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WAAA, besties yall mo qi shi zu uh. tag oso all tag same time and same thing. zzz. haha. i was kinda thrown back.


anw, teg replies still.

huiqi thanks so much for being happy for me too. haha. sorry last night i think you called me right. i was so tired that i went to bed after i switched off my com. sorry alright. we can always talk anytime :) <3 ya.


omg xiao xiang thanks for feeling VERY happy for me uh. haha. i'll see you on 26th? :) <3 ya.


celestine, why are you no longer mushroom head? lol. thanks for rmbing me as the one who can do many many pull ups uh. hahaha. make me sound like some muscle girl. so are you running faster than me now? can we like play catching again... LOL. <3 seee you on 26th okok!


hello friend. haha. thanks and MERRY CHRISTMAS! may your wish come true! ;)


ADELENE!! haha. fainted. so cute la you. eh yess that person la. who else. haha :) <3!



nicholas nah, thanks so much for over-reacting la! hahaha. idiots. but thanks :) find the girl of your dreams too okay. dont stick to eevann too much. ltr gay. :X lol...



and to my dearest boyfriend who called me ass using the anonymous identity, ... you're an ass too. lol.



okay, its like suddenly all the stalkers of my blog are appearing. hahaha. my dearest besties. thanks so much for all these. today's gonna be a good day. besties im wishing every single one of you MERRY CHIRSTMAS IN ADVENCE ok.. :) <333




another oh-so-happy day :)





first things first, just wanna let my besties know, im attached. *blushes* hahaha. okay, im not blushing, yall know. hmmm, this isnt a very good way to break good news to yall but this is the fastest way. hahah. aww man, but no worries, i love yall all the same :) <3




okay i'll start off with ytd. went vivo with bf. we shopped, we ate hagen das ( ZOMG,heavenly la! its not as hip as bens&jerry, but its very nice :) ), we watched alvin and the chipmunks (the UBERUBER cute movie ;p ), we ate at food republic (the usual hokkien mee and bah kut teh. SIONG).






and of course ytd's the day when bf asked if i could be his gf.












boyfriend, i love you. <3`








this time the feeling's so right. the feeling comes so naturally that it feels like as if we've known each other for ages and it becomes a kind of habit to love each other without us having to even say ily.








past hook-ups' feelings were so passionate yet so vague. now that i got you, rest assure i will treasure you like how i take care of my baby ass. HAHA. ;p














alright, as for today, i woke damn early just to go chc with raymond. raymond has been a great accompany, entertaining me like mad. he's the superstar for today. LOL.








then afterwhich i met bf for late lunch at jp. and he sent me to novena, my new hse. thank you, bf.











YO PEEPS, my new hse's like almost ready. i think i can imagine xx looking at this post and getting excited all over!!! LOL. gosh. we waited for like 1,2,3,4.... freaking long yrs. zzz. 31st bbq, besties all invited okayyyyyy. :) will tell yall more on 26th.











alright, tmr's xmas eve. haha. to me xmas doesnt seem to be rly rly that special. but anw, yeah, gg out with bf.








and before i go off, i just wanna say sorry to someone. hope we still can be friends, really.












you shall post one, while i post the other. :)



today seriously suck a hell lot. as in when we had to undergo this DUMB interview in order to be a helper at the School of Design camp which later we realised we need not even go through interview to become a helper. like WTH. F. interviews were for those who want to be in the organising committee. like who cares man. not as if i give a damn.


our aim was HELPER. to go there help and have fun. but end up our kind intentions were like not appreciated. we underwent the meet-with-so-many-obstacles interview. which sort of played up all the hostility is us. we were certainly giving them this -.-?! attitude. the seniors were so serious. and at least maybe if they were nicer, we could have gone through it smoothly. but a few of them were so sarcastic. and shooting you as and when they can. like excuse me... !@#$%^&*()


okay, NVM. i forgive them. cos some kind of misunderstanding happened. but still, they were way too mean. forcing us to decide on the "if we were to be in the committee, what post would we want." question, when we alr clarify that we only wanted to be helpers. then later on made our lives difficult by saying "you know food i/c is not as easy as what you think it is. it requires great responsibility... etc. PISSED. seriously PISSED. GRRRRR.



