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hey all, it has been long. okay, only a week. and guess what, i havent call home. yeah, not even once. :/ but im starting to miss home alr. :'( i miss my mum the most. hope bro's doing well in sch and dad's at home most of the time. grandparents all doing fine.

dalian's rather run down in those sub urban areas. the sch we're staying at is also not that new, but the room/building we're staying's like a hotel, totally! that was the thing which swept all of us off our feet. like woah. hotel room. yeah. things here are uber cheap depending on which kind of place we shop at. food are more to the saltish kind. their "prata" is salty. yeah, so much to say but so lil time.

pictures and more another time!




DAY 3










The very hip video uncle! ;p



SP TEAM


Testing their helicopter. looks cool. but didnt rly fly. ):







DAY 4





This flying machine was created by a dad and son. and it rly works well, passing through all the gantries of the competition smoothly. the stunting part was rly beautiful too. (:



TADA! A FLYING TOILET BOWL! It actl lights up!






the last thing he could do was to never call again. i often fumble without knowing why he couldnt get the message despite the umpteen times i've tried to do so. im too tired of not knowing how to tell anymore. i want to surrender/give up, say im numb to all these. may i?


just another loser.




alright, last 30 mins or less.

i still got roughly about 2 weeks before i fly. i havent heard from elijah since weeks ago, same to atikah. adelene is now overseas in japan. not too sure when she'll be back.


i have mixed feelings about the trip.

my no.1 fear: as i will be gg over there with a bunch of stressed-up and high performance kias, there bound to be much competition. and im sure much more drama will happen over there since it's reduced to 22 of us? gawd.

my no.2 fear: the living condition should be quite bad. okay of course it wont be as good as home but, it wont be good i guess. idk. imagine no toilet bowl seat and you gotta squat there when you need to shit. wah, really shit manz. not like im behaving like a pampered kid, but its just the difference in standard of living.

no. 3 fear: i will have difficulty adapting to the food over there. china's food is seriously cmi. like, i've been there once and out of the whole lot of ppl, almost 50% get diahorrea. im not kidding. lausai until highh.

and guess what, there's only one thing im looking forward to, shopping. -.- haha. and of course the exposure. shld be quite exciting. well i will be missing everyone but good news is i will be lugging my laptop over. yeah, so you guys can still contact me via msn, email, facebook, whatever that is available.


2 weeks more to go!




monday evening i saw myself in shivers. i had to turn to the last resort on my list, cab home. i think i might have showered myself in very hot water cos all i felt was coldness. i was very sick.

well, tues i got well and i decided to take one more day of rest and so i did. evening i went for trng still tho. dinner was ajisen with ass at jurong point.

wed was a rather peaceful day guess. just work and home.

and now im feeling urghh. if there's sth wrong with my nerves, it must be the one which caused the anger in me. i know im getting more and more petty like someone*, but is it so difficult to just say sth so simple. whereby it shld by right come naturally. ohwell, nvm.



stupid, and i hate those ppl who doesnt empathise with sick ppl and those who always scold the f word. uierghuiejgeuewrydnk.

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