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Shi Hui
2 days after ♥ day!
quiet yet fun lovin'
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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SAY YOU LOVE ME!
Shi Hui
2 days after ♥ day!
quiet yet fun lovin'
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
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HUIQI! :) i THINK im doing it? haha. but mus wait till hols luh. quite busy and not in e mood to do oso. i help you do oso during the hols? :) sry girl if im taking too long. but yeah. anw, hope you're enjoying hols! :)
ATIKAH! sry for not replying instantly to you online last night. was in a badddd mood. yep. i dont even know ltr if i'll be gg for the gig tonight. i rly rly wanna support bryan and edward. esp when they had practise so hard for this gig. i hate my mama! :(
WILSON! thanks for being there for me always!
JOKE OF THE DAY.
shihui. has this attitude. says:
sigh
shihui. has this attitude. says:
bf my mama dont allow me to go today
shihui. has this attitude. says:
how
shihui. has this attitude. says:
how
shihui. has this attitude. says:
how
shihui. has this attitude. says:
how
shihui. has this attitude. says:
how
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
go where
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
got plans?!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
nv jio me!!!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
huh!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
BRYAN AND EDWARD'S GIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
oh my
shihui. has this attitude. says:
best friend!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i knew it can
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hmmm
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
*look away*
shihui. has this attitude. says:
so you gg?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hahaha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
ehhhhhh
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
which hk cafe?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
see i know its at hk cafe ok?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i book ait ticket liao
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
going after sch
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
air*
shihui. has this attitude. says:
bring me there oso?
shihui. has this attitude. says:
i dont wanna stay here
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
ok
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
but i cannot afford 2 room
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
nvm!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
u sleep on the bed.. i go cupboard sleep
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
shihui. has this attitude. says:
YOU VERY LAMEEEEEEEEE LEH!!!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
LOL.
shihui. has this attitude. says:
cant stand you. always make me laugh like mad
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hahaha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
awww man
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
that bad
shihui. has this attitude. says:
ok set
shihui. has this attitude. says:
lets go tonight
shihui. has this attitude. says:
i be nicer lah
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
now i got a mad best friend
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
non of my friends are normal!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
none*
shihui. has this attitude. says:
help you lay the cupboard on the floor den you can slp better.
shihui. has this attitude. says:
dont it remind you of sth?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i dont mind sleeping standing up
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
shihui. has this attitude. says:
like a COFFIN?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
like zombie
shihui. has this attitude. says:
SO COMFY!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
haha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
ya
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i warm the cupboard for u
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
when u die of laughter
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i lay u there
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
shihui. has this attitude. says:
IDIOT LEH YOU!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
haha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hahahaha
i love those tops behind the zara windows, and i pick. afterall im alone.
at this point of time, i totally find doing anything pointless. im jus gonna blog and go straight to bed. slp my emo-ness away. and ivan's being sucha kind soul to jus listen to my trash.
`verge of crying.
but i'll be fine, in no time.
basically today's kinda sad but rather happy day. sad cos i rlyrlyrlyrlyyyyyyyy wanna watch potc but there were no tickets. :( happy cos i get to see EDWARD! EEYORE LOVER. :) stacey, wilson, nicholas and cheong jun. yep. quite few but yeah. dinner, daytona, pool. pool was like SO TYCO!
me and wilson VS stacey and nicholas. WE WON.
me and edward VS stacey and cheong jun. WE WON ACTL, but black ball went into the wrong hole :X
me and nana! VS stacey and wilson. WE WON!!! YAY!!! so happy.
like so rare to win almost every round. hahaha. anw, we were taking retard pics throughout the whole outing and yeah. will upload it soon.
thurs. sch, supposed to do project but god knows we end up doing wad. -.- den library slacked and went IMM. i watched wen zhen and ivan eat dinner as i eat ice cream. walked arnd and headed home. but reached yishun den take train back to woodlands to pei peng yu and watched him eat dinner. thats like e 2nd time im watching ppl eat. -.- while my food waited for me at home. chicken wingssss. :) yep. peng yu sent me home. and chor liang claimed that he saw me and said hi but seriously i didnt notice him AT ALL. -.- im getting rly blur.
wed. stayed home.
tues. sch, did CD. den after which to kap. met girlfriends. ate PIZZA HUT AGAIN!!!! hais. but it was fun and yeah. we took many many funny photos. <3333! LOVE THEM TONS.
mon. towned with mum. got this bag which i had an eye for. :) rly nice. i love it. tho i dont rly like the colour red. but yeah. den settle ez-link stuff. down to bb to bk. i was late for an hr pls. :( aidie and wen zhen alr finished. den we went to get paint and to macs to makan. den i headed to MI. gave atikah bday surprise with eevann, nicholas, benedict, stacey and.... hmm i think thats all. yep. den to wm to meet peng yu. talked for a lil while had to leave cos its atikah dearie bday! :) ATE PIZZA HUT with nicholas, wilson, syafiq, winnie, bryan. haha. den to bk to chill(wilson's gd idea). den home.
thats my elearning wk. sry for poor eng. feeling too emo. goodnight.
omg. im damn attitude pls. hahaha. i didnt go for the sd overnight activity simply cos i didnt feel like gg. one reason being urm, ppl like jiamin,wenzhen,sandy,eunice aint gg? bleughh. forget it. im jus another attitude girl. lol.
okay, today is a looong day. fri lesson is really lame. faris' history and theory of ideas lesson. frm 8-11 and we got no more lessons. retarded pls. hais. and those presentation are long and quite boring. there was one pt of time when i even fell aslp. GOSH, how rude can i get. im gg to get my retribution soon. esp when it's my turn to present. tsktsk.
our MDF trophy has got to be done and presented on the following wk after e-learning on thurs and im nowhere near to even finishing it. blah. damn shit. i hate this. and i have to get orange TRANSPARENT acrylic frm art friend. sianzxzx.
totally wasted the whole day. today is so-called the last day we would be in block T822 classroom so yeah we took numerous photos. some looked rly stupid. haha. sandy our momo princess was super high pls. cos there's this guy who's interested in her and vice versa. and they're gg out tmr! haha. damn drama our momo princess. tgt with eunice they rly go crazy. den peiyu and wen zhen our 2 da jie. one will be watching shows, e other reading magazines. i'll be neither here nor there. -.-" i guess there's rly a generation gap?! lol. its like pei yu and wen zhen are the 89s babies whereas the other 3 of us are the 90s babies but im e oldest for e 90s so im neither here nor there?! idk. this sounds kinda stupid but actl makes a bit of sense. haha.
