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SAY YOU LOVE ME!

thursday afternoon i went down to swim. at night i met my girlfriends. they could all bearly recognise me. cos my hair was just oh so different. but i had a great time laughing with them, talking. i wished we could stay that way forever too? i wanna go back to sec sch. :'( life was so much more peaceful. midnight i was crying my whole heart out cos i couldnt take all that was happening. things got better tho.

recently i only sleep for a few hours. like thurs night i slept for about 4 plus hours. then last night i slept for only 3 plus hours. i think i will die real soon.

ytd tanning at sentosa in the morning was one of those things which i rly yearn to do with him when i got back. but it wasnt realised. i was there with someone else instead. didnt get burnt but i got red. -.-

rushed back for lunch and shower and i was out again. met dajie and accompany at town for dinner, then later in the night to clarke quay and zouk to celebrate eunice's belated bday. i think i was the only one who was really dancing throughout.. apparently it didnt ease any of the pain i was undergoing. in fact i missed him alot cos everyone was asking where he was. once again, i wish, i really wish, he was there, to dance with me. he must be thinking he just got lucky cos he wont want one who drink to be with him. and also, he was interested in whether we got busted. hell no? why wont the pain just go away. isnt alcohol supposed to make you forget everything. clubbing's like, just dance and drink only. like, just another kind of recreation to pass time. thats what i feel. so it's just about hanging out with your friends, socializing.


god, tell me, what shld i do now.



at the end of the day, i still wanna believe and say, shut those eyes and say, everything's gonna be okay. will they?

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