with. and then i will really party hard like there's no tmr!!!! ARGH.
met ah car just now and as usual we took hell lotsa retarded photos. hahaha. here is one.
wait. okay great, what the stupid shit is wrong with my phone. it just refused to get charged?!!!! ARGH!!!!! it died due to 0% battery. and now, it cant seem to increase?!! wthhhhhhhh. seriously, my phone screw me at this crucial time! thanks uh. tell me how can i live w/o a phone. STUPID STUPID SCREWED UP 2 YEAR OLD PHONE!!!! how great and my dad's overseas and theres only one sony ericsson charger at home. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. tell me im gg crazy.
SCREW LA!
( 12:57 AM )
tell me, if i can ever find someone better than this. haha!
Sunday, August 30, 2009 ( 11:51 PM )
EH EH. tube top! miss you long time. awww..
love the pink checkered tube top. she's the sex.
today i stayed home! okay, i didnt rly emo. in fact i found 2 other persons who share the same feeling of heartbreak man, sucks big time. at least they have each other to whine to. :) guys that faithful and loyal are hard to find. and in any way, i believe time will heal those shit ass pain. and there must be someone out there who's worth our love. :)
well time to think about what im gonna do after i graduate. im rly praying i can get into ntu industrial design. which i think high chance NO. alright then i gotta look for other alternatives overseas. should i finish boa in product design then go on to study fashion design in overseas u? ahhhh.. headache. i wanna start my own brand man. then i gotta study business too. super confusing. well, idk....
TMR'S FINAL DESTINATION. WOOHOO!
Saturday, August 29, 2009 ( 8:36 PM )
I WAS HOPPING AROUND THE HOUSE YTD AFTERNOON SIMPLY COS...
im 1 of the 12 whose work got selected to present at some HP private event!
OHMYGOD. tell me, how can anything this good ever happen to the paranoid me. HAHAHA. I CANT BELIEVE ALL THIS IS HAPPENING. :))) nownow, dont say i didnt inform you guys. a few alr knew. and sexaye was the first to know ;)
ytd my inbox msg was full so like only HALF the msg came in. i was like, i thought project's all over. why do i still receive msg from thierry. little did i know, im in for 11 sept! i cleared a few msgs and then the whole msg came in. i read so many times, over and over again. ohgod. i must be dreaming!!! okay i wasnt -.-
then i was all happy and stuff. met sexaye at orchard station. we went to shaw (again-.-). to watch the proposal. awwwww, super sweet!!!
anw, having said i was selected, I HEARD WE HAVE TO COME BACK FOR AT LEAST 8 HOURS PER DAY FROM MON TO FRI TILL 11 SEPT?!!!! OH MY GOODNESS. *FAINTS* seriously, aint projects supposed to be over and done with and aint we supposed to be having hols starting NOW!!! :((((
sharks, i dont wanna stay up to do work anymore. sigh.
i guess, i rly gotta give it my bestest shot. i wanna SHOWCASE my nice works during the graduation show. it's gonna be cool, gonna be fun, gonna be different from the rest of the schools! HAHAHA. talking about it alone makes me all excited. tho i so dont wanna graduate! but well, we cant turn back time. and i suppose there's more awaiting us. life's more than just what we see now. yep.
and.. I HAD FUN TODAY :D
Friday, August 28, 2009 ( 1:01 AM )
IT'S TIME TO... PARTY!!! YEAH MANZXZX. we shld rly party hard before our fyp starts. hohoho.
today's presentation to HP wasnt that fantastic. i suppose they didnt buy my story. :( but it's ooohkay. anw, i used a photo which enz took 2 years ago at botanics for my printer marketing board. and guess what. i didnt realise the insects were mating! okay i only focuse on the beauty of nature. seriously! i swear!! show you guys the board.
okay the colour suck! think cos i set it to cmyk and blogger cant read or sth. hp logo turned red?! haha. whatever! thats the printer i design anw.
okay so much stuff i wanna do. but i dunno where to start.
tues night i didnt slp cos i was rushing all the boards and wed morning went to peace centre to print em. afternoon i was back at sch to hand in the boards, jpegs files and ppt. was at clubhse with a few others cos it was ddppy's birthday. hahaha. he's so young. small boy! went jurong point and bumped into jov! 2 ppy were like laughing at the way he speak. malaysian. meanoss.
today watched year 1. it was soso only luh. not say v fantastic. hangover's still better. hehehe. okay, they're coming over to bbq on wed! woohoo! things shld start to fall in nicely soonz. shld be meeting michael tmr since he's flying off to taiwan for some army stuff.
alright, goodnight loves!