den we walked to library cos sandy need to do her character development profile, while peiyu wen zhen and eunice went back to class to look for urm, i dunno who. no coms in e library we could find and use so went back to class. ivan was so eager to know abt why sandy was so happy so yeah. five of us and ivan were standing outside the classroom, talking like no tmr. tsk.
ting jie is NICE! hahaha. toot guy who always ask me to treat him to ice cream ever since that day i ate the ice cream in class. but somehow he ended up treating me and sandy ice cream instead. felt quite bad cos he went all alone to T11a to get them. guilty. shall get him some nice foodie another time :)
den wenzhen peiyu and eunice left while sandy did her CD stuff using weilun's laptop. today e thing that surprised me was actl an msg which was sent frm an "unknown" no. "hey. wanna play pool ltr?" cos i haven transfer phone numbers over to the new phone so i jus asked, EH, wait. who are you? haha. his reply goes like "Mark la! wa u forget me?!" super funny. den i jus called him immediately. i was still thinking of how am i gg to spend e rest of my day and his msg rly came at e right time. :)
after that went workshop with sandy and yeah, did a bit of sanding and stuff. couldnt do much cos i didnt bring my acrylic along. bleah. i was wearing urm, half slipper half sandals kind of footwear and shorts? haha. i even brought trackpants. lest they say needa wear long pants. i jus needa wear it over my shorts. LOL. in class while sandy was doing her CD, i was wearing that and walking arnd like some crazy pork pls. LOL. EEEK. den i brainstorm the trophy, weilun told me to ask thierry for suggestion on how to do the words, but i was wearing that trackpants and it was errrrrrrrr, eew. haha. he even help me take a photo to show me how i look like. -.-" haha. silly stuff we do. dennis was laughing like mad in class. i was damn obscene. putting on and taking off the trackpants in front of weilun and dennis, that is with my short pants inside tho. LOL. aiya. wadeva. i dont care. anw, so yeah. we put out bags at the workshop and went to makan. by the time we went back to the workshop it was alr say, near 3 i guess. supposed to reach np at 330 lah. haha.
sian, so we walked to the bus stop. oh my. i was v silly. i was so blind. i know 74 goes to np but when i look at the bus route, somehow i managed to miss the "np". -.-" i only saw np at 74e. godddd. how blur can i get. and so, i waited stupidly for 74E. bleugh. lucky i finally realised after like 10 mins i guess. i went to check agn. apparently 74e is only in service frm 6 plus onwards. wthhhhhh. haha. and that was when i finally saw np at 74. i even counted the stops. 8 stops.
reached alr i saw eevann. den nicholas and yep, mark. walked to bukit timah plaza to play pool. POO. i lost like some shit pls. haha. played with mark one on one and i got nth in. WTH! hahaha. okay i dont care anw. im jus suay. denden, i saw guin! cant rly spell her name so i better dont attempt to. haha. man, couldnt recognise her at first cos she looked shorter and skinner! dunno why. but anw, after tt i more or less confirm tt was her so i jus went up to her to say hi. for that, i was saved frm losing pathetically on the pool battle with mark eevann and nicholas. i talked to guin and catch up a bit. yep. den i went back. so happy to see her lah! xD
anw we played doubles after that. nana and i-WON. eevann and i-LOST. mark and i-EH, WON? cant rmb. haha. sry stm working up agn.
eevann had to go back to sch for some cell grp thingy. (he has become so holy.) e rest of us went to amk to makan. i love the LEMON TEA! ahhh! i think im having some addiction on tea. I LOVEE MILK TEA PLUREASEEE! bubble tea-oreo choc latte, RED MILK TEA. SLURPSSLURPS. NICEEEE! heh.
mark is rly funny. haha. still as CUTE as ever. LOL. eevann still loves to lie A LOT A LOT. and we're always the victims. too gullible -.-" EEVANN, YOU LIAR. and nana treats me to LEMON TEA! heh. and i dont have flabby arms okay! dont influence mark with that mindset too. BLAH.
nxt fri! eeyore's best friend is planning an outing! AHHH! how nice! i miss edward. the eeyore lover. awww. i wanna watch pirates of carribean.
nxt tues! MYGIRLFRIENDS DATE! LOVETOBITS. xD
OHOH, and i met atikah on e train in e morning! :) so coincidental! same cabin. hope her gp went well for her. atikah, take care okay! dont get urself sick. <3!
and yes, mark. eevann must pray for mark to have good appetite always! haha. den he wont have to go thru hunger and pain when he missed like 4 meals!!!! tsk.
every thurs im gg to sch early! with jiamin at 10. so i can go er mei shan (another name for sch of business. lol) to look for rebec! :) <3!! thurs we met and talked like no tmr. she still understands me the best, somehow. :)
wed i met up with yuyao! like first time ever since i entered sp. pathetic. i talked to him for awhile and he had to leave. i wanted to go shopping initially with eunice, sandy, peiyu and wen zhen cos they're alr at town. but cos jiamin got medical appointment at 6 at marsiling and it would be very inconvenient if she were to go back home den. so i pei her. we ate at foodcourt 3 and she brought me to explore sb. on our way, i saw the track. it was super tempting... haha! one of us suggested running b4 lessons start. and i think that sounds great?! lol. anw we went to the library and talkedddd. haha. saw audrey, daryl(always see him!-.-") and er, yaya... haha.
i forgot sth. i saw MA'AM DAWN TODAY ON THE BUS WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY HOME!!!! AHHHHHHHH! hahaha. she looked quite tom boyish with her short hair. and yeah tanned frm the canoeing practice. CANOEING! haha. time flies. she alr graduated frm NJ and im only in poly yr1 haha. happy!
okay this is indeed a superrrrrr looooong post. haha. gees, there's so much work undone but nxt wk's elearning! I WANNA GO SHOPPING! HEHHH. shall drag yuwen with me since she volunteered herself last sunday. WOOTS. wei jie become more stylish alr. new hairstyle. seriously much better than his nerdy, down to earth hair. hahaha. perhaps he's in love! xP
PPL IN LOVE ARE INDEED HAPPY PPL! WHEEEEEE! (im not one of those tho_)
TATA!
perhaps, it wasnt.
e, it stands for bEing there.
m, it means Made by god.
o, it's Oh so shit.