they totally spoilt my day. F. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.





my good parts of the day will be blogged by this ass.


but anw to add on, i went eunice's family's chalet. her relatives were like rly friendly. they talked to us like we're their friends la. aww. so nice pls. :))


alright, tmr's cheer, and, im gg alone. :(




hahaha . . today's a fun but tiring day . woke up.. NOBODY'S home !! mum went to check out our new place, leaving me alone at this quiet place . got up like 10plus . but my eyes are just too tired, so i went back to bed? hehehe <(^@@^)> met ass after his match at causeway point for lunch . omggg !! i was still at home when he's there -_- haha but i know he wont mind . ASS !!!!!

went to pizza hut for lunch . cant imagine we had lunch for 1hr30min @_@ shihui's such a pigggggg . yea, i agree she is =DD ate pizza, baked rice, wings and ice cream ^^ that's like so much right ?!! haha headed to sac for interview aft tt . i was like OMGGG ....... they said for SD camp helper, dont have to come for interview . i was like.. such a waste of time .... haha went to pasir rise aft tt for bbq .. as usual, i ate alot . wings, etc.. haha im like growing so fat . (but you're not =] ) hmmmm went home aft tt . omgg again !! saw ass's senior on the train -.- i was like, of so many cabins, why this? lols he's so gna be dead when they see him on friday ahha

alright, that's all for now? lazy . hehe .... to-be, you're missed? haha





okay, tmr im gg to do my psycho ppt and er, watch dou niu. lol.



today trng at 1pm. but as usual, started very late. zz. okay, then there was lib. only tried twice. and er, the basket toss thingy. ZOMG... wen qing's tower rly made me go mad. like yeah, MAD. super scary. the first time they toss i was screaming like hell, and thinking, okay im gonna land somewhere on the ground.. but i didnt luh. :) okok, scary. but v fun. lol... -.-



then, zomg. i made someone wait for me for an hr plus. zzz. lorrylorry. ;p but omg la.. so cute. lol... ate vegetarian and the oh-so-tomyam kangkong. den watched golden compass. its like golden compass 1. -.-



okok, everything short today. rather worn out by trng. suffering from some kind of shock. lol. night peeps.




forgive me if i've done sth wrong pls. thats my best xmas wish for this yr. thanks a hundred thousand-




another nice song.. :D

这时候最能让我想起你
多希望你在这里你
总是愿意把你的手
心借给我握紧该往哪里
我总是依赖着你
你是我的方向感
我可以确定
你会带着我朝对的方向前进

i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
你能让烦恼变得渺小
我遇见一个最懂我的人
我会提醒自己把这份爱收好
i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道
我不是一个人在这世界停靠
因为我拥有你在我心里

i'm thinking of you
有你真好
thinking of you
因为有你我看见世界的美丽
i'm thinking of you
我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道(我就知道)
我早已经没有任何缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里



even im afraid, are you. just anyone-




WOOTS. another rainy day. cool uh.


okay, raymond said i stalked his blog w/o leaving comments. hahaha. but oh well, he should know i always visit his blog. and if i got anything impt to say, it'll be over msn.


HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEE, AT LAST. gees. cant believe it. this term is sooo long. it feels so different this year. all my life i've been having hols in nov and dec. now its like, omg, xmas coming, soon 2007 will end and a new yr arrive. all within 2 short wks.


and im rather confused this hols. cos its far to short for me to plan and do anything. i wanna like meet up with sotong ball gang, rcc, mahana, elijah, ppl like ivan whom i promised we'll go out the nxt hols, and yes COUSINS. awww man. seriously regret not planning. now im wasting a day away.


i got assignments over the hols. man, its gonna be a very-packed-with-assignment wk. im like looking forward to the hols in feb instead. sigh. i kinda hate the fact my ij frens are all in jc and im like in poly. cos the sch term seriously crash a hell lot. like in feb they are having common tests i think? bleughhhh. suckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.


okay. what i have here, is roughly what i have in my schedule so far.


sun (16) - AVAILABLE.

mon (17) - cheer 1-4pm. after that, avaliable.
tues (18) - AVAILABLE.
wed (19) - eunice's bbq at pasir ris, gg cycling etc.
thurs (20) - cheer. 1-4pm. after that, avaliable.
fri (21) - AVAILABLE.
sat (22) - AVAILABLE.
sun (23) - AVAILABLE.

mon (24) - woo lala! CHRISTMAS EVE. unavailable.
tues (25) - someone's bday and it's XMAS! :D AVAILABLE.
wed (26) - boxing day. may need to go back to sch for consultation. unsure if im free.
thurs (27) - may need to go consultation as well. cheer 1-4pm. but will try to make time if anyone wants, after cheer.
fri (28) - may need to go back to sch for consultation. will try to make time if anyone wants.
sat (29) - AVAILABLE.
sun (30) - AVAILABLE.

mon (31) - NEW YEAR's EVE. hse warming bbq. im so afraid i can only invite a few. :((
tues (1) - NEW YEAR! :D AVAILABLE.


URM, basically as you can see im like almost free everyday. so book me while it lasts! LOL. i'll start calling ppl now. tata!



imya.




the song, 最近还好吗 in 鬥牛要不要 is like.. really nice :D waiting for episode 5 this wkend... ahh.. :) eh, i still prefer zi cong can.. zzz.


gosh, one wk passes so quickly, just like that. haha. okay monday freaking fell from full ex. like hmmm.. okay, im quite used to falls alr. as long as i dont get disfigure, i count myself lucky. but the pain and aching suck a hell lot. wed got like essay submission. i freaking intend to do last min work. like chiong on mon night. who knows, even after several nags i still fall and injure myself. so pain till i cant do any work. so i decided to go to the doc to check my injuries as well as take mc. hais. i dunno how much more my body can take. i think i will soon be half paralysed. LOL. maybe someone will want to tc of me forever. hahaha.


anw thanks to all my friends, classmates who showed concern. really appreciate it. but urm, i think my bad attitude pissed ivan off. cos i attitude-d him when he actl meant well. and nowadays he's kinda cold to me. zzzzzz. sorry X 100. :( i got a rly serious attitude problem over here.


tues i went doc. then after lunch i ate the painkillers. ltr i found out im allergic to the painkillers?! i got rashes man. okay, kinda ridiculous can. zzz. cos im nv allergic to anything. so troublesome. end up i called the clinic and the nurse asked me to go down NOW cos i may die from it anytime. i laughed over the phone and she scolded me, saying "AYE, no joke okay, it can kill." LOL. okay im still alive and kicking. no worries.


hmmmmm. basically tues and wed i tried to chiong the heidegger's essay. crap man. such cheem stuff. i read till i almost drop dead. zzz. i only finished it on like thurs afternoon in sch. man, im being sucha kuai kia pls. hahaha. i went sch when i could have stayed home on thurs. im more or less fine alr. :)


thurs went cheer cos didnt wanna ps rebec. and, mind you. i didnt do stunts okay............. hahaha. i think my back would have break if i did so. haa.


today zomg, i finally found the retarded lipgloss. damn. its like finding a needle in the sea. hahaha. nice lipgloss i bought and i wonder how random can i get. haha. cos i dont rly use it. i jus like the colour. -.- haha. i dont rly like to do make-ups.


