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SAY YOU LOVE ME!

Before it reaches 12 tonight, i just wanna wish someone happy birthday.








OKAY, nownow, where shld i start. ytd, tues was urm.. OH YES. damn. supposed to meet wilson to go sch tgt. but in e end guess wad. i only wake at like 7.45 after wilson called me. gosh. i wasnt even in e right mind. i said "oh shit i overslept. YOU GO FIRST." im like, i mus be mad. speaking e obvious. he obviously have gone to sch first right. knocks my own head. anw i took cab down. when i got on e cab i told e uncle i only got 15 and i asked if it was enough. uncle damn nice. say shld be enough but more oso nvm! haha. but damn, at e speed he was gg, i could nv reach sch within 30mins. he was gg at 60km/hr and there were jams?!!!!! we took near to 45 mins to reach. and its e same as taking train! WTH. e cab fare was 19 ++ and i dug my whole wallet only got 17. uncle let me off rly. thankful but still!!!!!!! i was marked absent?! GRRRRRR. waste my 17 bucks!!! SHIT MAN. and wahhhlauuu. i was tying my hair and sudd my winnieeee e pooh rubber band went missing. i searched high and low? it was somewhere stuck below e seat. like................. shit man. haiyo. my rubber band~~ sobs. hate tues.


and you promised you would be my friend. but you broke it. i can never look into your eyes the way i used to. i lost the courage to.. ever since we passed each other w/o a word.


okay, and tues i did a drawing too. which was based on feelings at that moment. hatred was all i felt. but on e paper i wrote troubles, cuts. yeah.


today! OMG, im late agn?! wth man. this gotta stop. if not i'll be bar frm sch. im only 15 mins late. 5 mins after 10 mins leeway. haissssss. sorry wilson! caused you to be late oso. anw thank you so much for those chocs :))


today i was sooo lazy. thierry suan me. we were supposed to do 10 sketchings of different objects. one of which i did was a lil notebook. i cheated. there were 8 rings but i only drew 5. TOO LAZY! haha. den thierry came over. he talk abt my sketching being inproportionate and den, he commented on e rings. wah, you're not designing the product you know. why 8 rings become 5?" LOL. wadeva man. cant be bothered. rly lazy.


den i presented my mini me. shucks. lousy. and den lesson end and we discussed project. OC! GOSH. stressss. eh, den went to exercise with dennis! lol. tsktsk. dennis was super funny. "aye shihui, why you like so siansian one? i feel very disappointed as your coach leh" LOL! i was tired? and im lazy. haha. lucky i didnt run today. all i did was some stupid jump. and errrr skipping? yeah. e skipping rope is rly.... cmi. zz. so flimsy. like i jumpjump den trip. -.-" but somehow miracle lah. after awhile i started jumping nonstop. and i did for 10 mins. thanks to dennis. rly felt like some mad poke. LOL. tsk... wahlau, to think there're actl ahem. not bad looking guys at e stadium. :X oh and i saw a chio bu too kay! HAHA.


wahsiao. dennis didnt allow me to eat icecream. he say mus control diet. like...... no leeway. :( den i drank milk instead. walked to auditiorium. i was jus saying i miss shun ding's crap ytd and today i see him. LOL. wanted to look for dearest jiamin. see how she looked like in my blouse. haha. amazingly she could fit. :) but didnt get to meet her in e end. and sians. nobody frm my class wanted to go for agm?! zzz. so i rather go home than to go alone.


WAHA, i caught ming yang with THREE other girls at sun plaza moss?! LOL. i went up and knock on e glass and waved. LOL. those 3 are not even frm hci. den i told michael abt it. ok, so good show coming up. lol. guys.. tsk.


OKAY. tmr's e biggg bigg day! OC presentation. WOOHOO. and shit i haven start to memorise e script. i better not screw it up tmr. JIAYOUJIAYOU!


ppl out there who're taking last paper, hang in there! its gonna be over soon. :)




ok time now is 1am. i jus reached home an hr ago. and 10mins ago i jus quarrelled with my mum. like AGAIN. she went to switch off e connection when i needed to do hw. man, this can jus go on. so sick. and im still super pissed and irritated with my parents. shall dao them for a long long time. i can feel my own life being shortened a few yrs when i argue with my parents. not cos i feel guilty for being disrespectful and stuff. but e kind of energy you're using to stand there, to shout and to stare is rly killing one.


anw, today's lessons were rather fun :)) haha. yep. a drawing lesson which doesnt require brains at all. tmr is colouring. feels like we're back to kindergarden! but i think its gonna be fun too. :)


lessons ended at 5 plus and we went for modern dance. the instructor is soooo funny :) seniors are quite.. scary. and er yr 1s are noobies. haha. i mean myself. im woohoo. so inflexible. zzz. i wonder when are we actl gg to like stop gg for trng. ahhaha. cos i think soon everyone will get sian.


went to clementi to makan. im craving for milk bubble tea nowww! ahhh! haha. :) milk tea is nice kay. didnt get to drink jus now. e ice milo was farrrrr, wayyyy too sweeet. eeeks. e sweetest milo i ever drank in my whole life. zzzz. anw, when we actl dragged till quite late. i took e last train? yeah, tts how late we are. haha. kinda shocked. it rained heavily when i reached yishun and i was sooo desperate to look for a 7-11 to get sth. heh.


oooh, it was a short but heavy rain. by e time when i was walking home, e rain stopped. my feet were all soaked. at tt moment i tot e rain came at e right time. sooo nice lah! if only it was raining and i was in shirt and shorts, i would chiong into e rain and feeeeeeeel e rain. soo nice.


now i found another way to chase away emo-ness, for me tt is:
1. my all time fav, watch a korean show and i will jus cry like mad. SHIOK PLS. :D
2. play in e rain!!! and cry. HAHA.