EMO.
sadness engulfs
sinks down
bottomless bottom
the unseenable
the hatred
the trap
the negative Z
it sucks.
cel! lets go running! WAHA. and do monkey bars. sure get gold!
ade... is, mean. LOL. jus kidding! HAIS. nxt time i shall hide behind the camera.
duckieee, dont complain okay. haha. cos im gg all the way to bukit timah frm yishun which is worse than ur case. im having elearning nxt wk! haha. that's a good thing but at the same time, bad. haha. tues will arrive in 5 days time! <33333! hope you're doing fine in sch. dont forget you have me. im superrr free. LOL.
SIGH. why so hard to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. sick. im jus lazy. to blog. :X
firstly i wanna say, sorry clarie. :( i didnt mean to like "..." throughout the conver. cos i didnt know you were doing chi essay. i could hav do my part to help you but i missed the first part of the conver. was meddling with my phone's contacts and busy transferring photos. sorry clarie. i was pissed at first, cos i wasnt in a really good mood. only till you left and i talked to ade den i realised i did sth v wrong. SORRY! :( sorry to make both of yall pissed too. i didnt mean to. forgive me.
AND SHIT, I STILL CANT GET MYSELF OUTTA THIS SHIT. i see kelly and i go... "that day..." i dont like it. :((( and things turn sour with my mum cos she isnt gg to wake me up anymore. :(
ihatethisihateitihatethisihateitandimggcrazy. GRRRR. AHHHH!!!!! this sucks. im gg to do research now. tata.
okay, to reply to my rcc clique's tags. i seriously dont like PCME! hahaha. i think it kinda sucks cos i hateee sciences!!! :X haha. anw, hope yall are coping fine with ur work. i guess if yall have any doubts yall can look for sk?! haha. TADA! she's THE PRO. sigh i missed yall. when are we meeting?! this thurs? pls say yesssssss. i dont care. thurs shall be it. im e oldest so i do the final say. wahaha. also, cel dont be shy and plssss join us. PLUREASE. :) im sure the rest would love your accompany too? haha. i hope so. lol.
and one special paragraph dedicated to our dearest farmtress clarie. heh. eh, you PLUREASE come on thurs oso. plsplspls. haha. im like begging you. you better come, if not i dont pei you shop for your bagg. ahhaha. COME OKAY! and jiayou for ur tests luh! you're smart clarie, so jus hang on there and jus try ur very best. you can do it! im sure you can always get sk to help you? haha. that's if you want to. HOCKEY ROCKS? hockey=whacking each other's feet with the stick. LOL. okay, i'll keep this song for you. :) see, im nice. hahaha.
ade! clarie has fever?! real or fake? LOL. and both pts are diff cos studying kills more brain cells. dont you think so?
thank you NANA! for accompany me till dawn last last sunday! :) THANKS LOADIES.
okay damn. im in a foul mood today. super saddd. i hate myself. :( its like i slept at 530. mum woke me up at i guess 730 or even earlier? but i fell back to slp! the nxt moment i wake, i realised it was 830 alr! :( quickly got off my bed and wash up, changed, grabbed the roti prata my mum fried and left hse. till 845 i was still flagging for cabs pls. its like none wanna bring me to dover. :( den finally, i got a cab. it was sad cos i couldnt even reach sch at like 910. i reached at like say, 920 or ltr? idk. its super paiseh to walk in halfway while zhai wei was presenting. god. i felt damn bad. im like interrupting the class and it was super distracting i guess. i hate this. i hate myself. why didnt i get off the bed when my mum woke me? what made me believe that i will wake agn at like 735? why did i go back to slp when i know there's a critique session and marks would be deducted if im late? WHYWHYWHY! im super pissed with myself. and out of all the days, i have to be late on critique day. :(((((((((((((((((((((( i dont like classmates who always come in late for class cos i think that's irritating, but im doing it myself! i jus dont feel good. cos it leaves a veryyyyyyyy bad impression on ppl. and its like 2 classes all know im late? tho im not the only one. but i seriously do mind a lot, abt me myself being late. i have this feeling kelly dont like me. its like when im presenting, he doesnt look at me. SADD!!!!!!!!!! i felt so disappointed. and i think i did a very bad job, judging frm what the lecturers said. :( heart sank to the bottom.............. kelly, venkat and theirry not taking my presentation cos im late. that's my lesson for being late according to kelly. but it isnt fair! :( this is shit. WHYWHYWHY do i have to be late on critique day?!!!! GRRR. MALU, SAD, DISAPPOINTED, DEMORALISED, INFERIORITY (if there's actl sucha word) that time when kelly said those late comers dont get to present and would only be graded for the toy, my heart really sank. i felt like gg home to one corner to cry. i really wanted to. im damn loser. but it really feels like shit.
and e moment i reached home, i told my mum abt it. she started scolding me. its like im alr in sucha bad mood, trying to forget this matter and move on but she jus kept talking abt it so i lost my cool. i raised my voice at her. like why do she have to keep harping on that matter? its alr over and im not even blaming anyone, but myself. she THINKS im blaming others for being late. but i wasnt!!!!!!!!! pissed. so i almost broke down when i sat down to eat dinner alone. i really wanna cry it all out. but somehow i couldnt and so i didnt. so here i am, typing this post.
oh, and i wanna thank Peng Yu for having the intention to treat me to bens and jerry when im down?! aww. thats like so cute. hahaha. xD
anw today lesson ended at say 1plus and we headed to city hall to have lunch at thai express. YUMYUM! the clayfish tom yam glass noodles was NICEEE! haha. it was HOT! had this burning feel in my stomach after eating. den wen zhen and i felt like eating ice cream after that!! so we headed to BENS AND JERRY at raffles city shopping centre. got some oatmeal ice cream single scoop for 4.80! it sure was ex! like a few mouthful and poof! gone. but it was nice luh. :) i loveee ice cream! hahaha. so we walked to the toy museum, mint! museum of imagination and nostalgic... er. shit. i forgot. wad does t stands for? okay heck i cant rmb. i only know it costs us 7 bucks to go in there. 2 classes squeezing on each level at one time isnt really a gd experience. but nevertheless i guess we know more toys now. and can conclude japan's toys are the best? lol. tho they copy and reproduce. yeah. i must comment the first mickey mouse and felix the cat were ugly. lol. if you're interested in toys, you shld go there to see and find out more. hmm. so after mint, we went to bugis to shop! wen zhen, ivan, paul, zhai wei. but most of e time, i was with wen zhen and ivan. haa. ivan can be a girl alr. :X yeahhhh. den home! hmm, shall give my black hairband which i bought say 2 yrs ago (intended for rc trngs last time) to ivan. or perhaps the pink one is better. lol!
okay, im feeling better. night earthlings! TAKE CARE!
okay. BLOG, i missed you. :( im so sorry to only look you up when im feeling down. but i swear, i'll blog every now and den, whether im busy or not :X, happy or sad. laziness shant stand in my way cos you alr missed out so much fun in my life. cant afford to let you rot away, jus like that.
seriously, i cant make it up whether im happy or sad to be in poly.