today had this rc meeting. i seriously dunno a lot of ppl there. a few whom i dont even think i have seen them b4. okay, how retarded to get a post in the committee when im like not even THAT committed to it. but nvm. i will do my best. hopefully i can contribute something too. my post is like special event project blahblah. okay i dunno what it is called exactly. but, im just supposed to organise camps and activities. from past yrs experiences in sec sch, what i learnt was that it is tough to organise camps. cos gotta make sure everything goes smoothly and stuff. hmmm and we got quite a biggg problem here. that is, there isnt even a lot of rc members. i think nxt yr it'll be quite hard for us to get a good number of members too. but oh well. just pray good members come to us.



life's been rather good. afterall it's not just bad things that happened on me. at least there's this cute someone who never fails to scold me ass everyday. HAHAHA. someone's so missed tonight..




ooooh. its a rainy day. but it seems so peaceful. :)


alright, i guess i will talk about friday. friday was much of a fun. with lots of eating, and shopping. hahaha. morning lesson at 8am. after lesson was our seminar. DANCE OF SIVA. its a freaking hard topic. i think we did soso. so CHEERS :D

then we headed to cityhall. man, it was still so early. only like 10plus or 11. the queue for donuts at raffles city shopping centre wasnt long. so we queued. yeah. withdrew money and we went to citylink to eat thainexpress. OMG. haha. i still prefer the one i ate the previous time. crayfish glass noodle. this time i ate curry. wasnt that good. yeah.

dajie's sis's fren can get discount at espirit. so we went there to look at the tees. they're quite nice. i intend to get 2. think it'll be very cheap. hahaha. espirit stuff are like so expensive. i like the clothes but i cant bear to part with my money. haha.

it was still very early then. so we went to esplanade library. gosh, i would vote it as the best place to study and ..... SLEEP. lol. yeah i was slping there. not supposed to slp actl. but who cares. librarian see alr oso just close one eye. haha.

it kinda drizzle on our way to the exhibition (spore design festival). it was at the court building opposite padang. we took photos. i'll upload it sometime soon. hmmmm, the exhibition was like 3 lvls. but only the 4th lvl and the korean one relates to us more. i was rather surprised to see rp at the architecture portion. hmm. i havent seen their sch b4.heard its like all air-conditioned.

the exhibition has nice stuff though. quite fun. got one room, with punching bags made of paper. omg. damn cool. the only bad thing is i kena attack by ting jie ah pek and johnny bravo. running around the room like some siao pok. ZZZZ. WHATEVER LOR. always team to bully me. -.-

okie, hmmm then after that came the BIGGG RAINSTORM. hahaha. rain like mad. i was like, omg dont make me run in rain and FALL down again. zzz. hahaha. dajie and accompany always laugh at me over this kind of toot stuff i do. haha. da jie met her friend. wen zhen too. so i went to eat with eunice and shopped with her. we ate at the food court at marina sq. then we shopped at marina sq, suntec city, citylink mall. hahah. omg, i ate azabu sabo's ice cream. strawberry and blueberry. nicenice :) (see im eating so much these days :( )


sat was double pizza day. HURHUR. i tot i could get a break from all the unhealthy food. end up sat im still eating junk food. :( and its lunch and dinner oso. hopefully today i get sth nicer :))


TODAY, SUNDAY. SUN-DAY! :D AI SI NI LE! MUAH.




I am very unhappy. :(

or perhaps it should be >:< with myself.


sigh..



i saw 3 balck bats above me.. even worse luck befalling me?




i want to be happy. and just this, nothing else.