today's presentation to HP wasnt that fantastic. i suppose they didnt buy my story. :( but it's ooohkay. anw, i used a photo which enz took 2 years ago at botanics for my printer marketing board. and guess what. i didnt realise the insects were mating! okay i only focuse on the beauty of nature. seriously! i swear!! show you guys the board.
okay the colour suck! think cos i set it to cmyk and blogger cant read or sth. hp logo turned red?! haha. whatever! thats the printer i design anw.
okay so much stuff i wanna do. but i dunno where to start.
tues night i didnt slp cos i was rushing all the boards and wed morning went to peace centre to print em. afternoon i was back at sch to hand in the boards, jpegs files and ppt. was at clubhse with a few others cos it was ddppy's birthday. hahaha. he's so young. small boy! went jurong point and bumped into jov! 2 ppy were like laughing at the way he speak. malaysian. meanoss.
today watched year 1. it was soso only luh. not say v fantastic. hangover's still better. hehehe. okay, they're coming over to bbq on wed! woohoo! things shld start to fall in nicely soonz. shld be meeting michael tmr since he's flying off to taiwan for some army stuff.
alright, goodnight loves!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ( 4:55 AM )
these kinda nights make me think of those he used to stay up with me when i had work to do. but it's okay, i'll find mine someday :) <3
Friday, August 21, 2009 ( 6:39 PM )
RED.BLACK.STRIPES.
( 3:48 PM )
YAY! sth good happened again this morning. awww.. how much better can life get! i almost forgot, but hey, thanks to that special someone who said he went to help his friend with TEST. then i rmbed. LUCKY SHIT. and this morning was also lucky shit manzxzx. HAHAHAHA, I LIKE.
OH YES OH YES, IM GONNA GET IT SOONZXZX. :D
alright, and so it's raining now and im back at home. so cosy :) i dont wanna leave the house alr man... hehehe.
woke up super early this morning. at like 8 plus i auto wake! sheessh. actl i wanted to go down to swim, chill, read books, but it's raining. but it's still alright, cos i love the feeling of staying home on rainy days.
it's rly nice to know there's ppl who care out there. no words can describe that kind of feeling. like, surrounded, in a good way. TY :) im finding my own way out slowly but definitely.
my head's still wrapped in towel and some ppy wants to webcam, like..... _-_,,
anw, all i can say is, i like the way i feel now. it's kewl and comfy TTM.
nownow, tell me shld i get IPHONE OR SAMSUNG JET. hahaha. my phone's like ULTRA CUI. 2 freaking years. time to get rid of it. :)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........ feels so good. thank you god.
OH YES OH YES, IM GONNA GET IT SOONZXZX. :D
alright, and so it's raining now and im back at home. so cosy :) i dont wanna leave the house alr man... hehehe.
woke up super early this morning. at like 8 plus i auto wake! sheessh. actl i wanted to go down to swim, chill, read books, but it's raining. but it's still alright, cos i love the feeling of staying home on rainy days.
it's rly nice to know there's ppl who care out there. no words can describe that kind of feeling. like, surrounded, in a good way. TY :) im finding my own way out slowly but definitely.
my head's still wrapped in towel and some ppy wants to webcam, like..... _-_,,
anw, all i can say is, i like the way i feel now. it's kewl and comfy TTM.
nownow, tell me shld i get IPHONE OR SAMSUNG JET. hahaha. my phone's like ULTRA CUI. 2 freaking years. time to get rid of it. :)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........ feels so good. thank you god.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 ( 11:27 PM )
YAY!! today im kinda happy. cos i got average results for my interim critique! happyyy xD
The way the lecturers rate us was cute:
1. window wiper - just need to fine tune
2. small brush - brush up more
3. toilet brush - brush harder
so at the end of your presentation, they will give you either one of the 3 objects. apparently they got the brushes from ikea -.- and so, i got the small brush! uberrr cute. i thought i was gonna get rly bad results, like toilet brush. but lucky/good thing, i got the small brush! *pats myself on the shoulder*
TADA! THE BRUSH.