HAPPY:
- i need not stay up to chiong and finish up my work and study for the test nxt day and get stressed up all over
- i dont fall aslp during lessons and get a hearful frm chers
- im enjoying wad i do now
- i get to wear home clothes! ;)
- flexible timetable
SAD:
- i need to stay up to chiong and finish up my projects
- my course mates' performance are much better than mine
- i miss college environment
- i miss uniforms! :(
- lessons end late on most of the days
IDONTKNOW, ISERIOUSLYDONT. :(
anw, today was fun lah! haha. its like we were waiting for wen zhen to configure her laptop and towards the end we played true or dare. last part super funny. cos ayu(dont know how to spell) chose dare and jus nice wen zhen came back into the classroom. but ltr on she left for e toilet, soooo we tot of sth naughty. or shld i say, i did. :X hahaha. wanted everyone to "faint" as if there was posion gas in the room den when wenzhen comes back, ayu will like "OHMY, WEN ZHEN!!! LOOK AT THEM!!!!" but screw. in e end whole thing kena spoil. but its damn funny. nvm, nxt time will try on others. HEHH.
actl e main pt of me coming to this blog tonight, is cos, im feeling sooo sosososo sad. :( now i oso dont know how to start. liking someone is like sucha good feeling. EYE CANDY. like, so sweet initially. but slowly it'll turn into a heartache when you realise or guess he or she doesnt like you, and you try to jus make him feel happy by jus being there for him and watching him frm a corner, observing him. god. i gotta stop all this. this is so distracting and i feel life's all messed up. cos that one person could prob affect the whole world arnd you. he can brighten your day and put a smile on your face. at the same time, he can oso draw the dark clouds in your heart and when it pours, shit, it never stops till perhaps the wind blows it away. wks ago i tried to put him behind. but it nv seemed to happen. but this time, im getting tired. i wanna rest. im tired of chasing. i took say 1.5 mths to get over my previous crush. this time i dont know how long it's gonna take, but i jus know, im feeling sick. gg to stop all these nonsense. i must love my friends, love my family. cos they're everything.
SHOOO, go away. i hate you, for making my heart fluctuates. but nevertheless, i'll still be there to help you through times. cos, FRIENDS ARE EVERYTHING. :) im happy! im putting it down! im freee!!! YAY! that's shishi! :))))) dont you all love her? AHHAHA.
cos SHE LOVES YOU ALL!
IJ! xiao xiang, hui qi, adelene, wan xuan, clara, siow kee
MAHANA! atikah, nicholas, eevannBF [lol!], bryan, mark, stacey, benedict, edward, wilson, lionel, desmy, syafiq
07B3! david seah, peibao, lance, kayren, kerine, sean, yuyao, olivia
DXDIP 02! wen zhen, sandy, paul, zhai wei, syafiq, wei lun, and moremore!
SD! SD SENIORS, a few only tho. and.. SD camp mates! shun ding, grace, jiamin, wilson and loadsloadsmore.
YAWNSSS. shld i go to bed now? HMM...... tata! see ya...
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ( 10:18 AM )
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HUIQI! :) i THINK im doing it? haha. but mus wait till hols luh. quite busy and not in e mood to do oso. i help you do oso during the hols? :) sry girl if im taking too long. but yeah. anw, hope you're enjoying hols! :)
ATIKAH! sry for not replying instantly to you online last night. was in a badddd mood. yep. i dont even know ltr if i'll be gg for the gig tonight. i rly rly wanna support bryan and edward. esp when they had practise so hard for this gig. i hate my mama! :(
WILSON! thanks for being there for me always!
( 10:18 AM )
JOKE OF THE DAY.
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sigh
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bf my mama dont allow me to go today
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how
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EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
go where
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
got plans?!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
nv jio me!!!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
huh!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
BRYAN AND EDWARD'S GIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
oh my
shihui. has this attitude. says:
best friend!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i knew it can
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hmmm
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
*look away*
shihui. has this attitude. says:
so you gg?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hahaha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
ehhhhhh
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
which hk cafe?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
see i know its at hk cafe ok?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i book ait ticket liao
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
going after sch
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
air*
shihui. has this attitude. says:
bring me there oso?
shihui. has this attitude. says:
i dont wanna stay here
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
ok
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
but i cannot afford 2 room
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
nvm!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
u sleep on the bed.. i go cupboard sleep
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
shihui. has this attitude. says:
YOU VERY LAMEEEEEEEEE LEH!!!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
LOL.
shihui. has this attitude. says:
cant stand you. always make me laugh like mad
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hahaha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
awww man
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
that bad
shihui. has this attitude. says:
ok set
shihui. has this attitude. says:
lets go tonight
shihui. has this attitude. says:
i be nicer lah
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
now i got a mad best friend
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
non of my friends are normal!
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
none*
shihui. has this attitude. says:
help you lay the cupboard on the floor den you can slp better.
shihui. has this attitude. says:
dont it remind you of sth?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i dont mind sleeping standing up
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
shihui. has this attitude. says:
like a COFFIN?
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
like zombie
shihui. has this attitude. says:
SO COMFY!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
haha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
ya
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i warm the cupboard for u
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
when u die of laughter
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
i lay u there
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
shihui. has this attitude. says:
IDIOT LEH YOU!!!
shihui. has this attitude. says:
haha
EevanN--- WHO PLAY NEOPETS?!?!? LOL says:
hahahaha
Monday, May 28, 2007 ( 12:10 AM )
i love those tops behind the zara windows, and i pick. afterall im alone.
Saturday, May 26, 2007 ( 2:01 AM )
at this point of time, i totally find doing anything pointless. im jus gonna blog and go straight to bed. slp my emo-ness away. and ivan's being sucha kind soul to jus listen to my trash.
