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im itching like hell when i only ate THREE lil prawns. *scratches neck*

god, btw hello peeps, im back at home. :D things havent been well in a way, the world came crashing down on me. but nevertheless im back home. so i guess it will be my retreat place for now.

everything seems different in just 2 months. haha.. prolly got used to the low basin back in Dalian and the small shower head whereby cold water will suddenly turn hot, like seriously burnt me several times. i got at least 3 burnt scars from this trip. zz. how bad can it get uh :(

the things in China are dirt cheap, like just buy only.. so i ended up with a hell lot of stuff. i just cant stop shopping. HAHAHA. and guess what, the best part, THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS HERE. HOHOHO. im gonna drag my mum along ;p just, cant help it!

since im rather down these days, or rather, supersuper down, im gonna start meeting up ppl whom i havent seen for ages. i wanna occupy myself with stuff. if not, i will be like dajie and chloe, be a zai nu. just stay home and chiong all the korean shows. how i wish i could escape from reality, but i still got a report unfinished! *shrugs work makes me feel moody too. :(

now the crucial part, i feel stupid. :( i guess i was wrong from the start. and this is the thing about me. dajie etc. kept complaining about me complaining about stuff which have alr happened. so, now im gonna do just this. i wonder why ppl keep falling into the same trap over and over again, believing that their wish/dream will come true. afterall, how many survive the odds to become what they are today? it's just a big fat lie when ppl tell you ilyf. believe me or not. im not trying to be negative, but just, isnt this the real world. nothing stays the same forever.

or maybe, im wrong. cos whats meant to be will be, and what isnt meant to be wont be.

in whatever case, i only believe in love as long as you can. it hurts tho. really do.

maybe im not making any sense, but all these are rly, breaking the lil heart of mine. i guess, no any other in the next few years. cos its too frightening, way too horribleee. cant take anymore of these stupid cycle.


at the end of the day, the question which kept me thinking was: what was the past to you? probably just mundane memories. :)

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