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today, i finally see the light. :) i so love today. <3!`


firstly, thanks a lot to those donuts i bought on fri. they broke the silence between me and my mum. donuts work wonders. :) things aint that bad afterall.


secondly, thanks to hui qi and xiao xiang who organised the SOTONG BALL GANG's gathering! sry lately have been quite worn out thus resulting in the resurfacing of absolute blurness. :X but tts no excuse. i was quite bo chap. but anw, upon knowing its e sotong ball gang gathering, i was kinda surprised. cos i nv nv nv nv tot of meeting up, rly. i dont mind shona joining us. even tho she lied to me b4 but thats e past. she was my sec 1 first and bestest friend. :))) in fact i would love to have her. things were fine alr when we reached sec 3 if i didnt rmb wrongly. but joy, we havent been talking for ages. for yrss to be precise. i replied "errrrrrrr.." when xx asked me if im okay with joy joining us oso. it would be so weird. and i wont know wad to say to her. cos she did so many things tt were rly horrid. BUT, today i tot through and perhaps it isnt a bad idea to have her anw. mayb tt time we were all too young and we said those hurtful stuff in a moment of folly. now its time to forgive and forget. to bury the hatchet. to put it behind us. to move on. so that we would not regret.


i guess it isnt too late. i almost forgot that, the most impt thing in my life is to treasure the ppl arnd me. to treat them nicely and with much sincerity. cos you nv know wad will happen. the other day, fri, i was at michael's hse and ming sheng and all were talking abt some superband sol 5 member who was found dead in a car. he prob died frm beathing in those toxin gases. but you come to realise, how fragile life is. and jus a few days b4, im sure everyone heard of this rjc trilathon guy who collapsed after completing the race. my mum oso told me abt unfortunate fresh graduates who met with accidents and passed away. life's unpredictable. who knows, maybe i cant live till tmr morning cos of sudd heart attack. or perhaps some burglar break into my hse and kill my whole family including me. you nv know. my pt is, do cherish ppl arnd you. live no regrets.


lastly, i wanna thank ade and cel for accompanying me to my bro's sch, yishun town sec's fiesta today and walking rounds with me at taka's art fren. :) rly appreciate yall a lot a lot. :) talking to yall abt joy, and also other ppl made me think through a lot. most imptly, i come to realise friends are the ones i need most. after all these yrs, i think singlehood suits me best. i aint gg to believe in girls confessing to their eye candy anymore. he wont necessary turn out to be what you think he is. and if i can talk like how i am to my bestest fren on earth, i know he's e one. my mr right.


love me not.


wheee! oso thanks to sandy and wen zhen for their truthfulness. their honest opinions.


shi has recovered a whole lot. :)

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