`verge of crying.
but i'll be fine, in no time.
basically today's kinda sad but rather happy day. sad cos i rlyrlyrlyrlyyyyyyyy wanna watch potc but there were no tickets. :( happy cos i get to see EDWARD! EEYORE LOVER. :) stacey, wilson, nicholas and cheong jun. yep. quite few but yeah. dinner, daytona, pool. pool was like SO TYCO!
me and wilson VS stacey and nicholas. WE WON.
me and edward VS stacey and cheong jun. WE WON ACTL, but black ball went into the wrong hole :X
me and nana! VS stacey and wilson. WE WON!!! YAY!!! so happy.
like so rare to win almost every round. hahaha. anw, we were taking retard pics throughout the whole outing and yeah. will upload it soon.
thurs. sch, supposed to do project but god knows we end up doing wad. -.- den library slacked and went IMM. i watched wen zhen and ivan eat dinner as i eat ice cream. walked arnd and headed home. but reached yishun den take train back to woodlands to pei peng yu and watched him eat dinner. thats like e 2nd time im watching ppl eat. -.- while my food waited for me at home. chicken wingssss. :) yep. peng yu sent me home. and chor liang claimed that he saw me and said hi but seriously i didnt notice him AT ALL. -.- im getting rly blur.
wed. stayed home.
tues. sch, did CD. den after which to kap. met girlfriends. ate PIZZA HUT AGAIN!!!! hais. but it was fun and yeah. we took many many funny photos. <3333! LOVE THEM TONS.
mon. towned with mum. got this bag which i had an eye for. :) rly nice. i love it. tho i dont rly like the colour red. but yeah. den settle ez-link stuff. down to bb to bk. i was late for an hr pls. :( aidie and wen zhen alr finished. den we went to get paint and to macs to makan. den i headed to MI. gave atikah bday surprise with eevann, nicholas, benedict, stacey and.... hmm i think thats all. yep. den to wm to meet peng yu. talked for a lil while had to leave cos its atikah dearie bday! :) ATE PIZZA HUT with nicholas, wilson, syafiq, winnie, bryan. haha. den to bk to chill(wilson's gd idea). den home.
thats my elearning wk. sry for poor eng. feeling too emo. goodnight.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 ( 12:39 AM )
omg. im damn attitude pls. hahaha. i didnt go for the sd overnight activity simply cos i didnt feel like gg. one reason being urm, ppl like jiamin,wenzhen,sandy,eunice aint gg? bleughh. forget it. im jus another attitude girl. lol.
okay, today is a looong day. fri lesson is really lame. faris' history and theory of ideas lesson. frm 8-11 and we got no more lessons. retarded pls. hais. and those presentation are long and quite boring. there was one pt of time when i even fell aslp. GOSH, how rude can i get. im gg to get my retribution soon. esp when it's my turn to present. tsktsk.
our MDF trophy has got to be done and presented on the following wk after e-learning on thurs and im nowhere near to even finishing it. blah. damn shit. i hate this. and i have to get orange TRANSPARENT acrylic frm art friend. sianzxzx.
totally wasted the whole day. today is so-called the last day we would be in block T822 classroom so yeah we took numerous photos. some looked rly stupid. haha. sandy our momo princess was super high pls. cos there's this guy who's interested in her and vice versa. and they're gg out tmr! haha. damn drama our momo princess. tgt with eunice they rly go crazy. den peiyu and wen zhen our 2 da jie. one will be watching shows, e other reading magazines. i'll be neither here nor there. -.-" i guess there's rly a generation gap?! lol. its like pei yu and wen zhen are the 89s babies whereas the other 3 of us are the 90s babies but im e oldest for e 90s so im neither here nor there?! idk. this sounds kinda stupid but actl makes a bit of sense. haha.
den we walked to library cos sandy need to do her character development profile, while peiyu wen zhen and eunice went back to class to look for urm, i dunno who. no coms in e library we could find and use so went back to class. ivan was so eager to know abt why sandy was so happy so yeah. five of us and ivan were standing outside the classroom, talking like no tmr. tsk.
ting jie is NICE! hahaha. toot guy who always ask me to treat him to ice cream ever since that day i ate the ice cream in class. but somehow he ended up treating me and sandy ice cream instead. felt quite bad cos he went all alone to T11a to get them. guilty. shall get him some nice foodie another time :)
den wenzhen peiyu and eunice left while sandy did her CD stuff using weilun's laptop. today e thing that surprised me was actl an msg which was sent frm an "unknown" no. "hey. wanna play pool ltr?" cos i haven transfer phone numbers over to the new phone so i jus asked, EH, wait. who are you? haha. his reply goes like "Mark la! wa u forget me?!" super funny. den i jus called him immediately. i was still thinking of how am i gg to spend e rest of my day and his msg rly came at e right time. :)
after that went workshop with sandy and yeah, did a bit of sanding and stuff. couldnt do much cos i didnt bring my acrylic along. bleah. i was wearing urm, half slipper half sandals kind of footwear and shorts? haha. i even brought trackpants. lest they say needa wear long pants. i jus needa wear it over my shorts. LOL. in class while sandy was doing her CD, i was wearing that and walking arnd like some crazy pork pls. LOL. EEEK. den i brainstorm the trophy, weilun told me to ask thierry for suggestion on how to do the words, but i was wearing that trackpants and it was errrrrrrrr, eew. haha. he even help me take a photo to show me how i look like. -.-" haha. silly stuff we do. dennis was laughing like mad in class. i was damn obscene. putting on and taking off the trackpants in front of weilun and dennis, that is with my short pants inside tho. LOL. aiya. wadeva. i dont care. anw, so yeah. we put out bags at the workshop and went to makan. by the time we went back to the workshop it was alr say, near 3 i guess. supposed to reach np at 330 lah. haha.
sian, so we walked to the bus stop. oh my. i was v silly. i was so blind. i know 74 goes to np but when i look at the bus route, somehow i managed to miss the "np". -.-" i only saw np at 74e. godddd. how blur can i get. and so, i waited stupidly for 74E. bleugh. lucky i finally realised after like 10 mins i guess. i went to check agn. apparently 74e is only in service frm 6 plus onwards. wthhhhhh. haha. and that was when i finally saw np at 74. i even counted the stops. 8 stops.
reached alr i saw eevann. den nicholas and yep, mark. walked to bukit timah plaza to play pool. POO. i lost like some shit pls. haha. played with mark one on one and i got nth in. WTH! hahaha. okay i dont care anw. im jus suay. denden, i saw guin! cant rly spell her name so i better dont attempt to. haha. man, couldnt recognise her at first cos she looked shorter and skinner! dunno why. but anw, after tt i more or less confirm tt was her so i jus went up to her to say hi. for that, i was saved frm losing pathetically on the pool battle with mark eevann and nicholas. i talked to guin and catch up a bit. yep. den i went back. so happy to see her lah! xD
anw we played doubles after that. nana and i-WON. eevann and i-LOST. mark and i-EH, WON? cant rmb. haha. sry stm working up agn.