Tues night kok shifted house to some serviced apartment next to royal hotel and there wasnt any internet connection so he came over to my hse to use internet and we did our work tgt. i died at 4am and got him to wake me up at 4.30am but when i woke up, it was 6am and i saw him sitting on one chair and the head/body on the chair beside. so he was like slping in horizontal position with the legs still on the ground. poor thing. felt bad cos i had the sofa to myself. ahahaha. he left at 6.30am and like we had to meet agn at 7.45am to go sch. but that kuku was late? he woke up when i called him at 7.45am. but lucky we werent late for the idt retest. i got 55 for the retest!! i could have gotten higher marks if not for the programme which kept hanging!!!! :(((
(my mom was funny cos she kept asking if that was my new bf. hahaha. then she said kok was damn friendly cos he waved at my mom! haha. kinda lame. i didnt witness that tho.)
i stayed in sch to do user scenario drawing cos i had to scan and i dont have a scanner at home? well stayed till 6 and went to meet ppyssss. dinner was about ice flying around. zzz! anw reached home so tired. bathed and i just lie flat on the bed to rest. but i fell aslp!!! when i woke up the room was pitched dark other than the hello kitty mouse which was lighted up. it was 1.30am alr!!! goodness. rly felt like gg back to dreamland.
and so, here i am, havent slp since last night. did work, work, more work. went ikea to have dinner and yeah now home. kok and i were so tired. we almost missed the stop. and it was raining. like suddenly. -.-
and so, now it's time to slp. MUAH. goodnight earthlings!
( 2:25 AM )
HAHAHA. this made me burst out laughing in the middle of the night at 2am. god.
IM SOO TIRED! :( I WANNA SLPPP... oh yess, bed's calling me... sheeshhhh.
anw, tag replies:
ddppy, yeah ignorance is bliss. :)
joshua, my heart and mind's like roller coaster these days. and yeah i never felt so angry. trying real hard to just shut out everything. in anyway, im adapting :)
nydia! i miss you too! yeah, rebby end alr! WOOHOO!! after your exams, during hols we shall meet. and yeah, i will let you know if im working alright. LOVE YOU!
rachel! awww. yeah i will for sure! :) you're so much of a sweet thing. MISS YOU TOO. see you soon eh ;p hehehe.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ( 7:55 PM )
HAPPY :) dad got me mag from china. he's back alr. false alarm. this time he went to look for sch only. -.- haha.
so much work to do! :(((
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ( 4:39 PM )
im fugly, fat, ultimate imperfect, meanest, worst, unreasonable, selfish, petty, lousy, stupid, lazy, STUBBORN, i dont know how to TREASURE someone, and LOVE someone.
im just shit.
Saturday, August 15, 2009 ( 8:19 PM )
woah, would you guys just fuckingly fuck off. i think it's super childish? just go ahead and do whatever you guys like. what are yall afraid of. oh wait, why should i even bother. seriously, FUCK OFF!
( 12:43 AM )
i know, i know i dont have much time. but i just cant help it. consultation was bad as expected. but it is those ppl whom make everything not so bad as it seems. im glad i've them to pull me through. of course not forgetting those 2 papayas. hahaha.
gotta work hard. no, MUCH HARDER. :) i can do it. :)))
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ( 8:56 PM )
CHEER UP CHEER UP CHEER UP! :D OLI BEE, CHEER UP!
( 7:03 PM )
alright, my parents and i were sitting at the dining table over dinner last night. and guess what, my dad's gg to china to study, yes, attend lessons, on market stocks! :( so he wont be arnd for a month. sigh, tho it's nth compared to the six months a few yrs back he was gone, but still, the hse will feel quite empty and quiet w/o him and the zao an ni hao on tv every morning.
i hope by the time he comes home, i can tell him proudly, im gonna get a * soon. :D i think he'll be rly happyyyy. heehee.
okay, i got scolded again. cos i bought a sundress. :/ kinda costly but superrr pretty. oops. haha. oh well, still, langkawi! sheesh. reb havent book the hotel for us. but i guess there'll still be rooms? cos it's not during those peak seasons.
now i got the urge to work. i thought ion's haivanas would be cool. :) holidays coming soon, i gotta find stuff to do manz. if not i'll be rly stuck at home :(
final presentation's on the 20th! tmr they're gonna categorise us either to the A-C or D-F category. so where would i go? D-F for sure. :( okok, counting down to tmr, i still got abt 12 hours! gotta start working gotta start working...
anw, monday i was at newton circus for dinner with 2 pi ku. lol. and i saw ohsofickle's tammy. she wasnt as pretty as how i expected her to be. yep. she's super fair. and actl i wont recognise her if not for the tattoo on her chest. it's so distinctively her. she looks kinda cui, like how i look like when i couldnt get over him. uhuh.
last thing, take a look at my bro's marvellous invention:
he's shying away again. -.-
TADA! laptop connected to biggg tv! we used this to watch "drag me to hell" that day. woohoo! uberr cool.