SO EMO!


ok, gotta get down to work alr. thanks for all your concern, my friendss!! <33333! i'll be fine. :) take care and agn, all e best for exams.




my eyes are swollen frm tears jus now. i wonder what the heck was wrong with my parents or perhaps it was jus me. i jus wanted to go to fren's hse to do hw. but my mum didnt allow me to. upon knowing those were ppl frm jc, mum got even more flared up. she made her pt tt there would be no dicussion gg on and i shouldnt even be there. like she says im dumb. but does she rly know wads best for me? i jus wanna get out of this hse. not tt i dont like this home. but i wanna get some company. and furthermore, michael's hse was super near! tho i admit i actl wanted to join mark, eevann, and nicholas for pool at dohby ghaut b4 gg to do hw. and tt i didnt tell my mum tt. i was in e wrong. i was telling half lie. but tt doesnt mean she has the right to stop me frm gg out. she actl threatened to not acknowledge me if i step out of e hse. she tot i didnt dare. e thing is i opened the door and she stopped me. i stood there and tried to argue and fight for my right. ok sound so drama. but yeah. i refused to give in. you can say im stubborn. but im not in e wrong. am i wrong to go to fren's hse to do work if i know i can concentrate better there? den i walked towards e back door. mum was like "i told you you cant go out you still wanna go out!" she screamed at me. i was like so what if i leave the hse. den i attempted tt several times, but each time she screamed, im so obedient to jus come back. WTH. den mark, bryan were calling me. so i replied them. mum saw this as sth she could threatened me with. agn she say, "ok, you wanna go out isit. go out den i cut ur line on mon." after a few secs, i pondered abt it. i said ok, i go out, you cut. i seriously didnt care. im alr so sad. like rly down. and she try to use all sorts of method to make me stay home. i dont like her stupid temper. and i jus didnt wanna give in. mayb i'll be even happier if she cut my line. my asshole dad initially was ok with me gg out. but somehow after listening to my mum scold me, he joined in. and after i said go ahead and cut my line. he added tt it's not abt e line, not abt any condition, he said no, means no. i cant go out. he actl demanded for me to go upstairs, if not he cane me or sth. WTH. i hate him. jus now went grandma's hse i was sitting so far away frm them. i havent spoken to them a single bit. not even a word. and this shall continue. cos i so hate them. i wont do anything to hurt myself. all i would do, is to ignore them. like be cold to them. they only cared about their own face, wanting me to listen to them when they dont deserve those respect frm me by using all sorts of stupid ways to stop me frm gg out. they're being unreasonable. so i shant give a damn abt them.


sch's reopening and im sad! over all kinds of stupid stuff. stressed at e same time. mini me is kinda... hopeless? ahhh..... idk. shit man. i think im only looking forward to fri. think i'll be gg to michael's hse?


oh yeah, one more thing. i feel super guilty over not studying with atikah. :( actl e thing is i wanted to go to michael's hse today. but i woke up late. so i tot mayb i'll stay home. but mark asked if i wanna play pool and he was using his famous pls-ing method to make ppl go. so i intended to go pool den go do hw. den bryan msged me and say wah, you pangseh atikah, and you're gg to play pool! den when i tried to explain, he called them excuses. sigh, wadeva it is lah. i feel damn bastard.


my conclusion is sadness is devastating. it turns ur life upside DOWN.


lets hope for a better tmr. tata! ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING MIDS IN E COMING WK! JIAYOU! :)




eevann is like asking am i very busy these few days. cos he hardly sees me online. i guess i'll jus blog and you guys will know wad i've been busy with recently.


wed.
i went out with my mum. OMG. i finally bought THAT DRESS frm pull and bear!!! HAPPINESS! :DD im so glad i dragged till that day cos it was selling at discounted price! 24.90!! its like a 10 bucks diff frm e original price. <333!! got a skirt frm there too. and a few tops frm other shops. but quite sad cos didnt have enough time to have a proper dinner with my mum. i had to rush down to victoria concert hall for ACJC band concert.


yepyep. i was so dumb pls. i actl took train to dohby ghaut and change to marina bay. instead of alighting at outram and taking e green line. madness. anw, so happy to see xx and huiqi! :)) we kinda chiong for the concert. huiqi and i were like running in heels. LOL.


anw the concert was urm, haha. kinda funny. yep. music wise, jus needa imagine a gold with honour band. i guess tts e only band concert i'll attend. haha. i rmb last time my bro was dozing off at the northland sec band concert. damn funny.