eevann had to go back to sch for some cell grp thingy. (he has become so holy.) e rest of us went to amk to makan. i love the LEMON TEA! ahhh! i think im having some addiction on tea. I LOVEE MILK TEA PLUREASEEE! bubble tea-oreo choc latte, RED MILK TEA. SLURPSSLURPS. NICEEEE! heh.
mark is rly funny. haha. still as CUTE as ever. LOL. eevann still loves to lie A LOT A LOT. and we're always the victims. too gullible -.-" EEVANN, YOU LIAR. and nana treats me to LEMON TEA! heh. and i dont have flabby arms okay! dont influence mark with that mindset too. BLAH.
nxt fri! eeyore's best friend is planning an outing! AHHH! how nice! i miss edward. the eeyore lover. awww. i wanna watch pirates of carribean.
nxt tues! MYGIRLFRIENDS DATE! LOVETOBITS. xD
OHOH, and i met atikah on e train in e morning! :) so coincidental! same cabin. hope her gp went well for her. atikah, take care okay! dont get urself sick. <3!
and yes, mark. eevann must pray for mark to have good appetite always! haha. den he wont have to go thru hunger and pain when he missed like 4 meals!!!! tsk.
every thurs im gg to sch early! with jiamin at 10. so i can go er mei shan (another name for sch of business. lol) to look for rebec! :) <3!! thurs we met and talked like no tmr. she still understands me the best, somehow. :)
wed i met up with yuyao! like first time ever since i entered sp. pathetic. i talked to him for awhile and he had to leave. i wanted to go shopping initially with eunice, sandy, peiyu and wen zhen cos they're alr at town. but cos jiamin got medical appointment at 6 at marsiling and it would be very inconvenient if she were to go back home den. so i pei her. we ate at foodcourt 3 and she brought me to explore sb. on our way, i saw the track. it was super tempting... haha! one of us suggested running b4 lessons start. and i think that sounds great?! lol. anw we went to the library and talkedddd. haha. saw audrey, daryl(always see him!-.-") and er, yaya... haha.
i forgot sth. i saw MA'AM DAWN TODAY ON THE BUS WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY HOME!!!! AHHHHHHHH! hahaha. she looked quite tom boyish with her short hair. and yeah tanned frm the canoeing practice. CANOEING! haha. time flies. she alr graduated frm NJ and im only in poly yr1 haha. happy!
okay this is indeed a superrrrrr looooong post. haha. gees, there's so much work undone but nxt wk's elearning! I WANNA GO SHOPPING! HEHHH. shall drag yuwen with me since she volunteered herself last sunday. WOOTS. wei jie become more stylish alr. new hairstyle. seriously much better than his nerdy, down to earth hair. hahaha. perhaps he's in love! xP
PPL IN LOVE ARE INDEED HAPPY PPL! WHEEEEEE! (im not one of those tho_)
TATA!
Thursday, May 17, 2007 ( 12:15 AM )
perhaps, it wasnt.
e, it stands for bEing there.
m, it means Made by god.
o, it's Oh so shit.
EMO.
sadness engulfs
sinks down
bottomless bottom
the unseenable
the hatred
the trap
the negative Z
it sucks.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ( 9:27 PM )
cel! lets go running! WAHA. and do monkey bars. sure get gold!
ade... is, mean. LOL. jus kidding! HAIS. nxt time i shall hide behind the camera.
duckieee, dont complain okay. haha. cos im gg all the way to bukit timah frm yishun which is worse than ur case. im having elearning nxt wk! haha. that's a good thing but at the same time, bad. haha. tues will arrive in 5 days time! <33333! hope you're doing fine in sch. dont forget you have me. im superrr free. LOL.
SIGH. why so hard to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. sick. im jus lazy. to blog. :X
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ( 8:43 PM )
OH, xuan duckie! :) thanks for that. i hope nth crops up for everyone nxt tues!!!! xD im so looking forward to meet all of yall. <3333!>
WILSON! hahaha. i tried the same brand, lemon with aloe vera bits. eek. e juice kinda sour. or should i say it was SUPER SOUR! and its chokingly sour. BLEAHH. not nice. hahaha. i still love the apple one with aloe vera. nicenice. :)
CELESTINE MUSHROOM HEAD! hahaha. now your hair's like in a mess of colours. a bit like mine. but apparently i think mine's nicer :X haha! eh, it was fun. did ade tell you wad kind of crazy stuff we did. haha. okay not rly crazy but jus stupid. hahah. why didnt ade ask you to come! haisssss. purposely one right. i miss you cel! study hard kayys! shoooooo stress away! see ya soon!!! <333! oh, we shall go running someday and play catching agn! xP
DAVID! AKA BLURBLUR, MY BROTHERRRR. hahaha. no prob! hope you LOVEEE that pic. it's nice, isnt it! :) MI library, place which we always love to go when we pon lessons. OOPS. :X haha. i rly miss those days. when are we meeting agn? this time everyone mus turn up. sean the waiter who got promoted to a high rank, yu yao our urm uncle? , pei bao, lance, kayren, olivia, kerine our mother! you, me and and ATIKAH DARLING! :) missmissmissmissyall!
NICHOLAS. NANA!!! the one who will come down all the way to clarke quay frm toa payoh jus to pei the lonely (me) :) AYE, hows your planning gg. AHEMAHEM. haha. quickquick! den tell me abt it. and you're welcome for the pic! :) tho you did one for me too, i still think the one i did was nicer! hahaha. xP alright, nevertheless i do appreciate your intention. awww. :)
this is the pic i did for david:
for nana:
haha. nice right! last day of sch for PAE in MI i made nana took photos of me jumping while bryan and edward were playing badminton. HURHUR. apparently i made nana jumped too. to test out the cam. hahaha. loveee this. :)
okay now. oh man, i stopped on thurs. okok. thurs. met RCC in the late evening for dinner! w/o xx and clarie that is. its like xx dropped her contacts or sth like that den she went frm bona vista all the way home to marsiling. bleugh. den cos her mum wasnt in a gd mood that sorta thing, she has to be home by 9 and she's kinda lazy to get out. super rush. when i took train and passed by marsiling, i called her. (i took the longg route. changed train at jurong east) god. we talked on the phone all the way frm marsiling to toa payoh and till the rest, wan xuan, ade and siow kee arrive and not yet ended, talked till like we were really finally gg to eat. oh my. thats rly rly lonnng. haha. she can rly talk and talk non stop. haha. <3`>
ADE BIAS. SA CJ HCI, no SP. lol.