HIS ROOM HAS A TV, BUT FOR MINE IT'S JUST...
oh well.. haha!
and so, this is how i'll look like if i cut my hair short! i rly feel like doing so too. :(
i hope by the time he comes home, i can tell him proudly, im gonna get a * soon. :D i think he'll be rly happyyyy. heehee.
okay, i got scolded again. cos i bought a sundress. :/ kinda costly but superrr pretty. oops. haha. oh well, still, langkawi! sheesh. reb havent book the hotel for us. but i guess there'll still be rooms? cos it's not during those peak seasons.
now i got the urge to work. i thought ion's haivanas would be cool. :) holidays coming soon, i gotta find stuff to do manz. if not i'll be rly stuck at home :(
final presentation's on the 20th! tmr they're gonna categorise us either to the A-C or D-F category. so where would i go? D-F for sure. :( okok, counting down to tmr, i still got abt 12 hours! gotta start working gotta start working...
anw, monday i was at newton circus for dinner with 2 pi ku. lol. and i saw ohsofickle's tammy. she wasnt as pretty as how i expected her to be. yep. she's super fair. and actl i wont recognise her if not for the tattoo on her chest. it's so distinctively her. she looks kinda cui, like how i look like when i couldnt get over him. uhuh.
last thing, take a look at my bro's marvellous invention:
he's shying away again. -.-
TADA! laptop connected to biggg tv! we used this to watch "drag me to hell" that day. woohoo! uberr cool.
HIS ROOM HAS A TV, BUT FOR MINE IT'S JUST...
oh well.. haha!
and so, this is how i'll look like if i cut my hair short! i rly feel like doing so too. :(
Saturday, August 08, 2009 ( 5:02 PM )
bbff said,
"but i can tell u the kind of love you need is agape love
its a greek translation of love
in modern day, it means taking all the shit your partner has to throw at you, put it down,
and still tell her i love you. if someone is willing to do that for you for the rest of his life, you'll know he's the one. because the right one. no matter how you push him away, he'll never leave you."
that was exactly what my mom said. this made me tear even more. all along i thought he was the one, cos he took all the shit for 18 months. until one day.. he told me, no, i cant take it anymore, you're on your own.
how does it feel? i might have took him for granted. yes, i admit. but, is this all i get for loving someone so deeply?
( 1:12 AM )
well, today was rather fine. helped bernie with photoshop at arnd noon and then to town to meet up with weetyng, weilun, tingjie and kok. WE WATCHED UP IN 3D! okay.. the movie was soso only. a lil bit of funny and a pinch of sadness (nellie left) oh well.. and the glasses were so heavy! :( kept sliding down my small lil nose. tsktsk. we took hell lotsa photos. will upload them tmr. basically today's another day of eating, walking, and more eating! HAHAH. and i think, ion has tons of cute guys. :/ im serious! hahaha. i like that pair of navy blue havianas with gold plated word. but frigging ex! i think of the amt of stuff i can get with that $, my heart goes :( so forget it.... boo....
if you rmb i mentioned the fav top i got from china which costs 200 RMB, it's a GERMAN brand which is gonna open an outlet in ION sometime in oct (i think)! BERSHKA! it's soooo pretty. so much better than f21,zara,topshop. it's so me. awwww. I LIKE. bershka.com!
teeheehee, i bought another tank? yep. im gonna wear it to langggkawiiii. :D
dear god, tell me if i was the cause for all this. if i didnt say that name, would things be better now? would it change anything?
and so, will i go tmr?
things changed so drastically within mere 2 months. from top to bottom, and bottom to bottomless. lover/best friend to stranger, friend to foe. why? who were the real beings? real beings were living in lies and liars became real? so tell me, god, how long have i been living in lies and when will i get out of them? today? tmr? next week? or never?
can i even trust anyone, anymore?
god, the last thing you can do, ease those wounds on my back. you know i've been trying hard, only you.
im gonna hit the gym again. thighs getting fattt. wanna get hot body by sept so i can take nice pics at langkawi. haa. then i can show off to ray that i got ABS! HA. ;p
japan trip at end oct is kinda confirmed. YAY?! HAHAHA. (i need all this happy pills to ease my pain)
SHI SHI WANNA BE HAPPY. YES SHE DOES, VERY BADLY.
ANDAND, SHE'S GONNA ACHIEVE STH BY END NOV LATEST. it's a secret! ;p
the last thing she need to do, FOCUSE ON PROJECTS AND NOT LET LECTURERS LOOK DOWN ON HER! HUMPF! hate bias freaksssss.
alright, goodnight!
and so, will i go tmr?
things changed so drastically within mere 2 months. from top to bottom, and bottom to bottomless. lover/best friend to stranger, friend to foe. why? who were the real beings? real beings were living in lies and liars became real? so tell me, god, how long have i been living in lies and when will i get out of them? today? tmr? next week? or never?
can i even trust anyone, anymore?
god, the last thing you can do, ease those wounds on my back. you know i've been trying hard, only you.
im gonna hit the gym again. thighs getting fattt. wanna get hot body by sept so i can take nice pics at langkawi. haa. then i can show off to ray that i got ABS! HA. ;p
japan trip at end oct is kinda confirmed. YAY?! HAHAHA. (i need all this happy pills to ease my pain)
SHI SHI WANNA BE HAPPY. YES SHE DOES, VERY BADLY.