thurs.
i woke up late. and i was supposed to look for dxdip ppl at sentosa. who knows in e end i arrived at sentosa b4 them. -.-" anw, on that day there were ivan, venessa, dennis, aidie, cherlyn, zi min, desiree, ayu, and myself? LOL. so few larrr. but i think we spent almost a day at the beach. I SAW MARK NGO. lol. so coincidental. its like siloso beach is so big but yet we actl bumped into each other.


actl intended to go to some pri sch 6A gathering at causeway pt's seoul garden. supposed to meet at 545 but at 445 i was still at sentosa playing pls. so i jus msged michael to tell him since rebec isnt gg for dinner, so i shant go too. and that he inform me on wad they're doing after dinner. maybe i can join them. michael tot tt i wont go. but in e end, at arnd 1030 i headed to his hse. they were all at his hse. it was a long night. i got so lazy and i didnt go home.


that night, at arnd 2 plus or 3 we walked to yishun. cos shu min needed to bathe and get her notes to study. all of them wanted to study at michael's hse. so yeah. the tv was on the whole night. some studying, some slping, some watching movies. LOL. i was watching... den i fell aslp. OMG, i think im getting this bad habit frm eevann. i can actl slp w/o bathing!!!! EW. i tot i was gg home so i didnt bring shampoo and soap to sentosa to bathe. who knows in e end....... i didnt get a proper shower all e way till fri!! EW.


fri.
so we went for roti prata at this coffee shop near michael's hse. at arnd 10 we headed home. good thing my hse was jus down the road? haha. soo near. anw, i wanted to like slp after lunch. but i end up gg to sun plaza to meet my grandma, lil cousin and cousin. zz. cos i didnt wanna like disppoint grandma. i jus wanna be there. since she was kinda waiting for me b4 she eat lunch. my mum alr cooked so yeah. i jus went there to pei them. i miss those times when the 5 of us, cousinss would go to grandma's hse and do hw, play, and stay over. sigh. i guess tts jus childhood memories. we could no longer live it anymore. anw, its a joy to see marcus. haha. he's like soo cute. so shy. when he eat chicken rice, he drops all the rice on his pants and shirt. haha.


i reached home, i showered AGN! zz. haha. i felt dirty. by then it was alr 3 plus. i went to slp and yeah wake to eat dinner. den was watching tv. i was actl talking to enshao online and he said sth rly like no link. lets like each other. LIKE... LOL.


and i did sth rly stupid, that is i msged the wrong wilson!!!!!!!! OMGGG. i was in sucha devastated state that i didnt realise who i was msging. TOTALLY CRAZY. AHHH. but ohwell, lucky both were nice ppl. :)


sat.
that is today. i went to michael's hse agn. i was informed last night tt e sentosa outing was cancelled! :( how sad. but actl i dont intend to go alr. cos im so tired frm all the outings and stuff. i wasnt in a good mood. and i got tons of hw to do. su wi, angeline, shu min, yong yuan and chaitanya went to michael's hse to study. they asked if i wanted to join them. i tot of the big load of stuff i have to do on e mini me. den i tot mayb i shld jus join them. its fun to be with them tho. :))) rly love their company tho i aint rly close to them. at least i did some planning today. not tt bad. haha. and i get to eat delicious beehoon. and omg, michael's maid is rly funny. she's like the reason for most of our laughter today. YEP.


they're studying agn tmr. mayb i'll join them. shall start on e ppt slides on mini me.


i guess its e end. im kinda happy but sad at e same time. somehow it turns out that one isnt how you imagined to be. i realised i dont rly know one that well afterall. and it freaks me out. now i wont dare to say bravely that, yes i would confess. and now if ms ong asked me e same qn, my ans would be i prefer to be loved. and omg, pls dont be like xx. SUPER RANDOM! she jus goes like are you attached? -.-" the ans is NO. i was NEVER. NEVER OKAY. i shld listen to eevann. haha. wait till i go uni. or mayb i jus be an old hag. who cares. i can seriously give up on all these. i think emo period is over. ok not so soon but somehow it will pass. life's more than just that. life has got more things to look forward to. alright, i think im far more optimistic than wad i tot i was. and tts good :)


elijah said sth nice abt me on his blog. so yeah. i shall be nice too. elijah's friendly and a very friend friend. meaning loyal friend. :) and he shld go out more. but since tests are nearing, YOU STAY HOME AND STUDY. lol.




OKAY. ytd. had to wash toilets in e morning. and so, only managed to join mahana in e afternoon. wadthe lah!!! zzzz. its like by the time i reach they alr finished bathing and stuff?! !@#$%^&* they shld have told me earlier right!!! den i can jus wait for them at vivo or sth. den when i arrived, i was greeted with sand frm dearest kenyon. HOW NICE. WAHLAUU. and den nana oso did the same. and i ended up with a cut on my feet. HOW SHIOK.





EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
"i go to church, i am a christian, when i die sure go heaven"
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
no!
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
its not true
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
just like when u go macdonald, u r not a hamburger
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
u get it
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
=.=
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
christian
shihui. isblank. says:
stupid
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
is about believing
shihui. isblank. says:
if i go macs jus mean i like mac lah toot
EEVANN!-- 4S1 outing.. POOL !! says:
just believeing
shihui. isblank. says:
wad hamburger


wad a cute example eevann use. -.-" anyone get it?









WAD A RAINY DAY. :( jus woke up and mum actl said im not allowed to go out! HUMPF! e thing is everytime after an hr or so, she'll like ask, "so are you gg?" like errrrrr. haha. thus i didnt bother to argue with her. i jus walked away. ltr im jus gonna makan, change and yeah, get out of da hse. heh. lets jus cross our fingers that i'll be out safely! :)


would you wait to see someone once in 10 yrs? e process of waiting seriously suck like hell. its kinda slow death i guess. some ppl wait till e day they die but they still dont get wad they want. its e most torturous thing ever. i rmb writing a chi compo in sec sch. DENG DAI. gosh. anw, i experienced many of these b4. and im impatient. i hate them. its a wastage of time. even if u appear to be not waiting, like you're doing some stuff.. you're jus doing them for the sake for passing time. e tot of it nv leave your mind. NEVER. sucksucksucksuckSUCK!!!


ok frm these, you can somehow tell im in a rather bad mood? GRR. i hate this. i hate to be unhappy. anw, hope things will be fine ltr. see you again at night!




eevann is damn cute larr! LOL. he jus went like "I LOVE YOU. :D so random" AWW.. haha. I LOVE YOU TOO, BEST FRIEND. :))) anw, today i was talking to my mum over dinner. i asked if i could go to eevann's planet shakers concert tmr.


MUM: "CONCERT? no, dont go. sure come home very late. and dont you think concerts are damn boring?!" haha.


so i told her nicely, "you know the cute guy, the one who came to out hse e other time and u said he was cute. yeah, his church got concert."


"the bigbig size guy who came that time?"


"yeah, e one who called you auntie."


"he like the malay girl?"


LOL. den after that all censored.


and i was oso telling my mum abt this special guy in my life at this pt of time. hehh.



anw i come to realise nowadays im kinda losing all my girlfriends. sad.



okay. shall start off with probably ytd. morning i overslept? and er was late by an hr. changed venue to clementi cos dennis realised there was some angmoh sch using sp track. so yeah. god. the sun was rly HAWT man. haha. ran like urm 4 rounds and den did some stupid stuff. OH, crunches. they suck. and somehow dunno y instead of aching at the abdomen today, i was aching at the stomach?! madness. anw, took bus to sp. badminton court in sch kena owned by volleyball so jus have lunch with rui hon and zhai wei and 2 other of their frens. some girls. err. it was a super high lunch. how do i put it. i would say, the 2 girls are super high?! like errrrrrr throughout e lunch they were laughing?! lol. they need chill pills. they had to do project so rui hon zhai wei and i went to moberly to play pool? only played 2 rounds. and yeah. back to foodcourt 1. and i left cos eevann wanted to meet. OH AND COS MY DEAREST COUSIN FLY ME AEROPLANE. ZZZZZZZZZZZ...


anw stupidness. i dunno why the heck on earth eevann ended up not playing pool with those whom he intend to play with. those ex saints. anw, i met eevann at dg station. den we walked one round arnd the arcade in ps?! madness. i tot he wanted to play. but he jus went to comment on how mad ppl are. like......... diaos. soso, on our way to monstercue,......... we met atikah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh!! super happy! but she looked super dead and er blur? haha. like not even surprised or anything to see us. i was lah! she's like somewhat my saviour. if not i would be stuck with eevann for the whole afternoon. zzzzzzzzzzz. so there we were, playing pool.


atikah left at abt urmm 515? and er.. mark and nicholas only come after tt. shucks. i was playing pool the whole afternoon. madness!!!! i play till i wanna drop dead pls. anw, they were like saying "WAH, SHI HUI!! you're improving leh!" cos... the truth is.... i think eevann helped me a great deal? as in he taught me how to AIM. haha. like always hit e middle of the ball. YEPYEP. LOVE BEST FRIEND TO BITS. LOL. but sick man. to jus play pool whole day. oh and nana is the one who always point to me on where to hit. :)


oh btw, jus to comment. eevann saw another of his saints fren there. and he..... suck? haha. he has sucha handsome face. but when he opens his mouth. damn. you jus wanna shut him up. bad words jus come out like naturally. zzzzzz. and there was this pt of time when i accidentally errrrr poke his backside? okay i didnt poke. my sexy STICK did. den he like bu shuang. zzzzz. heck.


anw, so yeah. ate carl juniors agn?!!!!! gosh. 10 bucks gone. wadthe.. haha. 3 of them were like waitig and waiting for me to makan. cos i was trying soo hard to finish up my food. lol. its rly funny to have mark arnd. he makes jokes out of everything pls. haha.


i saw enshao larrr! omgomg! i promised him tt if i ever bumped into him at town agn, den we'll go out tgt. its like he walk pass den i wave?! but i bet he'll be busy with some matters. so ya.


