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damn. im seriously having some mental breakdown. either tt or im pms-ing. both e same. i feel like tearing NOW. gosh. i feel like e whole world is crushing down on me. tis is so unlike me.



sigh, so is it my fault to give you hope in e first place? was i wrong to get close to you? did i give you e wrong impression? im so confused now. cos i myself dont know if e prob lies with you or me or both. all i can say is jus, sorry.



and one thing, im so sry to those ppl whom i didnt listen attentively to on e phone. cos im jus not one who can multitask. and i do hate myself for tt. oh wells. i guess it cant be helped? im so sry.



im jus not in e mood to talk on e phone now too. jia hong and poh sian called, but i told them i wasnt in e mood to talk. really sry for e bad attitude. :( im feeling darn frustrated now.




okay. almost every para, is abt apologising. my heart is ill.



enshao kept telling me online tt he think he's dumb cos some asshole put him down. all i could say was, he wasnt dumb and tt guys who play soccer and charming and guys who bike are really cool. :) tts wad i think. and it doesnt matter if one's studies is gd. as long as one did his/her best, it's gd enough. we shld all look ahead and not live in e past. wads over is alrd over. so why bother?



rebec sms-ed me today. telling me how much she disliked jc life and tt she wants to withdraw and work and join sp. well, i HATE MI. but i LOVE my FIRNEDS in MI. MAHANA! WOOLALA! mahana rocks lah.



a few highlights tt happened ever since sch reopen, whether gd or bad:


- fri kena caught for highlighted hair. parents were being called up and i was supposedly to be sent home. can you believe it? MI doing tt. BUT my ogl helped us plead and all with e dm and he agreed to let us stay for e rest of e day if we write a letter to request for staying in school. and it has to be signed by og tutor and dm. damn. went thru sooo much trouble den get to stay.


- fri sch ended at 430. had dinner at e macs near bb mrt with mahanas. there were like ten plus ppl. and er, played pool with atikah, bryan, rayson, edward, hua boon, nicholas, cheong jun, david at jurong east. it's like all guys and only 2 gals. e rest headed home. pool was darn fun. hahaha. ok shall say any further but it's jus fun lah.


-today had lessons and lectures. damn. e chers are damn STUPID. okay not a gd thing to say but they really r. it's like e GP cher refused to tell us his name? crazy. and so we watched e movie, he doesnt know how to put full screen. someone still had to tell him like full screen press alt enter. e cher was like where's enter? haha. but i think he was jk. haha. but still, he's dumb. and den e maths cher. e white board was new so there's like this blue plastic still on it but he stupidly go and write on it. im like wad?! ok. jus pure stupidity.


-today was bowling with tt big mahana grp agn. eeek. my nail cracked? sigh. i dont like to bowl lah.



in all, MI is really 1. disorganised 2. inefficient 3. LAU YA.



not tt i wanna despise it. but it's jus happen tt way.








ok i hope PE lessons come soon! hahaha. i wanna run. ok im mad. and er, btw i took commerce. H2 business mangement, econs, POA and H1 maths. man. i kinda like regret cos H1 maths is like. REALLY BASIC AMATHS? ppl who got F9 for amths oso find it easy pls. haha. damn.



ok im tired. feeling so much better now. haha. im gg to bed soon. see you guys arnd! :)

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