ANDAND, SHE'S GONNA ACHIEVE STH BY END NOV LATEST. it's a secret! ;p
the last thing she need to do, FOCUSE ON PROJECTS AND NOT LET LECTURERS LOOK DOWN ON HER! HUMPF! hate bias freaksssss.
alright, goodnight!
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 ( 9:40 PM )
even my brother finds this nice:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znxmsycUFtw&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.allkpop.com%2Findex.php%2Ffull_story%2Fsnsd_music_core_specials%2F&feature=player_embedded
One Year Later
Feels like i had a dream for a long time
After wandering and wandering for a while
As if we had promised,
We are standing here facing each other like before passing four seasons.
The beautiful stories we wrote together
The promises of staying together forever that we prayed at that time
While recalling them one by one..
I withheld the thought by thinking of you,
because i know my heart wont take it.
How was your one year?
I lived trying to forget for a while.
Seemed like feeling fine for a while.
However, I am realising as time goes by,
That I cant be without you.
What if we were a little more mature back then?
What if we knew what would happen now back then?
Kept having endless regrets,
And I have to withheld that thought because
I didnt have the courage to cope with.
One year had passed like that.
Are you feeling same like me by any chance?
Can you give me one more chance?
Now I know that we can never be apart.
The only person that I love and love.
I wish we could go back to those good times.
Those lovely times that were beautiful and happy.
Heart aching stories, meaningless quarrels.
Let's forget them all and let's not bring them up again.
After seasons passed,
Even after many years pass,
Wish there would be no meeting like today.
emo emo shit. sucks. :(
Monday, August 03, 2009 ( 9:00 PM )
bringing to you, the 4 whose 1st home is the cheer's clubhse:
chen cheng, oli, wei han, darrell.
LOL. THEY'RE A CRAZY BUNCH OF SIAO KIAS. lucky i didnt fix my webcam cos i just came out from the shower with towel wrapped on my head?!
Sunday, August 02, 2009 ( 2:07 PM )
god, oh karma. i dreamt of him last night? sucksssss..
even if it's gonna take a year, or even two, im willing to wait till the day i forget him, totally.
anw, ytd i was talking to weetyng. and like, i totally agree that i have been neglecting all my friends when i had him. like the whole world evolved arnd him and only him. knowing and taking action back then were 2 diff things. well.. i still wanna say, im glad i have them and im gonna hold them dear to my life, cos they're the ones who pull me throught hard times and make me complete. <3
now i understand why enz's girl doesnt put him no.1
( 1:33 AM )
cheer in the morning and TWO cute-sy woke up at nine when we were supposed to meet at 9.15. -.- anw, trng w/o bestie was kinda handicapped. whatever that means. good thing was went out with weetyng after that. watched hangover. F****** FUNNY!! i couldnt stop laughing throughout the movie. LOL. once again, we went town (ION AGAIN) and i got myself a tank top :/ theres a super sweet off shoulder top at isetan. but urgh price wise was :( lets see if i keep thinking about it.. lol.
tmr gonna chill again. omg, poolside here i come....
friday met atikah and we ate sinful stuff again! apple crumble and mud pie!! hahaha. and i bought 2 books at popular. OKOK, I HAVE TONS OF BOOKS BUT I EITHER HAVENT READ THEM OR I READ ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH. TSKTSK. HAHA :) the pool will settle all my reading.
prolly slpover at xx's hse next fri. am excited too. went over on monday and god, i missed those girls. as usual they'll be rambling away. HAHAHA.
i wanna go to perth with xx in dec or jan if possible :)
i wanna go to germany with atikah sometime march next yr if possible :)
andand i wanna go on graduation trip with my poly mates next yr :D
HAHAHA. thats the good thing about having parents to sponsor. okok, spoilt. but i'll earn those bucks back when im older. promise to give my parents a uber gooood life :)
if we're double double confirm gg to jap in oct for design fest, guess what. im gonna buy BURBERRY stuff! I DONT CARE. HAHAHA.
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LANGKAWAI, WE'RE COMING SOON. HEHEHE.
today im super BRIGHT. just look at the top/dress. i gotta like use vest to tone down. nownow, eunice's more bold than me! she likes this colour, ALOT.
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