eeeee. syafiq jus reminded me i needa do my topic outline? SIGH. im so lazy to continue so i shall stop here. tata!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 ( 6:22 PM )
WHEEEEEE! ohmy. i cant believe it. im actl happy today! main reason being i saw PAUL YONG JIE! shld be luh huh. hahaha. so happy! :DDD
initially started off with a bad morning. i wasnt even in e mood to dress up pls! i jus wore a black top with 3 quarter jeans. no belt, no ear stud, no necklace. no nothing. felt like shit in e morning. didnt even do anything to my hair. so its all frizzy and stuff. cant be bothered seriously. so jus anyhow.
i've this habit of putting my phone at the back of my pillow when i slp and this morning i actl forgot to bring it out. BLEUGHH. had to like walk all the way back. i think phone is really a tool i cant live w/o. haaa.
met up with wilson at yishun mrt. so nice of him to come all e way to yishun? haha! hmm. we were lucky to board the pasir ris train too. yeah.
and den, theirry lessons. somehow, for the first time i felt that he was a good teacher. idk why. but e tot struck me while he was coaching me with my sketching. im actl learning to appreciate him more :) and i think thats good. tho he's kinda naggy and stuff, like a daddy, but yeah. nice. and very patient. :)
den there was break. sandy and eunice, the shopping queens, went to jp whereas wen zhen pei yu and me stayed in sch. we went all the way to urm, i think food court 5? kfc and pizza hut. dabao.
kelly's lesson! SIGH. but nvm, doing marketing plan seems fun. :) hopefully my ideas isnt too bad.
OHOH, on my way out to the mrt station, i saw zi jian, my gor! haha. haven been calling him gor for ages. but anw, he was in front at first den he went to top up card or sth. so i jus went up to platform. and den i didnt see him and his frens all e way till we got off at yishun. i saw one of his frens. IS SHUAI ONE LAR. tho a bit short. hahaha. okay sry getting a bit high. but aint handsome guys meant for e eyes? wahaha.
i get all excited when i saw paul frm far at e interchange. so happy! haven seen him for ages. e last time i saw him was to pass him his bday present, a pair of beach slippers so that he could go sentosa with his gf on v day. like wth. cos i went all the way back home to get for him, when im supposed to be heading towards urm, changi for chalet with wilson? yeah, MI mahana wilson. haha. im missing mahana every now and then. anw back to the pt. paul and i were talking but i wasnt focusing. cos i was trying to see if zi jian actl take 800 home. afterall we live so near each other. paul's fatter now, it seems like. haha! missed him. sadsad! he reminds me of meridian jc cos he was wearing mj uniform! haha. i guess im jus not fated to be in mj. yeah. jus like im not fated to get into anderson sec last time.
okay after seeing him im really high alr. hahaha. the rest of e wk shall be fun! I HOPE. haha.
oh, and i cant meet rcc tmr alr. cos i gotta pia my project. god knows why. ;) so now everyone can spend their time at home studying for tests.
shall post some siao pictures that was taken last wk while we were waiting for wen zhen to configure her laptop. xD
( 1:09 AM )
firstly i wanna say, sorry clarie. :( i didnt mean to like "..." throughout the conver. cos i didnt know you were doing chi essay. i could hav do my part to help you but i missed the first part of the conver. was meddling with my phone's contacts and busy transferring photos. sorry clarie. i was pissed at first, cos i wasnt in a really good mood. only till you left and i talked to ade den i realised i did sth v wrong. SORRY! :( sorry to make both of yall pissed too. i didnt mean to. forgive me.
AND SHIT, I STILL CANT GET MYSELF OUTTA THIS SHIT. i see kelly and i go... "that day..." i dont like it. :((( and things turn sour with my mum cos she isnt gg to wake me up anymore. :(
ihatethisihateitihatethisihateitandimggcrazy. GRRRR. AHHHH!!!!! this sucks. im gg to do research now. tata.
Monday, May 07, 2007 ( 9:04 PM )
okay, to reply to my rcc clique's tags. i seriously dont like PCME! hahaha. i think it kinda sucks cos i hateee sciences!!! :X haha. anw, hope yall are coping fine with ur work. i guess if yall have any doubts yall can look for sk?! haha. TADA! she's THE PRO. sigh i missed yall. when are we meeting?! this thurs? pls say yesssssss. i dont care. thurs shall be it. im e oldest so i do the final say. wahaha. also, cel dont be shy and plssss join us. PLUREASE. :) im sure the rest would love your accompany too? haha. i hope so. lol.
and one special paragraph dedicated to our dearest farmtress clarie. heh. eh, you PLUREASE come on thurs oso. plsplspls. haha. im like begging you. you better come, if not i dont pei you shop for your bagg. ahhaha. COME OKAY! and jiayou for ur tests luh! you're smart clarie, so jus hang on there and jus try ur very best. you can do it! im sure you can always get sk to help you? haha. that's if you want to. HOCKEY ROCKS? hockey=whacking each other's feet with the stick. LOL. okay, i'll keep this song for you. :) see, im nice. hahaha.
ade! clarie has fever?! real or fake? LOL. and both pts are diff cos studying kills more brain cells. dont you think so?
thank you NANA! for accompany me till dawn last last sunday! :) THANKS LOADIES.
