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s h i ♥ s

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

Sunday, November 30, 2008 ( 5:43 PM )

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.(my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why

Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,

I want this to last.
I need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow...

I can't let you go.

I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry. (I cry)

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

I need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat slow...I can't let you go.

I want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

I need you by my side.

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ( 10:15 PM )

sheesh i suppose sunday was the last day i am ever gg back to my old home. it is officially sold, to my neighbour. -.- we made a big lost about 0.1m. well... at least it's sold.

i went back there on sunday and the whole place was covered with shit. seriously like biggg shits which i have never seen before in that house. one year it was left to rot. i guess cant expect much.

now the thought of having to officially not own the house's quite sad. i look at all my soft toys still left on the shelves. i have the urge to bring them all over. but they were too dusty. i would often stand there for like near a minute to decide whether to bring them over. i wanna bring the xmas bear which my grandma bought for me when i was in pri sch over but its too dirty. i wanted to bring the bobdog which i persuaded my DAD to get for me over, but its too dirty too. like, :( rly rly rly like them cos they just got this lil bit of sentimental value. and after struggling for so long, i only brought my twenty which i bought from australia(thank goodness it wasnt that dirty), the coca cola polar bear(i intend to sell it), and a lil xmas white bear. the rest were just too much covered in dust. :( and my barbiedolls. seriously i loved them so much. i actl put all of them in the bag to be brought over. but i still decided to forgo my first barbie doll and the other adult one. i brought the cutest 2 over. i took it back home. wanted to wash it. but i guess it wouldnt work afterall. cos the car's supposed to move when i press the horn button. IN THE END, i just took photo and threw them away. cos it was rly toooo dusty. i hate itttttttttttttttttttttttttt. :((

the old home kept alot of my memories, whether good or bad, every part of the house from the silver gate which my and my bro used to climbed over, the garden which we kept rabbits and where the snakes lurk, the backyard me and my maid played, the toilet which is always filled with flies, the kitchen where i learnt how to fry an egg at the age of 11, the living room with the antique sofa, the dining room without tv, the maids room which always leaks water, the master bedroom, the room which me and my bro shared, the third floor room which my whole family squeezed in when i was young, to the toilet which my mum loved most,

they are all kept in my heart so fresh like ytd.

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Saturday, November 22, 2008 ( 11:22 AM )

alright, shall make a quick post.

YESTERDAY was presentation and i guess i did my best? but i forgot to mention sth about the shadow. :/ and i am so eager to know, who's the winner(group)! but apparently results will only be out on friday. just cos thierry didnt wanna say. -.- oh well...

after that met ass and we went to watch MOVE IT! :) we had lunch at astons again. and this time round, there WAS chicken. -.- cos the last time we went they ran out of chickens. they only had, NUGGETS! like wth. okay and we saw kathe and HER "honey bun". lol. okay i think the movie was quite funny but according to ass, it wasnt as nice as the first one. but i suppose it's still better than what kathe watched? 007.

we walked and shopped all the way from ps to taka. then we stopped at central to eat. omgzxz. their rice rolls are rly nice. if you are wondering what's that. it's ZHU CHANG FEN. which is CHEE CHEONG FAN. ytd had a great laugh when ass didnt know how to read zhu chang fen in chinese. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

well, cny is almost here. soon, it will be here. haha. i cant wait to perm and highlight my hair. i think i will choose a colour in between brown and dark grey. they call it cream beige or sth. i think its not too common neither is it too AA. haha.

alright shall show you my model. picture taken by aidie.

this is not the final model cos we made some changes on thursday itself. this was completed in 2 days, over the night by me alone. lol. not very clear but yeah. aidie felt that mine was the neatest. haha. thats just me.

and he compared my model's grass patch to this(inschool):

LOL!!!!!!

last but not least,

today is.... 11th month anniversary with ass!