OMG, seriously you guys cant believe it.


just in less than 24 hrs, i fell TWICE. last night on my left knee. i was abt to walk to the taxi stand when i totally missed a step and fell onto the 'STONE' ground. it left 2 lil holes on my tights. the impact was rly great huh. lucky i wasnt wearing shorts. knee could have bled till siao! today afternoon on my left knee. it was raining and there was sports day. YES, SPORTS DAY. dont HUH, REALLY. its REAL. damn, none of us had umbrellas. even before we were at the stadium it was raining. but yeah, being the kuai kias of DXDIP, my clique went. like rly dumb. anw, SD was rly quite low in spirit. SMA WAS RLY GOOD. when they do the clapping, sub-consciously SD ppl will follow them. like ERRR?! haha. funny. just as we were getting high, peiyu, eunice, wen zhen and our class peeps were all screaming and cheering, they told us sports day was postphoned. LIKE ?!!!! they got G-O-H then a few rounds of running then sudd they postphoned. THANKS AH. -.-


anw..... so we all CHIONGGG back to the shelter at fc 5. OMG, i couldnt run fast so i was behind my clique. i was lugging the lappy along pls. DAMN. up the slope i slip off my slippers and PLOP, there i went. ON THE HARD GROUND. yes, i fell AGAIN. DAMNNNNNN. left knee now. seriously VERY SUAY NOWADAYS. GRRRRRRRRRRR. i cant help but to complain.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


now my lappy got this ann kok at the edge. anw i wanna thank rui hon for carrying my laptop back to safety after i fell. and john for running with me back to fc 5 plus all the stepping on puddles and splashing water all over me. THANKS a lot ah. lol.



alright, to summarise what i did this week. monday i went NTU to see wilber. hmmm, those 4 songs are niceeee! :D


randomness: POK POK CAR ! ` *does the action* (hahaha, only my clique knows)


the guy in the cute white car was really CUTE. omggg. hahaha.


tues. after lesson went to kovan with da jie and eunice to see nike warehse sale. and then to dohby monstercue to find eevann and nicholas. thereafter stacey came. OMG LA! EEVANN VS NICHOLAS. 0-10 !!! eevann jiayou okay! must win next time. break record. 100-0 !!!!! LOL. we ate at bk and yeah daytona. as usual, being the slow and steady driver. i came in 4th. -.- lame. benedisct joined us and yeah we went to watch beowulf. retarded-est show ever. prolly one of the most horrible movie i have ever watched. ZZZZZZZZZ. storyline sucks big time. oh well, whatever. we watched the 2130 show and it ended at 2330? so late pls.


wed. met ade at town after the oh-so-rainy sports day. blah. we ate like char kway teow and hokkien mee and roti prata at food republic. YUMMMMM. food makes me happy :) anw we walked arnd and shops closing alr so we went home. today didnt rly get to talk much. we'll go out agn yeah!!!! :)


tmr lesson at 1. WOOLALA. hahaha. another waste time day.



alright, i gtg. SUAYNESS IS HOW YOU DESCRIBE ME THESE DAYS. i hope some good luck will fall upon me. PLEASEEEEEEEEEE. PRETTY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :)


tata! dont laugh at me kay! for falling down. hahaha.




omg i like 鬥牛·要不要. very nice. cant wait for episode 4! ahhhh....




eeee im so lazy nowadays that i dont even bother to blog my daily happenings alr. haha.


okay nvm maybe i start from..... okay im still lazy. nvm. lets talk abt nxt wk. :)


monday rebec and raymond are so gonna kill me for not going for trng and going for wilber pan's lil concert at ntu. omg... haha. but if my leg and back werent injured i would go for trng rly. :))


tues and wed. either meeting mahana or ade i guess.


thurs. gotta go for trng.


fri. i guess im free? eh i hope i can leave this day for my cousin. SHOPPING. :)


sat..... HMMM. :)


sunday. family day okay... omg, this time im rly moving soon. gotta pack all my stuff alr. i think i got like 923676235 items. zzzzzzzz. :(



haha. raymond's still slping i guess. but yeah. this is for him. `i read your locked post that was posted ytd morning. im so glad you hit on what exactly was in my mind. i wanted to talk to you abt THAT matter cos i feel i shldnt jus avoid the topic by not talking you abt it. yep. :)


alrighty. im so free this wk. hmmm gotta start my history theory ideas alr. submission nxt nxt wed. ciaos ~

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