okay damn. im in a foul mood today. super saddd. i hate myself. :( its like i slept at 530. mum woke me up at i guess 730 or even earlier? but i fell back to slp! the nxt moment i wake, i realised it was 830 alr! :( quickly got off my bed and wash up, changed, grabbed the roti prata my mum fried and left hse. till 845 i was still flagging for cabs pls. its like none wanna bring me to dover. :( den finally, i got a cab. it was sad cos i couldnt even reach sch at like 910. i reached at like say, 920 or ltr? idk. its super paiseh to walk in halfway while zhai wei was presenting. god. i felt damn bad. im like interrupting the class and it was super distracting i guess. i hate this. i hate myself. why didnt i get off the bed when my mum woke me? what made me believe that i will wake agn at like 735? why did i go back to slp when i know there's a critique session and marks would be deducted if im late? WHYWHYWHY! im super pissed with myself. and out of all the days, i have to be late on critique day. :(((((((((((((((((((((( i dont like classmates who always come in late for class cos i think that's irritating, but im doing it myself! i jus dont feel good. cos it leaves a veryyyyyyyy bad impression on ppl. and its like 2 classes all know im late? tho im not the only one. but i seriously do mind a lot, abt me myself being late. i have this feeling kelly dont like me. its like when im presenting, he doesnt look at me. SADD!!!!!!!!!! i felt so disappointed. and i think i did a very bad job, judging frm what the lecturers said. :( heart sank to the bottom.............. kelly, venkat and theirry not taking my presentation cos im late. that's my lesson for being late according to kelly. but it isnt fair! :( this is shit. WHYWHYWHY do i have to be late on critique day?!!!! GRRR. MALU, SAD, DISAPPOINTED, DEMORALISED, INFERIORITY (if there's actl sucha word) that time when kelly said those late comers dont get to present and would only be graded for the toy, my heart really sank. i felt like gg home to one corner to cry. i really wanted to. im damn loser. but it really feels like shit.
and e moment i reached home, i told my mum abt it. she started scolding me. its like im alr in sucha bad mood, trying to forget this matter and move on but she jus kept talking abt it so i lost my cool. i raised my voice at her. like why do she have to keep harping on that matter? its alr over and im not even blaming anyone, but myself. she THINKS im blaming others for being late. but i wasnt!!!!!!!!! pissed. so i almost broke down when i sat down to eat dinner alone. i really wanna cry it all out. but somehow i couldnt and so i didnt. so here i am, typing this post.
oh, and i wanna thank Peng Yu for having the intention to treat me to bens and jerry when im down?! aww. thats like so cute. hahaha. xD
anw today lesson ended at say 1plus and we headed to city hall to have lunch at thai express. YUMYUM! the clayfish tom yam glass noodles was NICEEE! haha. it was HOT! had this burning feel in my stomach after eating. den wen zhen and i felt like eating ice cream after that!! so we headed to BENS AND JERRY at raffles city shopping centre. got some oatmeal ice cream single scoop for 4.80! it sure was ex! like a few mouthful and poof! gone. but it was nice luh. :) i loveee ice cream! hahaha. so we walked to the toy museum, mint! museum of imagination and nostalgic... er. shit. i forgot. wad does t stands for? okay heck i cant rmb. i only know it costs us 7 bucks to go in there. 2 classes squeezing on each level at one time isnt really a gd experience. but nevertheless i guess we know more toys now. and can conclude japan's toys are the best? lol. tho they copy and reproduce. yeah. i must comment the first mickey mouse and felix the cat were ugly. lol. if you're interested in toys, you shld go there to see and find out more. hmm. so after mint, we went to bugis to shop! wen zhen, ivan, paul, zhai wei. but most of e time, i was with wen zhen and ivan. haa. ivan can be a girl alr. :X yeahhhh. den home! hmm, shall give my black hairband which i bought say 2 yrs ago (intended for rc trngs last time) to ivan. or perhaps the pink one is better. lol!
okay, im feeling better. night earthlings! TAKE CARE!
Friday, May 04, 2007 ( 9:02 PM )
okay. BLOG, i missed you. :( im so sorry to only look you up when im feeling down. but i swear, i'll blog every now and den, whether im busy or not :X, happy or sad. laziness shant stand in my way cos you alr missed out so much fun in my life. cant afford to let you rot away, jus like that.
seriously, i cant make it up whether im happy or sad to be in poly.
HAPPY:
- i need not stay up to chiong and finish up my work and study for the test nxt day and get stressed up all over
- i dont fall aslp during lessons and get a hearful frm chers
- im enjoying wad i do now
- i get to wear home clothes! ;)
- flexible timetable
SAD:
- i need to stay up to chiong and finish up my projects
- my course mates' performance are much better than mine
- i miss college environment
- i miss uniforms! :(
- lessons end late on most of the days
IDONTKNOW, ISERIOUSLYDONT. :(
anw, today was fun lah! haha. its like we were waiting for wen zhen to configure her laptop and towards the end we played true or dare. last part super funny. cos ayu(dont know how to spell) chose dare and jus nice wen zhen came back into the classroom. but ltr on she left for e toilet, soooo we tot of sth naughty. or shld i say, i did. :X hahaha. wanted everyone to "faint" as if there was posion gas in the room den when wenzhen comes back, ayu will like "OHMY, WEN ZHEN!!! LOOK AT THEM!!!!" but screw. in e end whole thing kena spoil. but its damn funny. nvm, nxt time will try on others. HEHH.
actl e main pt of me coming to this blog tonight, is cos, im feeling sooo sosososo sad. :( now i oso dont know how to start. liking someone is like sucha good feeling. EYE CANDY. like, so sweet initially. but slowly it'll turn into a heartache when you realise or guess he or she doesnt like you, and you try to jus make him feel happy by jus being there for him and watching him frm a corner, observing him. god. i gotta stop all this. this is so distracting and i feel life's all messed up. cos that one person could prob affect the whole world arnd you. he can brighten your day and put a smile on your face. at the same time, he can oso draw the dark clouds in your heart and when it pours, shit, it never stops till perhaps the wind blows it away. wks ago i tried to put him behind. but it nv seemed to happen. but this time, im getting tired. i wanna rest. im tired of chasing. i took say 1.5 mths to get over my previous crush. this time i dont know how long it's gonna take, but i jus know, im feeling sick. gg to stop all these nonsense. i must love my friends, love my family. cos they're everything.
SHOOO, go away. i hate you, for making my heart fluctuates. but nevertheless, i'll still be there to help you through times. cos, FRIENDS ARE EVERYTHING. :) im happy! im putting it down! im freee!!! YAY! that's shishi! :))))) dont you all love her? AHHAHA.
cos SHE LOVES YOU ALL!
IJ! xiao xiang, hui qi, adelene, wan xuan, clara, siow kee
MAHANA! atikah, nicholas, eevannBF [lol!], bryan, mark, stacey, benedict, edward, wilson, lionel, desmy, syafiq
07B3! david seah, peibao, lance, kayren, kerine, sean, yuyao, olivia
DXDIP 02! wen zhen, sandy, paul, zhai wei, syafiq, wei lun, and moremore!
SD! SD SENIORS, a few only tho. and.. SD camp mates! shun ding, grace, jiamin, wilson and loadsloadsmore.
YAWNSSS. shld i go to bed now? HMM...... tata! see ya...
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