last night reached home super late. at like 0000. super tired.


today, cycling. kaozxzxz. i wanna curse my bike. LOL. its like i pedal 3 times=to the distance e rest pedal 1 time? so u can imagine a keesiao gal trying her best to cycle very fast. and apparently my bicycle has NO BRAKE! as in have. but spoilt. and er, e only way i could brake was to like pedal backwards? how cute canmy bicycle get. haha. ohwells.


den we went all e way to yck. den back. went to atikah's hse to slack. cos its like errrrrrrr.. nana's toot pedal played him out and mark's too tired to continue? and er cos my bike cant make it? haha. idk. too many reasons. anw today is oso otherwise known as the


NGO HUA BOON MARK'S TIREDNESS SYNDROME DAY


damn stupid lah! hahaha. its like mark is super tired. and he jus lie on nana's lap on the sofa? zzzzzz. den after he left, i got so tired and started to lie down oso. not on nana's lap tho! haha. zzzzz. DAMN TIRED PLSSSSSSSSSSSSS. GOSH.


okok. whole day tiredness den i felt like a walking corpse. we went to northpoint to get atikah's ear piece den makan. i saw peipei. yeah so there we were. talking for quite some time. anw den we went back to atikah's hse. she has to like iron her clothes and stuff b4 she leaves for malaysia ltr in e evening. nana, with his spoilt pedal, pushed his bike to my hse. now parking in my hse. yepyep.


didnt go for the campfire tonight. supersuper lethargic. anw mum doesnt allow. so yeah. kinda miss ij but sigh. didnt remind me earlier and i got myself so drained of energy.



okay this post is long. and i dont think the night is long! sians. tmr meeting stacey at bishan at 2! i better go get a good rest. so tt when the planet shake tmr i wont like jus collapse. :)








and so you know, I LIKE YOU.




okie. im talking to a whole lot of ppl. but talking to rebec reminds me of that time when AHEM tried to hold my hands! LOL. seriously got a shock of my life. and now rebec has met someone who starts off with holding hands too. LOL. how nice...


today went out with peng yu. kinda guilty. cos aiya. shant say. haha. and gosh, i missed laselle exhibition larrrrrr. but nvm, i guess its worth it? LOL. and kelly is so gonna kill me. :X



tmr im gonna run! :D yepyep. pei dennis go gym. and den badminton. den im gg shopping with my dearest cousin. YAY! :)



shld i go for rc trng camp! bleugh. xx didnt even bother to contact me. SADNESS.



okiedokie. slp early. nights! :)))




WE LOVE TO SPAM EEVANN'S PHONE WITH OUR CUTEEE FACES!



LOVES. SHI HUI, NICHOLAS. xD























alright. monday. went for movie with atikah and nicholas. potc. like okay... how late. but still, we could only get the first row. like wthhhhhh. haha. tho atikah and i were blurring throughout the movie, i somehow got the movie. and e movie's funny lah. and wad were we doing in e cinema other than watching e movie. we were throwing pop corns arnd. and nicholas actl "took" away one of my shoes. and my toes were freezing. gosh. i was wearing 2 layers and for goodness sake, i was freezing!!!! idiotic nana who was wearing a jacket still can like put the cold drink against my hand. how ungentleman-ly can he get! TSKKKKKKk.


den eevann and bryan joined us. pool-ed. its fun to be with them. anw, some rich kid, eevann's friend, came over to like join us and he actl paid everything? 18 bucks. diaos. one thing is, he's not bad looking. ahhaha. ok thats not e pt. its jus not right to let him pay. why are rich kids always giving away money. zzz. tsktsk.


ate at carls junior. first time eating there and im kinda fattened by the food. gosh. so sinful. im eating so much. we had some long chat. and the feng shui there is rly good eh. eevann saw many of his ex sch mates. saints. den we saw mark in the crowd! we called him like 10 over times b4 he actl heard us. okay, den there was some problems troubling mark. and he emo-ed throughout. :((( why must matters of the heart always be so torturing! sigh.. and im most afraid when friends arnd me emo. thats rly sad. i jus hope everything turn out fine for mark.


okie. time to go to bed. TATA!! :)




okie. like how boring can a sunday get. anw, a part of a toe nail tt i stepped on can actl get me to cut my nails and yeah, like do sth to the old polish on my toe nail. and i think the missha pink nail polish is like so nice pls. as compared to e PA ORANGE one. like errr. haha. okay.. orange seriously suck when u apply it on ur nails.


im getting rly random. :X


photo time!



















this blog has been with me for a good 3 yrs. i wonder when will i actl get sick and tired of it.


alrightys. last night was too lazy to blog. anw ytd i was supposedly to be late for sch. but thanks to rui hon kor who passed e msg tt lesson start at 9. i got saved tho i didnt get his msg. LOL. cos i reached at 820 and there were actl ppl who reached even later than me. PHEW. lucky thing. e fact is lesson start at 8? DIAOS. toot kor. any-o-how pass msg.


oh btw im so sry elijah. almost made you late for test. :X and i made you wait? im soo sry!