HAPPY 11th MONTH

it's gonna be 12th rly soon.

i am rly thankful to have you by my side all these while.

i cant imagine life,

without you,

the only one who could ever tolerate all my nonsense.

for that,

i wanna whisper to you,

"you just make everything right",

so perfectly fine.

please forgive me

like you always have done.

i believe with changes,

we will never reach an end.

with lotsa love

assie's ass-sy.

and just another thing to share. we were dicussing on what to wear, i just thought i will wear the polka dot tube. perhaps with 3 quarters. then ass suggested the long skirt with purple shades.

"HUH, so weird ah, top flare then bottom oso flare?"

"i always see ppl wear, seems fine to me."

"but theirs is tight fitting tube i thought."

"oh okay, then up to you lo. you see what matches."

then this morning, just an hour ago, i bathed and tried on what he suggested. for a spilt second i was thinking, if i wore it high waist it might look ok. i ran to my mum and guess what.

"mommy, is this weird."

"no, it looks okay to me."

"serious? it thought it looks weird."

"no la... where not you wear a black * strap."

"HUH? for what. make it look like a COMPLETE dress?"

"OH YA!!!! it looks like a dress if you wear it like that actl. OMG, VERY NICE."

"ISIT?"

"dont believe you ask your boyfriend."

i was like, OMG!!! my boyfriend was the one who suggested this afterall. hahaha. damn funny. my mum laughed too. she was like, it looks really nice like that and how did he know. he saw ur wardrobe. actl i bought it with him. and my mum was so excited about the skirt cos she found it nice and wanna borrow for cny. -.- haha.

take a look at this:

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Friday, November 21, 2008 ( 12:30 AM )

YO! we are the pioneer fun-loving EXPERIENCE PRODUCT DESIGN (DXPD) designersss! i think we rock and the one in the middle is none other than carl liu. that guy i mentioned in my previous post.

alright i stayed overnight in school on tues night and gees, i couldnt believe i was rly working throughout the night without stopping. rly hardworking. and by dawn i was still ok. at 9am, i was staring blankly at the class & literally slping. like you know that kind of feeling when you know you're awake but you're sleeping. haha. okay nvm. 9am i KO-ed. then when i woked up, lecturer came over and looked at my model. i guess he was quite satisfied :) well alot happened on tues night tho. i guess lecturer had a rly bad time. but oh well. now he seems fine.

I FEEL A GREAT SENSE OF SATISFACTION, COS I GUESS I DID A PRETTY GOOD MODEL? :D

will show you guys the next time round. aidie compared my grass patch to the one in sch. super funny. well, i guess that was what everyone like about my model. hopefully tmr everything will turn out fine.

wed was damn happy cos bryan called at the last min and ask me out for lunch. awwww. he's like always dating me to lunches & stuff. hehe. i think whoever be his wife will be quite.. "lucky" cos he cooks. haha. anw i asked assie along and yeah, we went clementi to eat bak kut teh cos the break was short. but we talked quite alot. things better turn out fine for bryan too. he's a rather nice guy :)

then i had gems. i totally slept throughout, COS I WAS TOO TIRED!!!! GOD. oh well. too bad. and after that was performance. how niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i forgot my thighs. like TOTALLY. couldnt believe it myself. but ahhhhhhh, unlucky day. blah. DAMN SHAGGEDD.

had nice dinner and there i was, back home. :)

CIAOSSS. 11th soon <3

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Sunday, November 09, 2008 ( 8:27 PM )

nowadays i cant wait to go to laalaaland... but there's always sth holding me up.

wed to fri was pure carl liu's workshop. if you yahoo carl liu, you will know who he is. the super pro sketcher/ designer. his sketches are like rly WOAH, unattainable. unless one rly take his advice and practise sketching everyday, otherwise it's rly beyond reach. his workshop was very inspiring, BUT i didnt go on fri cos thurs had cheer training till late and i was too tired to do HOMEWORK. :X we were supposed to draw the time machine we thought of on wed. mine was a swing. haha. i tot it was pretty cool. felt quite bad about not gg to sch but well, i kinda utilised my friday i guess. :) i did my rhino for the remote control. and yeah n.y.d.c ed with ass that evening. sweet.

and i guess i had enough rest! :D

great week ahead?

i wanna watch "MOVE IT!" :)

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