den after tt went for this briefing on some furniture competition. complicating stuff. we den made our way down to vivo. guess wad. IVAN AND VENESSA ARE TGT ALR LARR! stupidd ivan. i wanna curse and swear him alr. OOPS. haha. ltr ven scold me. cos on wed night ivan was like telling me he like this girl frm our class den wan me to guess. i got it right on my second guess. and he still got e cheek to say wad he wanna jio her but dont tell others yet. but frm wad i know ytd, they stead on wed night?! like er.... STUPID IVAN. lol. i think if i didnt tell peiyu and etc abt u liking ven, we wont even know till today. TSK. anw i better be careful of my words cos i think ven is looking. LOL.


anw we only got down to work at 2 plus. and e sun was rly HAWT MAN. hahaha. e experience was fun. :) eunice's bday on 11june and we intended to celebrate on sat. but we alr finished our part on fri and we need not go back on sat. so yeah. celebrated her bday at this nice open area at vivo after getting e hse done. den i went to meet atikah winnie and elijah. we walked arnd up and down for near to 30mins i guess b4 we finally settled down. and guess wad. we ate at LJ. ZZZZ. haha. it was funny shit pls. cos atikah ate DONUTS and she still insisted on buying a meal and there she was trying to pass this piece of chicken arnd. it was rly funny. laughed like mad. wads left ON THE TABLE at e end of e meal was a chicken laid nicely on a piece of servlet with e chilli and mayo side facing down. lol..


went back to e open area. this time we rly played in e water?! LOL. yeah in e dark. okay we kicked e water at each other and it was atikah who started it. im innocent. den took train HOME!


today supposed to go sentosa support rayson. who knows. nobody was free. zzzzzzzz. SIANSATION PLUREASE. i asked like zhai wei, david seah, xiao xiang, hui qi, adelene, rebec, stacey, eevann, nicholas, yu wen, and rui hon kor! HAIS. toot david wake so late somemore. if not i would be at sentosa now i guess. POO..


and last night i was talking to rui hon kor. he... haiyo. tsk. he was like asking 'how come ppl say you good-looking? okay only wad. i dont think so actl.' WAHHHHHHH. hurt my feelings. LOL. but anw, e fact is i dont think i am anw. HAHA. but don needa say out right! haha. den he was saying i can finally have one less fan nao. im like HUR? but i sorta guess wad he was talking abt. so yeah. so there we were, talking abt STUFF. haha. seriously things are preparing for a change now. i dont rly dare to get too close either. cos things jus aint e same. its rly case-sensitive. im trying to put up an act. hopefully this jus becomes part of me. not tt im becoming a hypocrite. but jus tt situations are diff. we'll jus see wad the future will become of ...


OHYES! monday im meeting eevann best friend and fellow mahana mates. how niceeee. and POTC PLS. haha.


i wanna go laselle to see those graduates artwork lehhs. zzz.


and rui hon is asking if i wanna go back to sch on wed. jus to play badminton!!! WADTHE. haha but anw, i don mind. but im dying to run more.


im blogging rather often here. but as for my design process blog for sch use.. err.. haha! forget it. i think i better post sth there soon. if not im so gonna flunk sth.


and i actl wonder who visits my blog and doesnt tag. michael is probably one of them. LOL. classmates if you ever find your way here, pls tag? haha. thanksss.




Would you be there by Redwan Ali


If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.


If I feel good, would you slow dance with me?
And touch my lips with tender loving care?
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me?
And never look back..


Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?


Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?


Would you be there..


If I am away, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now?
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me, all the way?


Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?


Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?


Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away?


Would you be there..
for me?



frm wad i know everyone has been searching for this song? lol. and i heard this on elijah's blog too!



Littlest Things by Lily Allen


Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt


[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.


The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?


Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world who could replace you


[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too


The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?



i like this song! :)



i met winnie today! at sch's koufu. hmm, she's asking me to go out with her, atikah and elijah on fri! which is like tmr. haha. gees. e whole thing tmr is so messed up. as in am i supposed to watch potc with nana and atikah at ps. or isit go out with winnie and accompany?! confused. haha. alright, i guess we'll sort things out tmr? heh. i so look forward to tmr. cos we'll be doing up e hses at vivo. excited! xD


and i didnt get to have lunch with rebec today! supposed to meet her every thurs. but today was kinda busy. wasted. sigh. gotta wait for 2 wks b4 i can see her agn. i miss her! i didnt even go for her band performance last sun! :( guilt.


today was kinda fun and tt stupid bee didnt even come. grr. wad a grp leader! anw, i so love my coursemates once agn. haha. this building of tetra pak hses actl bond us tgt moremoremoree! <3!!! haha. gees, it always end up tt my hands are e blackest. dont ask me why! prob cos i kept rolling the wire mesh. den i'll go arnd rubbing those black, soot-like stuff on rui hon kor and ivan's hands. LOL. rui hon kor can actl call me when i was on my way home to say, "aye, tmr if faris wan us to present, jus say its e other grp's seminar, not ours. den he cant do anything. so tmr dont needa present ahhh." LOL. tsktsk.


mark ngo called me today. finally he wants to get back his guitar which has been sitting at my hse for mths. zzz. and i've jus learnt how to play e starting of qing tian! e part even b4 e real song start. -.-" hahaha. im so gonna miss playing it. but his strings rly hurts. anw hope i can pass it to him sometime soon. if not it'll get rly dusty.


okie, i guess it's time to rly go sort out my photos and post a few on friendster. see ya! btw, girlfriends! wad yall wan our clique to be called? or any suggestion on the add of our blog?




if you were that important, i would promise you Anything, and give you Whatever. imy? nowadays i realise i say things which i dont mean. imi no longer exist.


ASSHOLEEE. okay i hate to say this. but today is some kind of emo day too? haha. alright, wilson must be thinking: oh, not agn, besty! haha. :) im so sorry tt i didnt go to sch with you today! :( but i must meet you somehow. kinder bruenos! :D


today morning, dennis was like my coach. super cute. lol. its like i was super late. like yeah, late. i left hse 45 mins late and im 45 mins late too? when i left hse, dennis was alr in sch lah! gosh, i feel super bad. :( like i said, dennis was super cute. he'll talk like some coach. "okay, shi hui, i have prepared a series of stuff for you to do. so you listen to me. first, we jog one round. VERY SLOW one." i startig jogging. "shi hui! slow jog. why r u so fast? i cant catch up." lol... ... den we did warm up. he's like teaching me that when i've learnt how to do those exercises b4. zz. but its cute seeing him teach stuff. den we ran half a round. and he wants me to do sit up in e middle of nowhere! ZZZ... gosh. like so... obscene! den half a round and i did inclined. zz. 20 situps, 15 inclined, den run against the track flow?! and sit ups den star jumps. sotsot. i do till i wanna die. cos its like we're rushing for time. we were super late pls. and we chiong up e stairs. i was panting and telling kelly: "sorry, im late. with dennis. we went running." he LAUGHED. im like zzzzzzzzzzzzzz. wadthe. haha. so toot. v v v v v v malu pls. everyone was like staring. and my blurness started acting up. cos i was totally clueless of wads gg on. haha. haven rly calmed down.


anw, changed and left at near 12 for some flag day thank you lunch. happen to see seniors, *sth* fu. and zi hui (i hope i didnt rmb wrongly!) and stephanie. yepyep. zi hui designed e flag day shirt lah! superrr nice. xD


den, after tt i rushed back to the workshop. our grp finished our work, so we help e other grps. or to be precise, we actl did EVERYTHING FOR THEM. wadthehell. its like we're attaching all e wire mesh to the metal den they stand there and look?! its ok if they wanna take a rest, but pei yu was telling me they rested long enough. so its like venessa's and my grp, we got so DU LAN. we BA GONG. LOL. we all did halfway den left the workshop TGT. we did tt on purpose. cos its like we alr finish our part and they haven but yet they're not doing anything to help. like wth! so jus walked out noisily. LOL. but wtf! guess wad. we went back and they were still not taking over. still standing and dunno doing wad shit at e table. zzz. seriously at first i wanted to like ask e grp leader to ask e grp memebers to work. but guess wad. e stupid bee was slacking herself! GRRR. PEKCHEK. so we tot of telling kelly. but we left it till e end and we continued doing. its like venessa got so many cuts frm e wire mesh. god. they're painful. cos i tio oso. but mine are minor. hers are longer and have more blood? all i could say was her whole hands are filled with cuts. poor her! :( and e wire mesh are so oily! black and oily! sheeshh. its like even after you wash off, u still got this metal feeling on ur skin. sucks man.


alright, tts all abt it. den after tt rui hon korkor, ivan, zhai wei, dennis, paul, venessa, cherlyn, zi min and desiree were all at the sports hall to play badminton. apparently, those guys are super lucky. cos DID seniors booked a court and zhai wei and accompany got to play team. yep. and they say xiang ying is super zai!!! pro badminton player. like sch team that type. lol. tmr they gg to play against her. goodluck! haha.


tiredtired. i feel tired! last night i was super tired too and i jus needa lay back and poof! i could be gone. haha. tata!




HELLO PPL!!! gosh, im hyper! xD


ALERT!


World Largest Packaged Product Display House at VivoCity
8 - 17 Jun 2007, Central Court and The Plaza

To celebrate the completion of the 1,500th Tsunami relief house in Meulaboh and to raise funds for the poor in Singapore and around the world, Habitat for Humanity Singapore will be attempting to build the Guinness Book of World Record's World's Largest Packaged Product Display House at VivoCity. Come and check out the display houses, built entirely using tetra pak drink packages, after it is being completed after 10 Jun.


SP experience design and interior design students are involved too! cool isnt it! x)


thus this few days are jus pure preparation of the frames of the hses. design courses have no exams and our projects are all over and done with! HAPPY! :D so this building of hse is sth like our post exam activity hur. haha. its kinda tiring but fun and we get CIP hrs! :) cool stuff we do.


but that comes with some sacrifices? i jus got a letter today. its an invite to the seventeen summer challenge 2007 at sentosa beach on the 9 of june. this sat!!! our dearest fellow mahana mate RAYSON DUNN is leading a team. and i would be more than pleased to go support him. but guess i have to give it a miss? :( sentosa is like so near to vivo lah. but timing clash with the building of tetra pak hse! grr. :( WASTED!


SEVENTEEN Summer Challenge 2007
Date: 9 June (Sat)
Time: 1pm-4pm
Venue: Tanjong Beach, Sentosa


maybe nana or whoever wanna get the admission ticket from me? i got 2 here. yep. :(


oh! atikah and elikah, i will be at vivo on fri too! haha. if you WANT TO and ARE DYING TO see me, come down to vivo! hahaha. den maybe we can have dinner or sth. so sry!!!


I SAW MICHAEL LIM YING JIE TODAY!!! hahaha. its super coincidental!!! it so happen tt i alight at sembawang station, it so happen 167 came at this particular time, it so happen that michael was walking home? when 167 passed the bus stop near his hse! gosh. you can see happy faces today :)))


im moving! its soooo sad pls. sigh, i can no longer bump into michael like how we do now. shucks. life's like that i guess. but i was rly happy to see him. :) i guess nxt time b4 i move, and if we happen to go out agn, i HOPE history wont repeat itself like wad happen 3 yrs ago!!!! LOL. yep.


tmr's gonna be a loooooong day. running with dennis at 8am in e morning. an hr b4 we start getting down to the tetra paks hse frames. and prize presentation for flag day at 12nn. yepyep. WE'RE GG TO BUILD HSES!!! haha. im like the grp leader for grp 6. stressstress. i still prefer to be follower. haha.


alright. maybe i shld have an early night. GOODNIGHT! eevann, are we (bits and pieces of mahana) watching anything on thurs? or are we even meeting? :)




HMM.. elijah says i looked like a jc student on tues! HURHUR. in fact, my classmates told me i got this jc look.


when ppl look at my face, what do they see? they guai-ness in me. yes, im an introvert. but cant i be an extrovert? looks are always deciving, but i like the pt abt me looking like a jc nerd! HAHA. i feel smart. -.-" anw, when shishi knows you v v well, she can talk every rubbish under e sun to you, and one thing, she loves to disturb ppl! if not, she'll jus be the quiet one who sits at one corner of the class like wad she did in pri sch. but now, she isnt like that anymore. she TRIED to shake off tt part of her.


in any way,


when u jus know shi, she's a total introvert.


when u get to know her better, she's an extrovert.


if you ever have the chance to be her bestie and know her inside out, you'll know she's BOTH! but deep inside, she's still introvert! she rlyrly loves to listen. :) and when she's angry, she'll jus explode all at one go and den keep quiet and dont talk at all. but seriously her anger doesnt last long enough for an afternoon! within one day it'll be POOF! gone.


KOPED FRM ELIJAH'S BLOG:

went to school today. xD was kinda late in the morning. But meeting atikah and shi hui on the train made up for it. HAHA. Atikah went back to school for some S lessons eh? LOL.
Shi Hui was going early to SP to finish her project. Something liddat. She was telling me she slept at 5am last night. OMIGOSH ! ya cos she had to finish her product. Then this morning had to go school early complete.

Oh. Shi Hui really really reminds me of Atikah la. Blur and everything. Nice to talk too as well. Tho I know her for only a short period of time, had quite alot to talk abt ^^ Should ask her go out with Winnie and Atikah. Its they two wanna go out xDD


end!


i tot i wasnt blur long ago! haha. atikah affecting me. tsktsk. gg to get blur disease all over agn. NO! i dont want. haha.



SCH! hasnt been rly good i guess. somehow ideas aint coming to me. gosh, would you come to me, pretty pls? SIGH.



now eevann bragging abt his NEW PHONE. tsk.



anw! tmr gg out with ade and clarie!!! hahaha. but! mum wans me to wash toilets first. and...... im so afraid mum wont allow!!!! sigh. she's always this crazy. like say dont allow. den when time nearing, she'll ask "you gg huh?" like -.-""" she needs time to cool down? haha. i wanna shop shop shop and shop.



OH, lets go running on wed?! dennis! and err, zhai wei? haha. whoever. shall rid of all my fats. shrugss. i have this feeling im getting fatter and fatter each day. and thats bad!!! ewww. fats, i hate you.



seriously, i so love my classmates now! :) they're super friendly and helpful. dunno where you can find frens like these. hopefully vanessa's feeling better after telling us abt the EMO KID. hahaha. projects, esp those including grp work, rly affect relationships between ppl. they either kill or bring it alive and make it happening. haha.



i still owe wilson kinder bureno! haa. :X


alright, this post is soooooo random. cos i jus feel so. i wanna slp my troubles away once agn. goodnight peeps. LOVEEEEEEEE! YOU ALL.



and i hope, enshao will come up with some brilliant funky ideas for his events management or wadeva is tat. he's making me so sad too, cos i dunno how to cheer him up. all i could give was a "drawing" of sea, an listening ear and a pair of eyes.


afterall, i think jc environment suits me more, but i jus aint e studious type. TATA!

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